Should I had tried a different approach, would things have been different?
We always have that feeling within our hearts – a very evil feeling. It overtakes our sense of rationality and does things we later could or not regret. Sometimes that feeling is made through guilt, wrath, envy and many other. I look up to the sky , colored orange with a slight hue of blue as the sun is setting down. I don't know whether I should quit this job, whether I should working and still live like a prisoner made by " society", or whether I should quit this wretched life. I let out a long heavy sigh , realizing that there's really no point in anything. Even if I were to take that approach, I won't receive any merit. I don't this job, what's giving me these thoughts are just stress. After all, my company is experiencing bankruptcy.
I exclaimed noticing that my hands became sticky ,forgetting that I'm holding ice cream. " oh no, no, no", I exclaimed again. The ice cream runs down the cone like a waterfall- the ice cream melted before I knew it. " Let's just go home ".
I washed up, feeling refreshed. At the company today, I was sweating like I just ran a 10k marathon. Since the company is facing financial distress, we couldn't even afford having an air conditioner, it was like we're in a sauna. Not to mention, we , the employees must be wearing formal attire like a working suit or somehting. I sighed heavily once more.
I opened the fridge and took out some beer. since tomorrow is my day-off , it won't really hurt to drink a few. I chugged down those canned beer like no tomorrow while watching a weather forecast in tv. Though if I'm chugging this much beer down , I won't remember anything that pretty lady is saying. " Ugh, such a shame. She's a real beauty, is she new I wonder?"