Logan's POV
People call me fury, because I'm merciless and fearless. I look calm, but I hate shitty ladies who just want to leech unto someone for some pity. And damn, my Elder brother was my idol because he's got a sexy damn body, and killer smiles. I had practiced all my life to produce even the slightest smile, but all proved futile, into a disaster.
Girls call me pretty, but I guess they're just trying to appease me. No one pleases Fury, except my bro who's got that side of me kicking.
His warm smile was calm enough to please my heavy heart from what happened to me years back. No one knows why I'm this way, no one knows why I'm cruel. No one will believe my story, because I'm a Blackhood. They'll fall at my feet for mercy, pardon, and pity, but deep down, they hate my essence, but just bow to my crown to save their face.
I hate it that I'm wealthy. I hate it that people can't see beyond my fingers, and that's why I chose to be this way.
Nato has always tried to bring up the good side of me. He always made me believe I am a good man. Damn, he made me so happy and expectant of his firm beliefs, even though he's funny, and a player as well. I know he's always loved Marmia, though many thought he was just taking advantage of her body. But, damn the lady who ended their promised love.
I swear, I'll go to any extent to make her life miserable. I won't give her a happy death, because she deserves more pain than what she inflicted on me and Grandma. I no longer have the chance to see the multiple sides of me because of her envy. She isn't even pretty to begin.
Damn her!
"She's dead, I swear I'll kill her!" I screamed at the top of my voice, until some guards came in.
"Sir?"
"It's nothing, I'm losing my mind", I say, pacing back and forth and looking at the lifeless body of my culprit.
"How long did the doctor say she's gon' wake up?"
"I'm not sure sir, but I guess I heard him talk about giving her the last dosage of her drug today, it's been three days, you know".
"3 days….", I say, immediately approaching the guard, with fury in my eyes. "This damn b*itch has stayed 3 days in my goddamn room?", I held his collar immediately and suffocated him before pushing him away.
"I…you demanded it sir…"
"Damn her, I'm losing it, I'm losing my mind, please help me", I turned my back to the wall immediately and began punching it deeply. "She's gon' pay. I swear I'll blow her livers out, I'll rip her into halves…. I'll give her to the lions….I swear…"
More guards came in immediately, and my friend came in as well, and held me tight, trying to stop me from doing more harm to my bleeding hands".
"Get yourself together, dude", Matthew says, while shaking me out of my grief.
"I've lost Nato. And it hurts me, it's forever!"
"Take, kill her, destroy her, remove her intestine, do whatever you want dude, just please, give yourself the peace you need for Nato's death", he placed a knife forcefully into my hand.
I threw the knife immediately, but he slapped me, and placed it back into my hand.
"Give Nato the justice he deserves, and rip this girl apart." he faces me towards my culprit's direction. "Look at her now. She's lifeless, weak, and completely vulnerable now. You can do whatever you want now, with her, man, don't slack".
My eyes had already turned slick red, and the fury in me rose. I collected the knife in an instant and approached her lifeless body on the bed. I then used the knife to remove the first button on her shirt, and she looks so calm and innocent sleeping like she's not in a den of wolves.
As I tried to retrace my steps, Matthew cheered me on. I raised the knife angrily to hit her, when she coughed slightly, and started to sleep talk. Suddenly, she started crying from her sleep, and wrestled with herself.
"Mummy, please. Mummy, please help me. Mummy please don't leave me. Mummy!"
I pinned her body to the bed, and Matthew gave a signal to the guards to hold her legs firmly in place so I could stab her.
For unknown reasons, her tears affected me badly, and I felt pity for the first time in my life.
I'm really going insane, or probably I'm still over the shock of Nato's death and that's why I seem merciful.
"I can't do it…", I threw the knife away, and signaled the guards to let her go.
"Huh? Then allow me to finish her", Matthew charged, aiming to throw the knife at her exposed belly.
"I order you to stop!" I had to stop him immediately, and he seems displeased by my order. It was the first time I gave such a strict warning order to my best friend, and I know he's going to get his revenge on my culprit for it. "Nato deserves better, and I think such an easy death is too pleasing for his culprit".
"Damn! Man, you're weak, damn, man,you've failed, damn, man, you're…"
"A coward? Yes, I am." I helped him complete his statement.
"Maybe I need to get over myself so I could digest how I'll kill Nato's culprit. I'm not in my right senses now. Allow me to mourn, dismiss!" I ordered and Matthew looked at the lifeless girl on my bed, before leaving with the guards.
I held my head in confusion, and counted from number one to ten, three times, until I was sure I had decluttered my mind from every ooze of instability.
I turned and looked at the girl who was sleeping calmly. She then coughed again, before jolting up with fear all over her face.
"Mummy! Mummy!" She cried, as she clung onto the bedsheets and covered her exposed stomach.
"Oh! Drugs! She's got to take the last ounce today". I stood immediately, and approached my cupboard searching for where the doctor had placed her medications.
"Please, I didn't do it. Mummy…"
"Shut the fuck up, before I rip that throat of yours apart", I charged at her.
She was now sobbing silently.
As I approached her, she moved a bit backwards, but I pulled her to my chest immediately, and held unto her dress.
"Now, watch it! You have just a few days here before I eat you up. Just try to be good, before I lose it on you. I am fury, and I take no mercy on shitty criminals like you, so don't try to babysit me with those ugly tears. You're not even pretty".
I could see her face turning red, and her body was getting hot as hell.
She tried to stay calm, but kept wheezing.
"Now, open your mouth, and take your drugs". I carried the spoon towards her lips, but she throwed it away.
I got angry at her, and pinned her body like I did last time so she could take her medicines, but she struggled with me, until she poured it away.
It was now remaining a little in the bottle.
I looked at her, and she looked away, ready to take whatever will befall her.
With the way she was heating up, her fever was already going high. There's just one solution to this.
I poured the whole medicine into my mouth, and then held onto, and kissed her. She struggled but my weight on her was stronger, until she drank every bit of the medicine.
After I was done, I pushed her away. She could go to hell for all I care, but at least with the medicine, her fever is expected to go down.
I then opened my fridge and took up an ice pack to place it on her head. She struggled as usual, but she was no match with fury. I cuffed her both hands to the bed, and placed the ice pack on her.
When she was too weak to sob or struggle, she just played still, and stared aimlessly into the atmosphere.
Just immediately, my phone rang, and after picking the call, I took my jacket, and headed out.
Probably mum's trying to set me up for another meeting of hers.
Immediately after I left, Matthew sneaked in, with a knife in his hand.
As I walked, I heard a broken glass sound coming from my room, and paused.
Then, I remembered my culprit is a stubborn girl.
She's probably trying to free herself, I thought out loudly and smiled, before leaving.