Even now, as Li Lingling rode the rough waves of Chen An's movements, she didn't wish to test her own limits. She couldn't accept the idea of facing her husband's photo, watching his face while enduring the various releases Chen An forced upon her body.
While Li Lingling was still immersed in guilt toward her husband, she began to recall the adulterous events shared between her and Chen An. Shame and self-reproach flooded her being, keeping her submerged in pain.
Yet, under such extreme conditions, the multitude of stimuli Li Lingling was experiencing also split her mind, allowing her to feel the pleasurable sensations Chen An was giving her.
The two opposing intense thoughts entangled Li Lingling in contradiction and conflict. In this mental state, she began to imagine what it would feel like to act out these fantasies.
