Micha drifted into sleep with a heavy heart, her sorrow wrapped in the haunting melodies of sad music playing softly in the background.
Each note seemed to carry her pain, the weight of her emotions sinking her deeper into the music's embrace. As her eyes fluttered shut, her mind was filled with thoughts of So Hyung, and a tear slid down her cheek, glistening in the dim light of the room.
The music became her sanctuary, a world where she could let her feelings unravel without holding back, and soon, she surrendered to the pull of sleep.
But the night brought no peace. In the early hours of the morning, Micha woke with a start, her chest tight, her heart pounding from the vivid dream that had shaken her to her core. In the dream, she had seen So Hyung walking away from her, his hand entwined with another woman's, his back turned to her as if she no longer mattered.
The pain in the dream had been so real, so visceral, that it lingered with her even as she sat up in bed, the tears flowing freely now. She cried in silence, the dream too heartbreaking to speak aloud.
For several minutes, she sat there, the remnants of the nightmare clinging to her, making her chest ache.
After wiping her eyes and steadying her breath, Micha decided to push herself forward. She couldn't let the dream consume her day. With a quiet resolve, she slipped out of bed and headed to the bathroom.
The cold water splashed against her face, washing away the last traces of the night, but not the sadness that still weighed on her heart. She let the warm shower soothe her body, hoping the water could cleanse the sorrow from her mind.
Once she was refreshed and dressed, Micha made her way to the kitchen. She decided to distract herself by preparing breakfast for her family, focusing on the familiar task to keep her thoughts at bay.
The comforting scent of freshly cooked food soon filled the air, and Micha found some solace in the routine. As she stood by the stove, her mind wandered, but she refused to let it dwell on the dream.
Just as she was finishing up, her mother appeared in the doorway, her voice filled with gentle curiosity. "Micha, why are you awake so early?" her mother asked, stepping into the kitchen with a soft smile.
Micha turned, offering a small smile in return. "I just woke up early today, Mom," she replied, her voice steady though her heart still felt heavy. "I wanted to make breakfast for everyone."
Her mother looked at her with that familiar, knowing gaze, but she didn't press further. "You don't need to apologize for last night," her mother said kindly. "You told me you'd be late, so we all had dinner and went to bed early. Don't worry about it."
Micha felt a wave of gratitude wash over her as her mother's words wrapped around her like a comforting embrace. "Thank you, Mom," she whispered, her voice soft. "You always understand me, even when I don't explain everything."
Though her mother's presence brought her some comfort, Micha kept her troubles hidden. She didn't want her family to worry about her, especially not after the night she'd had. The fears and doubts she carried about So Hyung were her own burden to bear, and she wasn't ready to share them just yet.
Soon, the rest of her family gathered at the dining table, their voices filling the room with warmth and laughter. Micha watched them, a soft smile playing on her lips as they enjoyed the meal she had prepared.
For a moment, the normalcy of the morning helped to soothe her aching heart. The sight of her family together, happy and carefree, was enough to bring her a sense of peace, however fleeting.
As they ate, Micha remained quiet, her thoughts drifting back to the dream, back to the unsettling feeling of losing someone she loved.
She glanced at her phone once or twice, wondering if So Hyung would call or send a message, but there was nothing. The silence from him only deepened the worry in her heart.
When breakfast was over, Micha stood, gathering her things to head to the office. Her mother waved her off, her usual warmth shining in her eyes. "Have a good day, Micha. Take care of yourself," she called as Micha stepped out the door.
Micha nodded, forcing a smile. "I will, Mom. Thank you."
As she walked towards her car, the morning sun had just begun to rise, casting a soft golden light over the city. The world around her seemed peaceful, but Micha's heart still carried the shadows of the night before.
She took a deep breath, steeling herself for the day ahead. No matter what, she would keep moving forward. But the dream and the lingering silence from So Hyung left her with a quiet ache that she couldn't quite shake.
And as she drove off toward the office, Micha's thoughts drifted once more to the uncertainty in her heart, the questions she was too afraid to ask but couldn't ignore.
As Micha sat down at her desk, her thoughts still tangled in the events of the night before, her phone suddenly buzzed, the soft vibration breaking the silence. She glanced at the screen, her heart skipping a beat when she saw So Hyung's name appear. Her hand trembled slightly as she opened the message, her mind racing with the fears and doubts that had plagued her all night. But as she read his words, a wave of relief washed over her like a warm breeze on a cold day.
"Hey, babe, sorry for yesterday. I was really busy and exhausted. I fell asleep early and didn't hear your calls. I'm really sorry for that."
A soft sigh escaped her lips, and she felt the tightness in her chest begin to loosen. The anxiety that had gripped her heart melted away with each word. She hadn't even realized how much she'd been holding onto that fear until now. His message was like a balm to her worried soul, soothing the ache that had kept her awake. She quickly typed her reply, her fingers moving swiftly over the keys as a soft smile crept onto her face.
"It's okay, dear. I understand. By the way, are you awake now? What are you up to?" she wrote, her heart lighter than it had been just moments ago.
Almost immediately, his response came, and Micha could imagine his familiar voice, warm and comforting, filling the silence of her morning. "Yes, I'm up. I'm just getting ready to head to the office now. Let's chat later when I get some free time, okay? Love you so much, babe."
Her heart swelled with affection at his words, and a small, genuine smile spread across her face. "Okay, love you too, more dear. Take care, and have a good day at work. Bye," she sent back, her fingers lingering over the message for a second before hitting send.
As the conversation ended, Micha leaned back in her chair, staring at the screen for a moment longer, feeling a sense of calm settle over her. His reassurance, though brief, was enough to ease her troubled heart. She had spent the whole night worrying, but in just a few short messages, the heaviness that had weighed her down seemed to lift.
She couldn't help but chuckle softly at herself for overthinking everything. She knew how busy So Hyung could get, and she knew that his love for her hadn't wavered, even if their moments of connection were sometimes fleeting.
Her thoughts lingered on the tenderness in his words, the simple "love you so much" that always managed to fill her with warmth.
Despite the distance that their separate lives sometimes created, it was in these small moments—these quiet exchanges of affection—that Micha found comfort. She placed her phone down on the desk, her heart lighter, and prepared herself for the day ahead.
As she sat there, Micha realized how much she treasured these moments with So Hyung, even if they were brief. His presence in her life was like a constant thread, weaving through the busyness and chaos, tying them together even when they were apart. The reassurance that he was there, that he cared, was enough to carry her through the uncertainty.
She took a deep breath, feeling the remnants of last night's fear dissolve into the morning air. With a small smile still tugging at her lips, Micha turned her attention back to her work, her heart now filled with a quiet, steady joy.
After working for an hour, Micha realized she had forgotten her lunch box and decided to try the company cafeteria for the first time. As she walked in, the lively hum of conversation filled the room, creating a welcoming atmosphere.
She selected a simple meal and found a quiet spot by the window, enjoying the peaceful moment. The food was surprisingly delicious, and as she ate, her thoughts drifted to So Hyung, feeling comforted by his earlier message. The sunlight streamed in, warming her heart, and she felt a sense of calm and gratitude for the small, peaceful moments in her day.