Hurry, Kyotaro...Slow down, Hannah, I can't keep up with you...How slow...I finally caught you and I'm the winner.Hahaha yes you lost you are the winner congratulations Kyotaro.Now the winner asks what he wants from the loser. Come on, say what you want, Kyotaro."...""....."Well then I have a request.What is it ?Promise me that we will never be separated.What?I love you, Hannah, and when we grow up, I will marry you. This is my request.She remained a little surprised, with a smile on her face as if she was waiting for me to say something.Okay, we agree. I promise I will marry you when we grow up.Let's do a pinky split.Good.Now let's continue playing.My life was full of happiness when I met Hannah. We were five years old when I met her in the park playground. I went with my father to the park when my eyes saw this beauty, a bright white girl with bright pink hair. She was my light that lit up my life at that time.We played together in the garden and had a lot of fun. Then she told me where her house was so we could meet each other and play together more. Then I discovered that our homes were close to each other and from that time I spent all my days with her and every day was a new adventure, an adventure full of fun and happiness.But these days did not last long...We were playing as usual in her yard, when I saw that she was a little sad and she was trying to hide it, but I knew immediately that she was acting outside of her cheerful nature. She was faking happiness.When I asked her why, she told me that tomorrow she would move from the city to another distant city because of her parents' job transfer.Of course I felt sad and shocked, but I didn't dare tell her how I felt.I looked at her with a fake smile and told her that there is nothing we can do about it, but all we can do is make unforgettable memories and let us enjoy as much as we can today.We continued playing as usual as if nothing had happened.Tomorrow came and she was getting ready to leave. I kept watching her from afar as she moved her things into the cart, and my heart was about to explode with sadness, but my mind was telling me that there was nothing we could do about it. A person like me has no right to interfere in the lives of others... That's all I thought about.I kept watching them until they boarded the carriage and began their journey to the new city.I went home and started acting like an adult who hides his feelings and keeps them inside because there's no point in crying now that it's already over.Even though we promised each other we would never be apart, we were already parted, ironically.I continued my life as an isolated and introverted person after what happened. I used to spend all my time alone in my room, playing video games and watching idols and anime programs. Gradually, I turned into an otaku isolated from the world. Even at school, I was completely alone and did not have any friendships or relationships, even though the boys in My class was getting to know the girls and talking to them as if it was a normal thing, but for me just saying hello in class was miraculous.This situation continued until the third year of secondary school.One day at school, I opened my locker door and found a love letter from an unknown person that said (I will wait for you on the roof of the school). At first I was thinking that maybe I had been put in the wrong locker, but I had no choice but to accept the request and went to the roof after the end of the school day.I found a girl looking at me there. I greeted her and asked her: Are you the one who wrote and sent this letter to me? She shook her head yes.She asked me to date her, but I don't know why. How could someone like me date a girl? She's not just any girl. She's the class president and a member of the student council as well. She's Shinzo Yumi, the most beautiful girl in the class, with her long, shiny black hair and the perfect body to be a famous model.She told me that she had admired me since the school festival, when I was competing against the rest of the students, but I was invited only to complete the number, nothing more.You told me that you are an interesting person, you are isolated from the rest, as if you are in your own world. I want to see your world. I want to get close to you and get to know you.You have to do more. I love you, Kyotaro, but I politely rejected her and left. I am a person who has no right to get close to anyone. This is what crossed my mind at the time.It is true that I rejected her request for a date, but I told her that I would fulfill any request she made out of respect for her feelings and to ensure that she would not hate me.She agreed with a smile, but I knew her feelings were broken because I had gone through the same thing in the past.I returned home and started practicing my favorite hobbies. When I was watching a group of famous idol groups, my eyes fell on a blonde girl. I liked very much the way she danced, her movements, and her facial expressions. I loved all of that, and I began, day after day, attending all of her concerts, whether from television or attending the concert live, and I encouraged her as if there was something wrong with her. My inner self motivates me and forces me to do so.I have