I was born, I saw everything— from white walls upon mirrors and other sorts of things. My senses were not even developed fully, but I was aware of everything that had been happening. I heard conversations from the people that were looking at me. I've finally come to realize I was born.
I couldn't do anything, so I randomly suck on my tiny fingers, and often not being able to control my thoughts. But, it was not natural, I was feeling too aware of myself.
Even though my vision was vivid, I could see when doctors checked me up, and perform 'practical' procedures to check up an infant. Suddenly, I was injected by a syringe that stinged every part of my body. I cried even though I didn't want to cry, they put a pacifier on me and tried to shut me up. I spat it away and cried even more, even though I genuinely wasn't feeling anything.
Now, after a few hours, those people injected me with a sleeping dosage. I tried to stay awake, but I lost consciousness over time.
I had dreams, meaningful ones where unicorns or other majestic creatures meet me. They attracted my curiosity, because my vision has never been this clear.
Suddenly, there was another infant sleeping beside me. I assumed the infant looked like me, based on the fact that our fingerprint are identical. I stayed in that dream for a long time.
As I woke up, the instructors were shocked and were jumping gradually out of joy. They told me that I was in a 3 year coma, and I am now 3 years old. I felt strange things coursing through my body since the last time I was aware.
The instructors teaches me to speak, and I saw the similarities of their mouth moving, so I try replicating it. Gradually, I was able to talk at just 3 years old. The instructor told me that I was a big potential not to he wasted upon, so they checked up on me yet again.
I was suddenly transported to alot of other kids inside the area. I was greeted by one of the girls there who introduced herself.
"Hello! I'm Hayami!", she says, eyes wide with joy.
"Hello there. I'm..", I paused. I didn't realize I was never told of my name.
"What is wrong? Do you have a name yet?", Hayami asks, looking with worry.
"Yeah.. I don't have a name yet."
"Oh, you can get your name from that lady right there!", Hayami points to a beautiful lady, who a bunch of a kids gathered to.
"So.. those kids are trying to get a name too?", I ask, really confused of the situation.
"Yeah, we get our names by her."
I stop my talk with Hayami, and head towards the lady, crawling slowly but surely enough, I was able to reach the lady.
"Oh my, you are Kaijou?", the lady looks at me, as her eyes were previously on the other kids.
"I'm sorry.. but I don't have a name yet.", I say, I began to suspect that Kaijou is probably my name.
"Kaijou, come here follow me.", she says, as she grab my hand gently, and brings me into another room.
"My baby, I'm your momma, but only call me by my name–Kaede. Okay?", the lady suddenly says that to me.
I was suprised by the revelation. "You are my mom..? Is my name.. Kaijou..?", lots of thoughts surfaced inside my mind as I try to know the answers to my questions.
"Yes, my darling. I am your mom. Kaijou is your name, your full name is K Kaijou."
"Okay mom, I get what you want me to do. Thank you.", I say before my mother hugs me and kisses my forehead.
She brought me back to the other kids, and continued her name giving tasks. I wandered to find that Hayami girl, so she can finally know my name.
Upon a few minutes of finding her, I recognized her face and immediately approached her.
"Hey, Hayami, right?", I ask.
"Oh yeah, you're the one earlier. So you've gotten a name yet?"
"Yeah, my name is Kaijou."
"Kaijou? That sounds unique. I like that name.", Hayami smiles at me.
Seeing her smile, made me smile unconsciously, I didn't even realize I could smile. But I was aware I had smiled.
"I just happened.. to know that the lady over there is my mother."
"Oh! That's awesome! You have a very generous and kind mother.", Hayami says back to me, her tone cheerful and positive.
Suddenly, I was grabbed by one of the instructors, my mother, Kaede, saw me getting dragged and ran screaming towards me.
"No! Let my son go!"
She tries pulling me away from those instructors, and I tried it myself, but they were overwhelming.
Soon, she failed to free me, and it left her crying.
I was locked inside a confinement, I previously thought I had done something wrong that led to me in a situation like this. After a while, I got bored and played with my fingers again, trying to ease my boredom when all of a sudden, the instructor comes back with few other people.
"Yes, this is your son, sir."
"Good. Conduct it on him without any mercy."
"On it."
I heard those words spoken by them. I began to think what were they planning because I didn't understand those new meaning of words.
I was grabbed and punched by one of the instructors, they did everything to make me angry, and I did get angry. I lashed out but was quickly apprehended.
As soob as they eased my anger, they checked something on their notes and ticked something off.
"Need more brutality, so I can see how much does he endure."
I knew the word brutality meant something horrible was about to happen to me, to my surprise, they did not go easy on me. They beat me up with strong force combined with batons.
I was hit and I screamed, whimpered and cried for help. Gradually, I lost my voice. Upon my silence, they didn't stop, instead to further go on those experiments and did every torture they could think off.