(PS: The explosion starts today, and I want to thank Makabakamo for their support and affirmation in this chapter, thank you.)
Lu Yuanming returned to the mental ward.
Even now, he felt completely numb, and if confusion had a scale, his would surely have broken through the roof.
He couldn't tell if everything was real or fake.
The Dark Matter World, the real world, his travels, and the Order Space...
All of it was blended together, making him wonder if he was currently dreaming, or perhaps he had been in a vegetative state all along. Whether it be dark matter or spectres, entities beyond description, could everything he had encountered just be hallucinations or dreams conjured up in his vegetative state?
"No, if I keep thinking this way, I'll fall into nihilism, and nothing will mean anything. Could it be that this world exists only because I do? That everything could be void... That's not right!"
