"Yes. But I understand why you did it," I said, taking a sip of my tea. "And I don't blame you for anything," I added.
It was evident that Avanne was struggling not to cry. "Even though I can guess the reason, I still want to hear it from you. Why did you leave me?" I asked.
Avanne closed her eyes and pressed her lips together. She was trying to calm herself and not cry. After she had composed herself a bit, she answered my question.
"That day… I was in shock when I saw your unconscious and injured body being carried away by the guards. And then, when I saw your big brother's happy smile, I thought you had lost the throne war. That's why I left the capital without drawing attention and returned to my hometown, the only place suitable for our unborn daughter," Avanne said with a trembling voice.