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Chapter 62 - Chapter Sixty-Two: Not Me

The darkness was absolute. I had no sense of up or down, no ground beneath my feet, no air to breathe. For a moment, panic surged through me, and I fought against the crushing void, struggling to find any sense of orientation. But then, as suddenly as it had come, the sensation of falling ceased, and I found myself standing once more on solid ground.

A faint light flickered in the distance, barely more than a pinprick in the inky blackness. It was the only point of reference I had, so I began to move toward it, each step slow and hesitant. The silence was oppressive, thick with the weight of countless unspoken horrors. My footsteps echoed eerily, the sound bouncing back to me from unseen walls.

As I approached the light, I realized it was coming from a doorway, its frame barely visible in the gloom. Beyond the threshold, I could hear a low, rhythmic chanting, a sound that sent a shiver down my spine. It was as if the very air vibrated with a malevolent energy, pulsing in time with the chanting.

I paused just before the doorway, my heart pounding in my chest. Every instinct screamed at me to turn back, to run as far from this place as possible, but I knew there was no escape. Not anymore. Taking a deep breath, I stepped through the doorway.

On the other side was a vast chamber, its walls lined with flickering torches that cast long, dancing shadows. The chanting grew louder, more distinct, and I could now make out the figures gathered in a circle at the center of the room. They were hooded, their faces obscured, and they swayed in unison, their voices rising and falling in a hypnotic rhythm.

At the center of the circle was an altar, and on it lay a figure—still, silent, and draped in a shroud. My breath caught as I recognized the figure's outline. It was me.

"No… this can't be," I whispered, my voice trembling. I took a step closer, my eyes locked on the shrouded form. But as I moved, the chanting ceased abruptly, and the hooded figures turned as one to face me.

"You've come," one of them intoned, their voice deep and resonant. "We've been waiting for you."

"What is this?" I demanded, my voice cracking under the strain of fear. "What are you doing?"

"This is the end," another figure said, stepping forward. "The end of your journey. The final confrontation with the truth you've run from for so long."

"I don't understand," I stammered, shaking my head. "I'm here, but that… that can't be me. I'm standing right here!"

The figure that had stepped forward raised a hand, and with a slow, deliberate motion, pulled back their hood. My breath caught in my throat as I saw my own face staring back at me, but it was twisted, corrupted, a grotesque reflection of what I feared to become.

"You can't escape it," my doppelgänger said, their lips curling into a cruel smile. "This is your fate, the destiny you sealed the moment you chose to survive at all costs."

"No," I said, shaking my head more vehemently. "This isn't real. You're just another trick, another illusion."

The other figures began to lower their hoods as well, revealing more versions of myself, each more distorted than the last. They advanced on me, slowly, methodically, and I found myself backing away, my heart racing.

"Real?" the doppelgänger echoed, its voice mocking. "You still don't understand, do you? This isn't an illusion. This is you—every fear, every doubt, every decision that led you here. We are you, and you are us."

The shrouded figure on the altar began to stir, and I froze, unable to tear my eyes away. The others moved aside, giving it space as it slowly sat up. The shroud fell away, and I gasped, feeling the blood drain from my face.

The figure that sat up was me—alive, breathing, but with eyes that glowed with an unnatural light. It looked at me with an expression of profound sadness, as if it pitied me, as if it understood the torment I was going through.

"Why do you fight?" it asked, its voice soft, almost gentle. "You've come so far, endured so much. All you have to do now is accept it. Accept who you really are."

"I'm not you," I whispered, though my resolve was weakening. The sight of myself, so calm, so resigned to this fate, was almost too much to bear. "I'm not…"

The others began to close in, their hands reaching out to me, and I felt the walls of the chamber closing in as well. There was no escape, no way out. I was surrounded by versions of myself, each one more grotesque, each one more insistent.

"Accept it," they chanted, their voices blending into one. "Accept it and the pain will end."

I felt their cold hands on my skin, pulling me closer, dragging me toward the altar. Panic surged through me, and I thrashed, trying to break free, but their grip was like iron. The figure on the altar extended a hand, beckoning me closer, and I knew—if I touched it, if I accepted it, everything would be over. But then, just as their hands began to pull me down, I heard a distant sound—a voice, faint but growing louder. It was calling my name, cutting through the fog of despair like a beacon of hope. I turned toward the sound, desperate to hold on to it, to find the source. And in that moment, I realized—I wasn't alone. Someone was still out there, fighting for me, and I couldn't give up. Not yet.