finished my third year of high school and I am now on the cusp of a new step in my life, but I have had enough of school. I did not understand what the point of attending it was. I did not enjoy it and did not find anything interesting in any subject I studied, despite the fact that I made my effort and I was in the first places in all stages of my studies. But I did not understand the meaning of all this, and as a result I stopped studying, and my room became my world and my hobbies were my only activities.The situation continued like this for about two months, and one day my parents entered my room and scolded me for not doing anything significant all this time and forced me to leave the room, but I did not understand why? I'm really enjoying it like this. All I want is a little peace and peace of mind. They told me that my sister might propose a passport to a friend of hers, and she agreed to it, and her wedding day is a week later. I have a sister named "Ai." She's about two years younger than me, meaning she's now 16 years old. Did she agree? Already getting married at such a young age, did she do that just to brag to her friends that she had become a wife? Is it really normal for someone to get married at such a young age? I don't really understand what the point of that is.They told me to prepare myself and wear proper clothes for the wedding, so I listened to them because as long as my sister agreed to that, there was nothing I could do about it.I bought a decent suit and improved my appearance a little so that I wouldn't be reprimanded in front of everyone.My sister's wedding day came and she was truly radiant. She was more beautiful than ever before. She invited all her friends to the wedding and all of our relatives came and everyone was happy on this day.But I don't really understand why people get married at such a young age. I understand that it was normal in the past, but can't people understand that this time is different and that old customs must change?The wedding day ended and I went back to my beloved room and watched the idol group show and this blonde girl was dancing and singing. I loved this.The girl really did, but I didn't notice that she was faking a smile when she was dancing and singing on the stage. I understand that all idols are like this, but this oneThe girl was faking a smile from deep sadness in her heart. This is what I felt, and for some reason my body began to move on its own, encouraging her.Do your best for her and stay like this until the show ends.Now I'm just a lonely otaku, but I love what I do and find it interesting, but I understand that this won't last long.Therefore, I decided to take a step forward towards adulthood and start looking for work in the hope that I would find something that would interest me. I have sufficient experience in technology and dealing with machines and equipment and repairing them as well. I can also make my own equipment and machines. I learned that on my own to fill my spare time. I did not search for long and I found something. He actually worked in a company that manufactured computers. The work was really tiring, but it was also fun because I enjoyed making them in my room. I did not last long until I was promoted within one month to become a responsible and supervisor of the workers there. The work began to become more difficult and I was tired of all that. I enjoy making hardware, but I don't want this boring job, so I left work and went back to my room again.My parents scolded me because I resigned from work and ordered me to come back. It is my private life and you have nothing to do with it. I have the right to do what I want. This is what I thought, but I did not dare say that and went back to work.But I told the managers that I don't want to be promoted. I just want to make devices. Yes, this is what I enjoy. If I have to work, at least I will do what I love.I grew and grew within the company and became a famous person to the point that the largest organization in the city asked me personally by name to work for them. I actually agreed to that, because I do what I love and enjoy, and my salary will be many times my current salary. It is a good opportunity for me to take another step forward.One day, on vacation, I was in my beloved room practicing my favorite hobbies, so my mother came in and told me to apply.Marriage to my cousin. I was surprised at first and asked her why. She told me that she wanted to be sure of my future and that I would be happy with her.But I am really satisfied with my current life. I honestly do not understand why I would be happy with her. Wouldn't my mother be the one who is happy with this? I understand that my relative is a beautiful and beautiful girl, and if she agreed to my marriage, my mother would be really happy and would brag about it to her friends, but I don't really want that. I already have a girl I love and admire. I said so much to her and I swore to wait for her. Mom, I don't want that. I don't want to get married. I already said that to her face. But she seemed very angry and scolded me and told me that my little sister got married and I still haven't left my room yet. You should be ashamed of yourself. I don't understand why I would be ashamed