Chapitre 15
So pretty
they stopped me
I want to throw these words in his face but it's impossible, it would be suicide, I prefer to keep it all to myself, if I value my life, I have to keep this in my throat.
I go straight to bed, in fact I'm tired, I fall asleep the minute my head hits the mattress.
I am awakened by a movement, I don't know, I have the impression that I am not alone in my room, I look around me, and see him sitting in an armchair at my bedside, I sit up and wait let him speak.
- It took you a while to wake up. Follow me. I get up and follow him, he leads me, into the session room, my heart begins to beat hard, I know what is going to happen, the time for my punishment has come.
I'm scared, what will he do to me?
I start to move very slowly
I don't want to go into this room.
- I see you're taking your time, don't you want to move faster?
- Um, no, my feet hurt a little.
Something must have bitten me.
He bursts out laughing,
- You will not escape this punishment.
- But, I didn't do anything!!! ?
- Very good, move forward, more quickly.
He takes my hand and pulls me towards the forbidden room.
I claw my feet into the ground, not wanting to move. He ended up picking me up and returning with me to the forbidden room.
He stands in front of me and says:
- Get on your knees to kiss your master's feet
I kneel down to press my lips to her feet.
- that's good, if you are very obedient, you will get treats. I said, stroking his hair.
- Undress, get naked,
- I do not want
He looks at me stunned
- I see that you want to show me that you have it in your pants, it is with pleasure that I will submit you to me, to my will.
Now get undressed, don't make me repeat it.
I still don't move. He smiles and takes his phone, I know what he wants to do, my parents, shit I didn't think about them.
I start to take off my clothes
- go slowly, I want to enjoy, take my time, you are magnificent.
Reluctantly I start to undress, I take my time, I hate him, I look him in the eyes, to make him understand that I am not defeated, that I do not submit to him.
He puts his phone back in his pocket.
I finish undressing, and stand before him naked, head held high.
He goes around, around me, contemplates me like a Jewel, I feel embarrassed, he stops in front of me, approaches my stopped breasts pointed towards him, caresses them with his gaze, as if he spoke to them, the nipples stand up to his gaze.
- Lie down on this bench
I do what he asks. He leans over
caresses my back, goes down to my buttocks, which he kneads with both hands.
I try not to moan,
- I'm going to give you 15 spanks, which you will count out loud. This time it's with my palm that I'm going to tap, understand?
- Yes ,
- Yes who ?
- Yes sir.
- Today I want you to call me master.
- Okay master.
He hits the first time, it hurts,
I count :
- A
- Repeat after me: I will do whatever my master asks me to do.
I repeat after him. He knocks a second time, I count:
- Two
- Repeat after me: I will give myself to my master wherever the place, according to the desires of my master.
- I won't say it.
"Say again," he fumes. By striking again
- Three, I won't say it master, pressing the master. You have no shame ? You force yourself on a woman, forcing her to give you what is most precious to her, you never feel remorse for everything you put others through? You are despotic. You revolt me.
He bursts out laughing,
- I don't care what you think of me
Me, when I want something, He knocks, I count
- four
He continues to hit my butt, and I continue to count, until I reach 15 spanks, I cry, I'm in pain, he takes an ointment, which he rubs on my butt. Every time you sit down
on your butt, you will think of me. He massages my buttocks, his hands slip between my thighs to caress the inside and I close my eyes, I love his caresses even if I hate to admit it.
- Now I'm going to fuck you properly,
He picks me up and takes me to his room. I have my eyes closed, I don't want to see him. He walks towards his room with me naked in his arms, he places me on the mattress, and goes to get some cream which he begins to spread on my buttocks.
I am lying on the bed, face buried in the mattress.
After a moment, he stands up, and begins to undress.
I see that my time has come, he is going to take my virginity. All
this time that I spent preserving myself, not giving myself to just anyone.
Now it's anyone who will take away the most precious thing I have in the world. I don't want to give myself to him, but how can I refuse? He has my parents' lives in his hands, he can kill them whenever and wherever he wants. How do people like this exist in this world, I'm perplexed by the injustice
of this world.
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