My whole life has been nothing but hell since l could remember.Good things happening to me was like finding a gold in a mine while bad things were like breathing it was the easiest one of them all and frightening each time.
"Open up!"He forces my mouth open not caring whether l get hurt in the process or not as he tries to shove bugs in my mou.l cry in pain still trying to close my mouth.
"Stop moving so much,you brat!"His other friend lands a kick at my back which forces me to move forward and open my mouth wide open and swallow the bugs that he held.He pushed me down onto the hard floor and closed my mouth shut.l scratched and kicked this boy towering over me but my strength was not enough after all he had a bigger and stronger frame compared to me.My vision turned all red as they all laughed at my predicament especially Yuki.l stared at him with the most hatred l had inside of me.
The bell finally rang for supper and they let go of me.l threw up everything immediately as my throat became even more irritable than it was.
L lay there in that cold ground taking a breather before they could come back.They have always been like this ever since l was brought into this orphanage or its more like dumped in here.
lt was one of the late snowy nights when they found me at there doorstep freezing and crying out loud.They took me in fed me,cared for me,named me and much more which am grateful for but not that much because in every angelic action there's a devil hiding within.
Due to the attention they gave me the other kids felt the need to bully me even more and each passing day it becomes more and more violent which is a pain to handle.lt doesn't even stop here at school it's no better.l have to be treated as an outcast everyday for something l wasn't even involved in.
"Oh look he still lying there."l immediately stopped breathing for a second as l swallowed hard and slowly got up but immediately brought down by a kick and hitting my face on the floor hard.
"Who the heck told get up!!"He asked as he pulled my head and causing an unbearable pain in my scalp.l whimpered in pain.My tears were now flowing.
"Oh look at the crybaby."He teased as l felt my embarrassment gain even more.
"Want me to call your mommy for you?"Yuki asked as he bend down"Oh l forgot.."He put on an exaggerated facade as he looked at me wickedly"You don't have that,right?"He smiled at me as my anger boiled even more and l glared at him.
"Who are looking at like that!"He slapped me as felt blood run out of my nose.l turned to look back at him still filled with rage.
"Oh..your daring today."He stood up and ordered his minions with a silent gesture."Let's see where it lands you..shall we?"He smiled at me wickedly as they dragged me down the dark hallway.As always l tried to kick my way out free as laughed at my struggles.l would have also screamed while am at it but no one could hear me due to us being in the abandoned building where no one comes.The finally came to a stop and shoved me into a dark room where landed on my but on the dusty floor before l could respond they looked the door shut.
"P-please let me out!"l screamed as l banged the door with full force."please!"
Even though l pleaded with them l knew they wouldn't do as l say and l was wasting my energy trying.L heard them laugh at the otherside of the door while cried silently in this cold room.
l hated all of it.Yuki was the only friend l had as well as only son of the owners of the orphanage and l was scared to go and report them to the grownups,lf l did then maybe l could be kicked out and have no where else to live and nothing to eat.l was underage after all.The heard the only work that would be available to me would be prostitution which was even scarier than what l was going through.l had to endure even if in the end it would break me.l shrank in on cold floor as l tried to warm myself seeing that l'll be staying here for the night.l cried silently as l closed my eyes ignoring the strange sounds coming from the building.l hate it all.