Li Dan's husband, Zhang Qiang, was sexually inept, which had always left Li Dan in a state of constant sexual dissatisfaction. Just now, she could rely on her reason and shame to suppress her physiological needs and dissatisfaction, but as she was repeatedly left unsatisfied, the suppressed desires increasingly swelled within her.
Under the torture of instinctual physiological needs, Li Dan's psychology also began to warp. Since she could not be satisfied physically, she had no choice but to twist and change psychologically.
In countless lonely nights, Li Dan always had an irrational craving to be raped, an irrational hope to encounter a strong, desirable man to bring her warm and solid embraces and to then passionately unite with her.