I sighed before pushing the door open and their she was standing up sluggishly like a log of wood she was clad in a white polo that bearly cover her hips her was parked in a bun making her look breathtaking, I kept on blinking trying to look away but I couldn't resist gosh, my body was reacting to what I'm seeing,I tried stopping myself but I couldn't fvçk I'm not supposed to be looking at a woman this way, I heard her voice causing me to finally look away out of embarrassment that she caught me staring.
I suddenly felt weak, even when I was hearing the knock at the door I was too tired to speak or lift myself of the bed it felt like I was like a log of wood I couldn't even lift my hands when the knock still didn't stop coming I sluggishly stood with the aim of getting the door but before I could finally stand up,the door flung open and there he was the person I wasn't expecting to see yet atleast not now,he just stood there leaning at the door without moving or saying anything just staring at me, I was beginning to feel weak from the stares,gosh they where making get butterflies in my stomach,when he wasn't saying anything I had to speak instead.
G....Good...d....day sir"I said slowly with a Sutter.
Eaten?"Ryan asked.
No"I said.
Why do you plan on aborting the baby or starving it with food?"he asked.
No I would not do such a thing I'm not yet hungry was stressed out when I got here so I took a shower and a small nap "I said. And there was dead silence he didn't respond he was just staring at me Asif wanting to say something but was contemplating if he should speak or not after what seems like forever he finally spoke.
I heard that pregnancy is a good thing it is what most people pray for are you ready for the journey of motherhood, do you feel you can do it, do you feel you can keep this baby with the pains and stress that follows it?"he asked, but since I knew him even if we have never been close,he was an arrogant person, but right now he was speaking with emotions and fear and it got me wondering, but I just had to reassure him in anyway that I'm ready for this and I have thought about it.
Like you said pregnancy is a good thing that most people pray for but some do not want it,I wasn't expecting to be an upcoming mother it's happened before I could stop it and there is nothing I can do about it,the baby was innocent it only about coming to the world because of our ignorance and recklessness, it not it fault that it coming to the world this way and for me this is a little bundle of joy and I have to protect it and keep it with everything that I have got, and I can't risk it for anything else, it true that they can be troublesome in the womb but that what makes us stronger and a woman if I don't experience it now I can't runaway from it forever,I can do it,I can keep the baby,and I have thought about it and I'm ready to be a mother it won't hurt if I experience that little pains"Karen said smiling slowly I hands on her tummy creasing it gently like an egg.
Ain't you bother that you would be entitled to the child, always carrying the baby along, ain't you worried that you would start having a falling breast , you could start aging you might look more matured than you are, you might not be able to do things anymore because you now have a baby "Ryan said.
Are you being serious right now,they would definitely happen no jokes, it bound to happen that the duty of a woman, what makes me a woman if I don't sacrifice that little thing"Karen said chuckling.
I just hope all this you said are true because it won't be funny if you abort the baby,I'm asking you this question so you can know what you really want and if you really are ready for motherhood, since you have said all this then there is no need for me to be worried "Ryan said turning to leave.
Eat something"he said turning the door knob.
Sorry can I ask for a favor "Karen asked.
What is it be quick I have to be somewhere"Ryan said.
Okay please can you keep the identity of I and my unborn baby hidden "Karen asked.
Why should I do that"Ryan said.
Because you are a business tycoon, you have lots of rivals, you have lots of enemies hanging waiting to strike at the slightest chances they get and many more if they happen to find out you have an unborn baby,they could harm both of us and I don't want that I'm scared "Karen said.
I don't really think you have to worry about that, meanwhile that the main reason I would let it be known that I'm expecting a baby"Ryan said and my eyes almost went out of it socket.
Are you being serious you want to risk the life of your unborn baby and your baby's Mama "Karen asked.
Well you don't have to worry because you are too tiny, it would be hard for them to see you little kitty"Ryan said with a silly smirk on his lips and I couldn't help but blush at the new name but then I suddenly felt dizzy oh goodness not again "I said, before closing my eyes gradually getting to the ground but a strong hand grabbed me immediately before I fell down .