of myself. What did I do wrong? What is wrong with a person having a favorite place to spend his private time, even if it is his small room?She did not listen to what I said and had already called her family and made an appointment with them. I did not dare to say more, as there was no point in talking now.It was time for the interview and my parents and I left. I did not say a word as my mother started talking immediately after we arrived and agreed with them on the wedding date.I was speechless and it was all done without me saying a word.It was time for the wedding. My cousin was very charming, but I never had feelings for her. We barely talked to each other from time to time.The party started and everyone was very happy. I thought it would be okay if everyone was happy so there was no problem with that.I actually lived with my cousin under one roof and she became my wife. She was the type of person who would not let go of her phone and would wake up late. She would not talk to me and would not give me any attention since I was her husband now. Aren't we supposed to talk and try to understand each other at least, but since she is happy then no? It's okay with me, that's what I thought.I practiced my usual daily life. I went to work, finished it in the evening, returned to my own home, took care of my wife, and fulfilled all her requests. It continued like this for several months, but one day after I returned from work, I found my wife waiting for me and she called me to talk to me. This was strange behavior on her part, as this was the first time she had asked. Talk to me.You asked me to break up!"..."Why? Why did this happen suddenly?She told me that she couldn't stand me anymore and that I didn't care about her at all?But I used to fulfill all her requests and take care of her when she was sick as well. Isn't this what a husband does towards his wife? What did she do wrong?I tried asking why but it was the same answer and didn't give me a real reason.She agreed to this because she seemed determined to break up.We went to the judge to complete the separation ceremony. He asked her about the reason, so she presented him with some papers and told him that I did not care about her at all and that I treated her as my slave, and she demanded compensation for what happened.I stood in shock at what I heard. I looked at her and found her looking at me with an evil and cunning look.I looked at the judge and denied what she said, but he did not believe me because there was no evidence to prove the truth of my words.I demanded my house as compensation for what I spoke and the judge agreed to that.I was scammed and taken my own house but I didn't feel sad about my house I was a little upset but I felt really sad that all my own efforts were denied.I returned home and told my family what happened, and my mother stood in shock and began to scold me and deny everything I told her, and I became the only evil person in this matter.Why am I the one being reprimanded and not her?Why does this always happen to me?Why, why, why?Many questions began to run through my head: Is this happening because I am a good person or what?I'll go back to my room and do my hobbies and won't think about it much.Two weeks later, I heard the news from my mother that my cousin would marry another man and they would live in my house.I couldn't bear what I heard and I quickly went to the wedding venue. I looked from afar and found her happy with her new lover.Goodbye, my ex-wife. I am happy for you. You have found your true happiness. Consider this house a gift from me for your marriage.I continued my personal life as usual, put all my sadness behind me, went to work as usual, and when I returned, I practiced my favorite hobbies, and this was how my life was for a while.I was watching my favorite idol group and watching this blonde singer and cheering her on as usual. She was doing her best and becoming the star of the show. When she finished singing and dancing and the audience started cheering for her, I too felt accomplished. She is the only one who makes me happy.One day, this band was performing near my house. I was very happy and went to the show. It was the best day of my life. I saw this girl in person as she was doing her best in front of me. I made sure to buy tickets in the front rows so I could watch her closely and encourage her as much as I could. While I was encouraging her, my eyes met hers and she was very surprised and had an expression of shock on her face.I wondered why she did that. My heart was beating so hard just to see her looking at me. What is this feeling?She looked like she was about to cry just seeing me. I noticed that and raised the stick of encouragement and waved it in front of her. Do your best.She shook her head slightly and looked happy. She continued singing and dancing, and her performance was better than before. When the show ended, I wanted to meet her, but she suddenly disappeared, so I asked the rest of the band about her, as they also did not know where she had gone.I was very anxious and my body was running around uncontrollably. I found her in the middle of a group of fans. My heart was a little at peace. When I was approaching them, I noticed someone among them