Li Dan felt that she was indeed a despicable woman. No matter how Zhao Chi treated her, she deserved it, and when she heard those humiliating words, she didn't get angry. Instead, she felt a strange excitement.
Her husband's attitude towards her only made Li Dan feel even more conflicted inside. Even she thought herself to be incredibly shameful; why would she have an affair with another man when she had a husband who loved her so much?
Yet, those instincts of desire were simply beyond Li Dan's control. Every time she thought about stopping these behaviors, she couldn't resist Zhao Chi's temptations. In fact, lately, it had been Li Dan actively seeking out Zhao Chi, because she couldn't stop thinking about that part of him that haunted her day and night.
And now, her husband's actions oddly filled Li Dan with a sick sense of pleasure. She imagined that, from now on, she could be with Zhao Chi openly, and her heart swelled with joy.
