Dead and live is two thing that can't be separated.
For example:
"i got cancer, i need 5 billion buck for my surgery"
#after surgery#
"wow i was fully healed, now i can chase my dream" (he died after a car crash hit him when he just came out from the hospital.)
Like isn't that worthless, why did you pay all of that money when you only gonna die in the end.
Well... That's the mind of me from eleven years ago, right now I'm just saying a bunch of crap because...
I'm about to die, yeah I'm gonna die!
Let me tell you what just happened.
{A while ago}
A man is walking at the park with a happy face.
Who is that man? Yeah that's me!
My name is... Nah i should stop thinking about that, today im gonna meet my girlfriends family to propose her.
I take out the ring that was placed at my pocket, i smiled while looking at them cause i imagine how happy my girlfriends gonna be if i propose her.
I see a tall white building not to far from my sight, it was my girlfriends apartment.
I'm smiled at one of the room in that apartment where my girlfriends live in and said.
"I will finnaly have my own family"
I'm waiting at the side of the road until the traffic light turn it's color from red to green, time feel slow as if the time just stop.
My excitement make every second that was going like it usual self feels slow, when the light finnaly turn green i take a step toward the apartment that my girlfriends were lived in.
I take a look at my right and left side just to make sure that there was no vehicle that's gonna hit me.
I turn my head to the left it was safe, and i turn my head to the right and a car with insane speed just pass infront of me.
"Lucky me i wasn't crossing yet, if i-"
Just before i could manage to finish my sentence another car is coming toward me that just take a step Into the cross road.
Well what can i do, what happen will eventually happen, i can't change what was about to happen.
Yeah the car hit me.
'Fuck... Why just in the day where i finnaly propose my girlfriends'
Im being thrown to the middle of the road with blood cover my whole body.
And... Back to current situation.
I feel numb,pain and i lost one of my vision, my remaing vision can used to see thing but it was blurred.
Even though it's blurry i can see a lot of people start to gatherings around the place where i fell.
I turn my head to the left side of the road to see the car that just hit me.
It was a red colored sport car, damn I'm jealous with the guy that hit me.
While i cursing at that car driver the door of the car is being opened and a figure of a man is coming out of the car.
He aproach me and lift my body, he bring me to his car, he placed my body at the seat beside the driver seat.
He then drove the car to the nearby hospital with insane speed hoping that he can safe me, but it's already late.
My vision become more and more blurry until i can see anything anymore.
I know that i die that day and i know that i have so much thing that i didn't finish.
My mind is filled with Regrets, and i cant do anything about it.
What i want is being married with my girlfriends that's it, but what can i do I'm not some omniscience god or anything.
I'm just a normal man that wants to feel love and have family.
Memories coming through my mind, all my life is flashed within my eye.
I remembered one important name that i will keep to myself until the day i die, well i already dead so that was completed i guess.
I will remember the name of al-.
Just when I'm about to say the name of my girlfriends my body is being pulled out of something.
"*(It's a boy!)*" Say a woman that using a language that i never heard of.
"*(Yeay, i knew that this gonna be a boy, but why isn't he crying?)*" Say a man that was speaking with the same language as the previous woman.
The man and the woman is looking at me with a strange expression.
Thinking that i was being mocked by them i clenched my first and ready to punch at that man face, but when I'm about punch his face i see my own hand and was shocked.
Why? Well my hand become small, and i just realized that i was naked all this time, but when i see my body what i see is not my perfect body but a body of a baby.
'did i reincarnated?' ask me to myself.
But now i know why they looked at me with a strange expression, it's because i did not cry.
Well now, how to cry?.
Hmm... Meh let's just act that i was crying.
"Huaa huaa huaa" tears coming through my eye and that tear put a smile on the ma. And the woman face.
The woman from before is taking some blanket and wrapped my body using the blanket.
After she wrapped my body in the blanket she handed me over to a woman that seems tired and all.
The girl that i was being handed over with is taking me and carry me in her hand, her hand feels warm and her breath seems heavy.
From all of the thing that i mentioned, it made me come into one conclusion.
She was the mother of this body.
She hug me tight and said some word with a tired tone.
"*(Your name shall be Liam Hemsworth)*"
I don't understand what she saying but i think that she was given me a name.
And that name is Liam Hemsworth.
'Sigh... To think that my 28 year worth of living is being waste just because I was reincarnated.'
Well at least I'm not dead yet.