From: P.BG
To: A.LF
Sent: Monday, 25 Dec 2023, 00:07
Subject: Christmas is Back 💅🏻
Well, sorry, I lost this time.
I'm also in a business party, and an old men made me lose time in a boring talk about something I pretended to pay attention to.
Marry Christmas, A.
I missed you too, a lot.
No, it's not Stargirl Interlude.
I'm considerably better. I'm single, but I confess I think I have a little crush in someone from work, though just physical, I barely know him, and I think he hates me and feels aversion towards me like everyone else. But he's totally my type physically speaking, he got me feeling hungry to get physical in a way I haven't felt in ages.
I think it's similar to what you feel for your boss, so, don't feel jealous. He's just... I don't know, every time he comes around it's like he sucks all the air and the attention in the room, he's attractive, and he makes me think naughty things, and makes me want to do dirty things with him. And I think he's compromised, there's a lot of rumors about him, I don't know if any of them are true, because I don't approach him, since he'll definitely turn me down.
And I have a feeling he's somewhat familiar, I just don't remember where or if I ever met him.
He's like the perfect guy. Everything about him screams perfect. From his hair, to his skin, to his looks, to his school records, to his university, to his IQ, to his fashion sense, to his scent, to the rumors surrounding his crazy skills in bed.
Before, thirsting for him was anti ethic, but now that he's not necessarily working with me anymore, I think we could hook up. Though I doubt I'm his type, or that he'll desire me. It feels like school all over again. That gives me anxiety.
Though what I'm feeling for him might be because I haven't had sex in a long time, that might be affecting my mind.
That aside, I hate business parties, but they are necessary, it's a game of power, I understand that. And I mean, if I have nothing better to do, this is the best option for me to spend my Christmas, better than being all gloomy and depressive in my place.
2023 was great for me too, A, but the world is a mess.
I'm happy for your work accomplishments, A, I knew you would get it. I believed in your potential, and I'm proud of you, truly. I'm glad you're blending in and making good friends, I hope those last for a long time, since they are from work.
Couldn't it be a family or a promise ring?
Yes, I'm still in the UK.
And, ugh, those people will be on me in no time to annoy my existence with their boring talk, so, I don't have much time, but there's something I've been wanting to tell you.
I want to try.
With you.
I'm in love with you too, A, and I'm sorry about before, it just wasn't the right time, it's been 3 years now, and I think I'm ready to try.
Are living in Manchester?
I'll drop by there in Valentine's Day to be with you, if you're there, even though there is a bloody business dinner on Valentine's Day. I want to meet you, and I want to see you, and connect the you I know with the you I don't. And I really am needing of good sex, the good sex I never had, the good sex you will undoubtedly give me.
I'll be packed with work until the beginning of February, but I'll have a better timetable then. I don't know how we'll make it work if we're far from each other, but I want to try.
The next time we talk, I want to tell more about me and know more about you.
So, since you took the front last time, I'll do it now.
I'll give you a piece of information.
I live in London.
Let's talk in February, love.
Yours,
- P ❤️