'and I would give everything I own, give up my life, my heart, my home. I would give everything I own, just to touch you once again'

"Everything I own by Bread (sigh) yes I did. I gave up everything but ended up having nothing huh (smirks) oh well"

I sat and looked outside the window, the moon is shining bright, so bright I can almost see the entire neighborhood as it was in daylight. I opened the window , the hot air brushed against my hair and as I close my eyes a tear came running down my cheek, my heart still aching as if it was just yesterday but NO, it was 5 year ago. But I can still remember, like I never left, like I was still in that moment.

As the song plays and my heart pounds every single piece of my being was broken again, I cupped my mouth with my hands trying not to make a sound, I shouted! I shouted in silence. I still remember the feeling. I still remember every memory he left me. I miss him. I want to be with him again. I hugged myself, trying to find comfort in me but Im too fragile, lost and confused then 'just to have you back agaiiiin~' this song, he sang this to me whenever were together and I can still remember him saying "if you hear this song remember me, remember that I'll give everything just to be with you, I love you"

It doesnt have to end, I didnt want us to end, I know its wrong but it felt so right.

I cried more just by thinking of that moment it hurts so much that I cant breathe.

As my tears flows so does my mind, and our memories alive again...