She was so beautiful, I never thought I'd feel this way in this type of situation. You drove up with him. I said wussup to him and carried the drinks up the stairs to my apartment.

We just chilled for like an hour playing video games and drinking but you laid on my bed and I almost wished he'd leave. We went out to my balcony for a few smokes. Everything was going well till he stepped inside to use the restroom and I let the words slip.

"I'm hella jealous of ur man keep it real"

I didn't mean to say it out loud. She replied

"If I wasn't your your sister's homegirl maybe"

What the hell was that supposed to mean ?

Made me feel all small inside thinking she wanted me to feel special by lying.

Then her man walked back in.