I was hoping that tonight's event would
be good and special, and the banana
incident won't happen again. I just
wanted to be serious this time.
I love Max and I was fine with what
we have right now but I also have
needs and I needed him to fulfill them
right now no matter what. I had been
keeping this sexual frustration for a
year already. It was more than just
enough.
As soon as l arrived at my apartment, I
took off my clothes and wore the dress
I bought in the mall. It was a glittery
tight black dress that barely grazed my
mid-thigh without a strap, and was very tight around my ass.
I loosened my long and wavy light
brown hair and grabbed my purse
before exiting my apartment then took
a cab going to our favorite restaurant. I
already texted Max that I would wait
for him there and that I already made a
reservation yesterday.
I didn't mind waiting for the first hour
because l was enjoying the view of the
dark beach that was sparkled with
different colors of lights from where |
was sitting. My mood was still good. I
was still waiting for him because |
believed he would come.
Maybe he was just stuck in the traffic
or he took time to buy me flowers and surprise me. But the next hour made
me start to feel worried.
Where was he?
I took out my phone from my purse and
decided to send him a message to
remind him that I was still here waiting
for him to arrive to celebrate our first
year anniversary.
Three hours had passed but I still didn't
get any response from him. It was
almost 10 in the evening and the
waitress kept coming back to ask for
my order and for the nth time, I refused
to take an order
I looked around the restaurant and
some people already left the place. I slghed heavily. I couldn't believe Max just did this to me.
I gave up at 11 and decided to leave the
restaurant with an uneasy feeling. I
didn't know if it's because I didn't eat
anything or because of my frustration
towards Max.
I ruffled my hair and pulled it in
irritation. I felt so upset but worried at
the same time because something bad
might have happened to him.
I wrapped my coat around my body
and checked on my phone hoping that
he would at least text or call me to tell
me what's happening.
I went out of the restaurant and called a cab to get back to my apartment. My eyelids were heavy and I almost fell asleep when I received a text message from Miggy.
"Sorry, can't make it tonight. Let's
celebrate our anniversary next time!
I felt like my heart wanted to explode at
this very moment. I read his text again
and again. He didn't even bother to call
me? God! What the hell was he
thinking?
I didn't realize that tears already
escaped from my eyes and they were
dropped down on the screen of my
phone. I wiped it with my thumb and
brought it to my chest hugging it like
my life depended on it.I felt upset with myself now. Maybe he
thought l was just going to ask him to
have sex with me.
I sighed sadly and looked out of the
window. The rain suddenly poured
down heavily. Even the weather was
crying with me. I sniffed and cried out
in silence.
The cab driver averted his eyes at my
reflection in the rearview mirror.
Concern was written on his face.
"Miss, are you okay?" he asked me
politely. "Did you break up with your
boyfriend?"
I shook my head and gave him a
dismissal smile. I quickly dialed Jenny's number but to my dismay, I was sent to a voicemail. I think she was busy too.
Not now, Jenny, please...
I groaned after trying a few calls. I think
it was useless to call her. It was So
upsetting that my boyfriend and my
best friend were both busy when I
needed them and the rain made it
worse. It seemed like the earth hated
me so much.
After arguing with myself if l should or
shouldn't go to the nightclub, I decided
to follow what my mind was screaming.
Have a party and enjoy the night alone,
l arrived at this famous nightclub in
town alone. I walked towards the
entrance taking off my long coat,
showing off my body confidently.
All I wanted right now was to have fun,
meet a hot stranger, dance all night
long, release my stress, and maybe...
release my sexual needs.
I chose to take a seat at the bar counter
and immediately ordered blended
whisky and watched the bartender
pour the liquid in my crystal glass with
ice cubes.
I looked around, watching every soul
and body dancing and jumping to the DJ's throbbing music. The floor pulsed
beneath my feet, and the heat radiating
from the mass was inescapable.
My eyes once again roved over the
tightly packed crowd. They reminded
me of penguins huddled in the cold-
on crack.
I realized it had been a long time since l
have fun by myself like this. Since
having a steady relationship, I didn't
really care much about going out. I
didn't go out as often as I used to.
I sipped my whisky until it ran out and
ordered again. The DJ changed the
music and it was my favorite this time
from David Guetta's song. I smirked as I
turned my head once again to the crowded dance floor and narrowed my eyes when a group of hot guys was shaking their bodies into the beat of the music.
"Screw my boyfriend!" I mumbled to
myself and made my way to them,
pulling up my dress a little bit so I
could show off my honey thighs.