"I was thinking, am I really not worth your trust?"
"Yet, watching you feel wronged, I still explained myself to you, even though you didn't choose to trust me because of my explanation."
"At that time, I thought it was just a minor problem in our marriage life, and that after some time, when you realized that everything was just your paranoia, it would all pass."
"But it seems I made a mistake, as if at some unknown crossroad, I took the wrong path."
"You gradually became more and more insane and paranoid; no matter how I explained, or even presented witnesses and evidence right in front of you, it seemed like I couldn't make you trust me."
"You didn't trust anyone, you didn't even trust yourself. Seeing you unhappy every day, I started to avoid socializing as much as I could, minimized contact with women, and tried to meet all your demands."
