I rolled under Ilay's duvet, my naked body brushing on the fabric. 'Should I shower again? It's been two hours since I had my bath,' I contemplated sitting up. Even though I didn't have any weird stench on me, I was nervous about what to do since it would be my first night with a man. I'd finally get to experience a dick inside me. It always looked like so much fun, especially the way Ilay pleased his partners until they came several times.
I sniffed my underarms and sighed. Still smelled like Ilay's body wash which he seemed to have stopped using since he used it on me a wee ago. Did he hate sharing things? Well, he had no problem sharing me with his brothers.
But then reality hit me, I was nothing special to him. Even a mere body wash was more valuable and personal than me.
'Not like I care. All I should be concerned about is the night I'm about to have with him. He'll look so hot fucking me. I wish we could record it. But would he be okay with it?'
I shook my head to kill my delusions. That would be asking too much from someone like Ilay. 'I should play with myself before he gets here. He'll be happy to find me all ready to take him.' Yes, that sounded a bit more reasonable than setting up my phone and secretly recording getting fucked.
My back flattened on the sheet once more while my right hand slipped between my thighs to my pussy.
I shuddered at the slightest touch as my finger found my sensitive clit. Moving down, I felt my wetness which was inviting and would have any straight man begging to go in. But I had to prepare myself if I was to take the whole of Ilay's monstrous cock. His thing was bigger than average and it might hurt if he went in.
They said it'd hurt a little as the hymen is torn. They also said that the pain would be quickly overtaken by immeasurable pleasure.
I lost my thoughts in the images I created of Ilay fucking me with two of my fingers sliding in and out of the slippery warm hole whose walls were pulsating. As I moaned and writhed with my back arched, a large hand made contact with my body, cupping my left breast. And then was followed by the rest of him settling next to me, kicking the duvet away to uncover me.
"Look at you all horny and needy. Did you really think I was going to fuck you tonight?" He asked burying his face in my throat.
"What...?" I intended to ask, but it came out as half a moan.
Ilay chuckled, making my inner throat ticklish from the vibrations on my skin.
"I was just playing with you downstairs. Didn't think you'd take it seriously."
He withdrew to look into my eyes, and then...laughed. "Gawd! You look so cute with those disappointed yet lustful eyes, Jelly."
He was back to calling me every other name except mine. How typical of him.
"Were you preparing to have me?"
I looked away as a tinge of embarrassment filled my eyes. He must have been laughing at me on the inside more than he was letting out. Which was even more embarrassing.
My fingers slid out of my pussy feeling let down. But Ilay's hand moved fast and grasped my wrist before I could hide my hand beneath my ass. "Will you look at that? So wet. How adorable."
"I wanna sleep," I pouted trying to snatch my hand and cut his gaze on my fingers but he pulled it further up until...his mouth engulfed the two fingers.
I gasped flinching as my eyes flew to meet his flirty teasing pair. With a crooked smile, Ilay sucked and ran his tongue on my fingers.
Its slippery and hot nature stirred me deeply, making my pussy tingle from the sensation his tongue brought me.
The look in his blue eyes didn't make anything easy.
He pulled my fingers from his mouth and licked his lips grinning seductively. "I've never seen you blush this much. You must be really feeling it right now."
To cover my 'shame', I placed the back of my other hand across my nose to hide my heating up cheeks and hide my gaze from his.
"If you continue doing these silly things-" he pushed my hand away leaning down, "-I might lose control, Kelly. Do you want that?" He whispered the question, his hot breaths mingling with mine.
I shook my head innocently. "I want you to take me. I want your dick in me, please," I whispered, raising my head to have my lips meet his.
Ilay kissed back but suddenly shoved my back with a hand on my throat.
"Are you sure of what you're saying? I have never gone easy on anyone, Kelly," he said, his gaze hardened and his jaw clenched.
The expression he had on was like that of a murderer about to make another kill.
Holding his gaze and my silence, I sent my hand to shamelessly find the weapon of a cock I yearned for. Peeking from under the towel was Ilay's rock-hard cock.
A single caress of its head and Ilay tilted his face to the ceiling in a low groan.
"Just donut already or I'll have Milan do it!" I threatened sounding and feeling determined. But I also wanted to provoke him to a point where he'd use his dick to think instead of his brain.
And it worked perfectly.
With a few movements, Ilay had positioned himself between my thighs, his towel long tossed on the floor like garbage.
His eyes possessed these angry-hungry-lustful flickers as he pulled my ass up to rest on his thighs.
Sighing, Ilay ran a hand through his damp hair which looked so gorgeous. "It might hurt a little just so you know," he stated in a slight mumble as if he had forced those words out of his mouth. "But I hope you like pain." His expression shifted abnormally from what looked like concern to a devilish and psychopathic grin.
I bit my lip and braced myself, my eyes closing.
Ilay's fingers parted my pussy lips, and I unconsciously winced from the mental pain I was expecting.
He ignored that and proceeded to brush the tip of his cock up and down my opening, daubing it with my fluids. I bit my lip even harder, anticipating the moment I had been craving for.
"Tell me a story."
"Huh?"
"I wanna hear something about you from your childhood," he repeated with a slight grunt.
My brain searched confusedly through my memories for anything, but I was too distracted by the foreign part penetrating me. Little by little, his cock pushed its way inside me like it did in my throat. Only this time, it felt better than it did in my mouth.
"Relax, fuck! You're going to snap my dick and I'm not even a quarter in yet."
"I'm sorry!" I squealed feeling flushed.
"It seems you have forgotten about your childhood." He then sighed aloud, his movements ceasing. "This won't work."
Ilay suddenly withdrew his cock, putting an end to the little progress we had made.
I groaned in disapproval as my legs locked around his waist. "Why have you taken it out?"
He combed the strands from his vision with his fingers. "Because you're not ready. It feels like I'm pushing my way inside a sealed hole. It's no fun."
I felt like someone had plunged a knife into my soul and stomped on it. And just like that, Ilay got out of bed and walked right into the bathroom.
Tears clouded my vision as heavy disappointment weighed inside my chest. I had been so excited that I failed to accept his cock.
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ILAY'S POV
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Hardly two steps into the bathroom and I exploded, spurting cum all over the nearest wall, floor, and even once my feet.
What the fuck was this?
It felt like I had cum a bucket and with it, my energy as well.
I leaned over the wall, placing my arm between the cold surface and my forehead while my panting was audible in the entire bathroom.
This was the first time I had cum from the dense excitement swirling through my cock and balls and cum before I even fucked a hole. I couldn't bring myself to penetrate Kally and cum before I even made my first thrust. That would ruin my reputation and wound my pride.
Even if I rammed in her as usual, I'd never have made it past the first thrust.
"Fuck!" I hissed staring at the mess around me and my still-hard cock. 'Should I go back and fuck her now that I've cum? Argh! I can't after what I've just said.'
Not like I hadn't fucked a virgin before, so why had I gone over the edge from this?
We had done tip penetration before, and I didn't cum so helplessly.
'Or could it be because I had never taken any sex as seriously as I was back there?' This had to be the only reason for cumming this much with little penetration.
But it now only made me want that pussy like my dick dependent on it. I'd genuinely kill anyone who dared to touch it before I did.
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