~ CASIMIR ~
I had to pull away from Jesse because my need became so desperate I was at risk of frightening her, and that wouldn't help her relax, which was the entire point of this little adventure. It was a frustration. But I had to keep reminding myself she was new to this. That her first experiences with me had to be positive to encourage her confidence. It was imperative to condition her body to expect pleasure so that she'd give herself into my hands and continue to submit.
But the problem was, despite her naivete, she showed an eagerness and passion that matched my own.
Dear god, her kiss was intoxicating.
Of course, I was less enthralled with the heaviness in her-the fatalistic doubt drenching her. But her childish embarrassment about dancing had given me this idea, and I trusted it would draw her out and hopefully offer her a reason to continue exploring with me, rather than drawing into herself as the others had.
