After almost losing my dog, I am taking her to get a chip. I have to schedule an appointment for my little guy. That way if he does get out again, I can just pull out an app. I close my eyes just for a minute.
Or what seemed like a minute.
Flames again. Stepping on ash that feels like sand. I wonder why I have no shoes on. The smell of smoke fills the air. And then I wake up. I shake off that weird dream. I never dream these days. I normally come up with fake scenarios in my head to sleep with. I think about a happy life with great sex, great food, and a great time. I replay memories and go to bed thinking some of the best things to happen in my life.
It's October 31st meaning it's Halloween. I am going as a Barbie doll. Seth is going as a beach Ken. He looks so hot. Like panty dripping hot. He has some nice arms and legs. We are going to his office party. This is the first time I am going out to his company party.
"Babe my shirt doesn't fit over my bump." I wine to him. It fit a month ago. It looks like a crop top on me.
"Just put on something else that is pink." He suggests which makes my eyes roll to the back of my head.
If I had something that was pink I would already put it on.
I dig through my closet and find something. Thank God. I put it on and we headed out.