carrying a small knife under an envelope to sign. He was asking the girl for an autograph, so I ran as fast as I could. I don't know why, but something inside me forced me. On the move and tells me to protect this girl at all costs.I arrived in time before the girl took the envelope and fell into the trap. The boy was about to stab her, but I stood in front of her in time and was stabbed in the stomach instead. Everyone present began to scream loudly, and the criminal fled amidst the chaos.I felt so hot in my stomach that I was unable to speak from the pain, and when I opened my eyes with difficulty, I found the girl holding me, crying and screaming loudly, asking for help from anyone calling for an ambulance.She tells me to wake up, wake up, please don't die.I'm glad you're okay. I actually found something I could do this time. Now there will be meaning to my life.I lost consciousness and the last thing I heard was "Wake up, Kanza." The voice was distorted and I could not hear what she said.I woke up and found myself in the hospital and someone was holding my hand. It was the blonde girl I saved. Why is she here?The girl felt that I regained consciousness and woke up and found me alive in bed and started crying hard. She started to apologize to me and say, "I'm sorry. I'm very sorry. This happened to you because of me."No, you did not commit any mistake, but the criminal is the reason for that.She told me that the police investigated the matter and arrested the criminal, and when they interrogated him, he confessed that someone had hired him to kill her. Her ex-husband was the reason for that. He had hired a killer to kill her because she wanted to separate because she did not love him and because their love was the result of work relationships, as he had previously been her manager. An entertainment company for music shows, but she resigned from the company and joined the idol group and loved them. As a result, her ex-husband became angry and did so.I asked her why he wanted to kill her in the first place? She replied that her family owed that person a lot of money, and that after her family moved to another city, the parents' business did not go well, so they turned to that person to lend them money in exchange for him marrying me. My parents agreed to that, and when my parents were unable to repay the debt, they committed suicide and left me to marry him.I was very angry when I heard that and I asked myself what if my girlfriend was exposed to the same situation, what would my reaction be to that? Then I decided that I would take revenge on her from that crazy person.She begged me and told me not to mess with that person, he is very dangerous, but I did not listen to her and waited until my treatment was over and I recovered.I did some secret investigations and found out where he lives and what his exact background is.His name is Shimazaki Arata. He is the head of a large art company in Tokyo and he has a huge house here in Akihabara. He is now at his house waiting for news of the girl's death from the criminal.The palace is full of guard robots and equipped with an advanced security system. Getting in there is like a miracle for ordinary people, but it is not difficult for me.Fortunately for me, I learned how machines and protection systems work. I was able to penetrate the main network of the robot guards and plant a deadly virus to program the robots and stop them from working.Now that you have approached the main room of the place's security system, there is not even an alarm in place. You are indeed an ignorant man, contrary to your position.Is this really the main system? He's a child's toy for me and I've finished destroying him from the inside. You're going to raise the alarm now?Arata is surprised by an intruder alarm. What happens? How dare someone mess with me? I will kill this mouse immediately.He probably started looking for me, but it's too late now. I've already prepared a worthy welcome for him.I found it, hello Mr. Arata, how are you today?How did you get in here, don't you know who I am?I already know who you are, Mr. Shimazaki Arata, and I also know that you are the mastermind behind the murder of the blonde idol girl, right?You must be wondering about your hired killer. I'm sorry to say that I was the one who arrested him and he confessed everything to me, and now you are preparing for punishment.You wouldn't dare do anything to me, you stupid robots, kill this mouse."....""