Since that day when he falls in love with Sakura Aihara, he becomes her fan and with that, his life starts to change.
He starts listening "Sakura Ai no Hana" idol group's songs.
Especially all Sakura Aihara's original songs.
He loves listening to all her songs.
Everytime he listens to her songs, he shed tears.
It is because her voice is truly wonderful.
The favourite song he loves to hear is her new original song,
"THE MAN OF MY DREAMS".
He sings along when he turns on that song.
He also followed her instagram account and subscribed her YouTube channel.
Every breakfast, lunch, dinner and during his free time, he spends his time watching her videos on YouTube.
He starts to buying all kind of merchandises of "Sakura Ai no Hana" idol group.
His entire room in his apartment is filled of their merchandises.
Even in his bathroom, he puts a poster of Sakura Aihara on the wall.
His love towards Sakura Aihara becomes his obsession in his life right now.
His life becomes much happier and he feels that his life has wonders and colours, since he starts to become her number 1 fan.
His life become much better.
And he starts to enjoy his life.
He even joins a small fan club for "Sakura Ai no Hana" idol group from Discord.
He never meet them in person, but recently, he has a chat with them on Discord.
He learns to meet new people and make friends.
Until one day, the head of the fan club invites everyone to have a meet together in a cafe to know each other and to strengthen relationships between members.
Ryunosuke surprised of that.
Everyone agrees.
Ryunosuke doesn't reply to that.
After their chat ends, Ryunosuke feels afraid.
His heart pounding hard.
He says, "What am I going to do?, what am I going to do?!, I never speak to people other than the assassins. I never to speak to normal people. But, I love to have a conversation with them, they are all good and fun. BUT, the only thing I could have a conversation with them without any issue, it is because we don't meet each other face to face. I thought that we just have a chat online like this, but it turns out to be like this!!, ahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!, I can't do it. I never thought that this will happen, what am I going to do?!!!!!"
But then he turns quiet for a moment.
After that, he says, "But if I'm not join the meeting, I'm just be a shut-in boring piece of shit. Sometimes, I'm jealous when I see there's a group of schoolboys and girls have a hangout in the mall. I can't be like this forever, alright, i've decided that I'm going to join the meeting and start making real friends. It maybe scary, but I think I can do it. I don't want to, but I have to do the impossible. Plus, its not that hard, exterminating a target is harder than have a meeting with friends."
# THE NEXT DAY #
In the end, Ryunosuke doesn't sleep at all.
He keeps thinking about the meeting all night.
He says, "Ahhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!, I can't do it, this is the first time I have a hangout with friends, I can't stop thinking about that meeting, WHAT SHOULD I DO?!!!!!"
TO BE CONTINUED........