"Olly." I said as I entered my room, the figure of my supposed stress receiver scattered on the bed, a big smile on her face.
"Hey, baby!" She shrieked which only irritated my ears but I pretended it did not hurt. It didn't have to be that bad, all that was important was that I used her for the moment and just let her go until the next time I needed her.
"I was surprised you called." She said when I got into bed with her, her long, blonde hair scattered everywhere, so I had to move it around to create a bit of space to rest my head. "I was missing you and wanted to reach out but I did not want to seem desperate."
"I told you we have to be careful since we do not want many people to know about this and since it is still the pack's house, a lot of people troop in here so they cannot see you here often else they think something is going on and I can't risk that."
"I know." She moved closer, hands moving between my chest and my hair. "I'm just glad to have you here now then."
"Can we just get to the reason you are here? We both know there is no other reason I called you here, let's not pretend as if we love each other as so."
I felt something switch in her eyes, something that spells hurt before it was replaced by acted joy again but I ignored it. I am not concerned with making her feel good and she knows so. That is the job of her mate and when I finish with her, she will meet her mate who will make her feel good as much as she needs.
"Take off your shirt." My voice tone decreases as the sexual urge takes over me.
It is a bit better since my wolf, Adam, is not here to scold me and since he has refused to talk to me for now, the conscience in me sleeping with someone who is not my mate did not do so much to stop me.
Slowly, her hands raised her shirt from her waist up to her head, revealing her lingerie in all its glory. I stare at her longer than I would usually, hoping I will feel something I should with her that will make me protective of her but there was nothing.
Olly was beautiful, there was no doubt and her mate was lucky but she gave herself to me and there was no way I could not accept, we both needed it at the time.
She got on top of me and got to do what she knew how to do best, satisfy me in bed. She rocked me, kissing me and my neck in the process, making me hard and fully into the lust.
"Olly!" I called out of breath as she went lower, allowing herself to unzip my trousers. "Olly!" I held her hands and looked into her eyes. "Are you sure? We have only gone that far once and we stopped because there was a knock on the door. There will be no knock today."
"I unzipped it myself so it's fine." She replied, her eyes truly portraying what she said.
"Okay but you have a mate that we both know will not be happy if he finds out about this."
"I will handle it if he ever finds out which I doubt." Olly says. "Now, shut up and let me do my thing."
I smile, the last sentence throwing me off guard. "Fine, do your thing."
She smiled and looked at me with so much want in her eyes, something I wish my mate was doing in that particular moment.
Her hands pull down my trousers and my boxers following it, leaving me completely as I was at birth in her presence.
"Wow, you are huge." She had not allowed me to reply before occupying her mouth with it and ignoring that she had just sent me into a territory that I had never actually being before.
A knock on the door suddenly brought us both back into the present just as I turned her to lay on the bed and I lay on top of her, ready to work on her also like she has been doing to me.
"Is the door locked?" She asked in a whisper.
"Yes, why?" I reply.
"Then, ignore it. If the person knocks and tries to open it with no response, they will leave thinking you are not in."
"It's funny. I only lock my door when I am inside it." I tell her.
"Then, they will assume you are asleep." She says and I agreed.
We stayed there in silence for a while, waiting for whoever was at the other end of the door to leave.
"He's probably asleep then." I heard my mum say.
"I think so." Finn replies as well and that is when I pull Olly closer, holding her lips firm with my mouth so she would not make a sound by any form of mistake.
"Why did you want to see him anyway?"
"When he came up after the meeting with the Alpha, he did not sound good and I just wanted to check on him, to be sure he was feeling better. It's being about forty five minutes since that time and he is not one to fall asleep so quick but maybe he was quite tired."
"You know the way things are with his father. He should be up in a few minutes or hours then. Thank you, Finn. Say hi to the Beta for me."
I listened carefully as the feet 'sounds descended as they both moved away from my door. "You need to leave now! We are done for today."
Olly tried to argue. "We haven't even started anything."
I stared at her, my eyes almost turning which scared her, causing her to pick her clothes swiftly. "I'll see you later." She said but I hardly cared about that.
As soon as she left, the loneliness swept over me again and I knew this would still go on for years.