...."What's going on, why don't they listen to me?Ha-ha-ha-ha, they are already under my control, Mr. Arata.How were you able to do that?Do not underestimate me, I am a genius otaku. Now, you robots, eliminate him immediately.You'll never get away with this, you hear me?I don't care what someone says about to die.I succeeded in eliminating him.When I returned to the girl, I found her running towards me quickly and she was worried about me.I told her that I had achieved your revenge on that person, and she was surprised and an expression of shock appeared on her face as if she did not believe my words.I left her and went home to my beloved room.Morning came and the news of Mr. Shimazaki Arata's death under mysterious circumstances began to be exclusive news spread throughout the city.I went to work as usual, and when I was returning, I found the girl waiting for me on the road, and when she saw me, she started running towards me. She was very happy and thanked me very much.Finally I achieved something I wanted.She said she would wait for me tomorrow at the park. There is something important I have to tell you.I went to the park at the appointed time and found her waiting for me there with her eyes pointing as if she was longing for something. When she saw me, she came to me smiling and said, "I came exactly on time."There was a little silence, and I was then remembering my childhood moments in this place, and I involuntarily said: How I miss these days. I hope that "Hannah" is safe.The girl looked at me in shock and then smiled a little and said, "You remember these moments, then."She told me what you would do if your old love was in front of you, what would your reaction be?I was a little surprised and said that this was an impossible thing, as she had traveled to a far away place a long time ago and most likely she had started a family and found her happiness.The girl started crying and said, "No, none of this happened. The girl suffered a lot in your absence and was waiting for you all the time to see you."How do you know all this?She started speaking out loud, saying, "Because I'm Shirazaki Hana, I've been waiting for you all along, Kanzaki Kyotaro."I was shocked by what I heard and couldn't move.Hannah? Is this really you? but how is that?This is me, Kyotaro. I chose this place specifically for this confession because it is a special place for us.Then she took my hand and said, "The pinky section, remember?"It's really you.So I held her and hugged her in my arms and said, "I miss you so much, Hannah."How did you know that I was "Kyotaro?" Did I look like I was a child?I recognized you when I saw you at the party.Since then, I have been keeping this from you for fear that you would forget me, but my heart is at peace now.I'm back, Kyotaro.We started talking to each other about everything we had done since we parted until we met again.When I finished speaking, I found her holding me in her arms and saying to me, "You did your best, Kyotaro."My eyes started to shed tears uncontrollably.What? What's happening, why am I crying?So, I've been waiting a long time for someone to acknowledge my efforts and tell me I did my best.Don't worry, Kyotaro, let your pent-up feelings come out. I will receive them all gladly.As if I had been waiting for that word, I then began to scream loudly, emptying every ounce of pent-up sadness in my heart.I miss you Kyotaro, we will never be apart again.I continued like this for a while until I finally calmed down.I told her without hesitation, "Hannah" (I love you), please marry me.She smiled and said, "I agree. I have waited for this moment for a long time."I took her to my house and told my parents that I would marry her, but it seemed that they did not agree to that.My mother said that I would not be happy with her and that I deserved better than her and started insulting Hannah.So I boldly interrupted her conversation and said to her out loud, "I don't care about your opinion anymore. This is my private life and I will live it my way and I will never allow anyone to object to that again."There was silence after that, and no one dared to speak, so I took "Hannah" with me, and we left the house and went to complete our wedding ceremony.I have rented a house for us temporarily to live in until we find a suitable house. I have no problem with money, as I have nothing more than it.All I was thinking at the time was that I wanted to stay with my only love and not be separated again, so I quickly arranged everything.Before our wedding day, I asked Hannah whether she was happy to marry me or not, because I wanted her to be satisfied with staying with me.She replied with a smiling face and said that she was so happy, as if she was in a beautiful dream that she never wanted to wake up from.She said to me (You saved my life and freed me from the chains that shackled me all these years, so you are the winner in the game of fate. Ask for anything you want, Kyotaro)"....""...."So I have one request.What is it?So you can return your hair to its pink color again. I want Hanna, my childhood friend and my first and last love, to look at me again.Your requests are orders, my hero.Our wedding date finally came and Hannah showed up with her beautiful pink hair again.Welcome back, Hannah. I missed you so much.She looked at me with her beautiful smile and said, "You're finally back, Kyotaro."And so the wedding day came to us with its beautiful appearance, and all my family members attended my wedding day. I was really surprised at first after the harsh words I said, but this is how things should go.Hannah and I started living together and my good days came back again and we already had our baby.My first child I have already become a father.I will protect them at all costs.I will pave the way for my child to grow up and become a man who may find his own happiness.This is our love story. I hope you find wisdom in it and it illuminates your path to your future. Always remember that at the end of the path of darkness there is always light.