In life, Evan always made decisions logically unless forced otherwise.
However, you can't always adhere to logic and brood over the looming consequences of your actions.
Despite appearing numb, he was still a human, with hot blood running through his veins. He retaliated when necessary, but after going through so much, he knew charging ahead like a reckless bull would only lead to disaster for himself.
He has suffered in the past, but this time, he won't.
Even though it had happened a long time ago since that event, the impulse that arose inside him suddenly when he saw that fucking picture made it too hard for him to control that itch.
It was unbearable and he couldn't do anything.