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"Of course, I was born to be unconventional."
"We used to be together every day, so why didn't I feel it?"
"Back then, during those years I spent with my brother from dawn till dusk, it was either kindergarten or elementary school. If that period counted as a lifetime, I'm already on my second life by now. Isn't my brother allowing me one change of character in a lifetime?"
"I can tell, Zhizhi blames brother for leaving home for so many years."
"Of course, it would be strange if I had no grudges, right?"
"Zhizhi, brother has explained to you, I couldn't just abandon my mom and my little brother."
"Brother, I understand you, but I don't accept it. You could have told me, you could have let Dad and me help you share the burden. But you didn't do it."
"Didn't I say? When I first left home, it was because I felt very guilty about liking you."
"You could have shared your guilt with me too."
"Wouldn't that have meant making you struggle with me all these years?"