Glad I was out of there; damn, that wasn't a pretty situation. I didn't like how I was feeling, and maybe after we meet later up today I could be my normal self without any hormonal interference. Prior, I was anxious and all over the place, and my mind was working overtime; maybe I will find out more about the two and how Jade really feels about him and stop this torture I was subjecting myself to.
If they are on the same page, I might not feel guilty for sleeping with Mike without her being involved in the mix. It is not that I didn't want her in; it is just that we live in the same building, so avoiding him will be a problem if we both have hots for each other. Denying him would be a problem.
The other day, if we had it our way, I would have let him take me to the kitchen counter, and the shower invitation was more than what I needed, and we both knew it was a code for something more, and it would have been fun.
