After eating lunch together with the family I went to my room to take some rest.
Sigh, now it feels like I am home. Anyway, it's been a while since I saw the system window. I should check it out now.
I click on the watch and the system window pops up in front of me.
[Name: Nion
Time Travel level 2: * You can travel to the past and future now.
Harem: Nanako]
What! Does it mean I can travel to the future now!! Before when I was level 1 I could only travel to the past and to the present, but now I can travel to the future too! When my power levels up where can I travel more to? Just thinking about it makes me excited.
Should I give it a try and see what it is like to travel to the future? Yeah, Let's give it a try. Let's travel to 10 years in the future.
Then from his room Nion disappears in a blue light. After a few seconds, he appears again in his room but with a shocked face. There is anxiety, panic, and sadness on his face. What happened to him in the future?
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[Date: 1 January 2034 (Future)]
Agh! Shit! Why do my eyes hurt? Was crying or something. I slowly open my eyes.
Huh? It looks cowered. Why are there so many people around me?! Hm...Now that I see more clearly all of them are wearing black clothes and crying. Am I at the funeral right now?
I looked down and found that I was wearing funeral clothes too. Who's funeral is this?
I got curious. So to see whose funeral is I took a step forward and looked at the picture.
But the picture was of an unexpected person that I didn't expect to see here. I was shocked and sad.
Why did he die? What happened damn it?
Then I feel a person's hand petting on my back. I turn around to find that the person is none other than my childhood friend Yana.
"Be strong Nion-kun."
'Yana!?'
"I know how it feels. Why did he have to suicide? If he was having problems he could have shared with us two. We are his childhood friends. We would have helped him in any way we could."
What did he do?! He did suicide!? But why? Why did Kiri do that? Wait a minute, if it's my future self he should have written it down somewhere. Yeah, my phone!! I should check it out.
'Yana, I have to go to the toilet.'
"Hm, Okay. Don't feel guilty Shin-kun. It's not your fault that it happened."
'Yes, thank you. I will see you later.'
Then I quickly went to the toilet. Locked the door and took my phone out.
Let's see it should be written on the note. I opened the note app and there it was. I clicked on it.
1st January, 2034
Today, I got to know from Yana that my childhood friend Kiri took his life. I was shocked and sad. I wanted to know why he did it. Then a delivery box came to my name. It was from Kiri. I opened the box and found a letter inside it. It was written before he decided to suicide. I opened the letter and read it.
Dear Nion,
How are you, man? I hope you are doing well. When you get the letter I won't be in this world anymore. I know you will be sad and get mad at me for taking my life. But I didn't have a choice you see. Haha...If I could I would want to live my life more. With you and Yana. It would be a fun life. But sadly I can't. I know, you want to know why I took my life, right? Before that let me tell you a secret. I was in love with you. I know it sounds crazy. But I fell in love with you in the 6th grade of elementary school when you saved me from the bullies. Well, I don't know if it sounds gay or not but don't misunderstand I like girls to men. Haha...Anyway, I couldn't get the courage to confess to you. I felt like I should confess it at last before I die that I love you Nion.
'Sob...sob...Idiot you should have told me that with your mouth, yourself.'
Now then let me tell you why I took my life. Well, It's not a grand reason anyway.
When I was little I always loved to crossdress myself. I looked like a cute girl. So, it became a hobby of mine. That day too I was trying out some girl's clothes I brought. When it happened. It was after the day of our school trip.
My father is a gambling addict. He even takes loans to do gambling. He took a huge amount of loan from some gangster loan sharks and couldn't pay back the debt. So they always come to our house to ask my father for the money. My father always told them he would pay them back and needed some time.
But that day they couldn't take anymore and got mad. They forced themselves inside the house to find anything valuable. When they couldn't find anything valuable in the other rooms they tried to come inside my room. My father tried to stop them but couldn't. They force themselves inside my room. I was wearing girl's clothes so they mistook me for a girl and tried to rape me. I told them I was a boy. But when they heard that they got more excited. My father tried to help me by hitting them with a steel pipe. But he couldn't overpower four people alone so he got subdued by them. Then they threatened me by holding my father hostage that If I resisted, they would kill him. So I stopped resisting and...they gang raped me in front of my father... My father cried bloodtears seeing me like that. After raping me they went away leaving me naked with their filthy cum all over my body. My father seeing me like that couldn't take it anymore and decided to get revenge. He took a knife with him and went to their place. I wanted to stop him. Even though he was a bad father he wasn't always like that. He used to be the best father before my mother died. I don't want to lose him too. But it was too late. The next day I got the news that my father was dead. I lost all my hope of living. But I don't want to die too. I wanted to live with you. I wanted to ask for help from you but before I could those fucking gangsters kidnapped me and sold me to a prostitute bar. I lost all my ray of hope. I was filthy now. I can't live happily with you and Yana now. So I decided to take my life.
Your childhood friend and the one who loves you most
Kiri
Goodbye, Nion-kun
'Shit!! Sob...Sob...why? Just why? Something like that has to happen to you. Fuck!!! Sob...sob...'
Wait, I am in the future now! Doesn't it mean I can change the past so something like this never happens? No, I must change it.