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Chapter 4: Reliving the past pain and a new betrayal
Jiang hee POV
I can't even understand the scene going on before me ... it looks like a film ...
My step sis Jiang yunxi and Chen wo .. yes Chen wo .. He is called Rowland because of his father's aim to start up a company having full contracts only with the white men who uses English in their language and he wants him to be in charge ...
I am clearly seeing my step sis ... I am clearly seeing Jiang yunxi ridding on Chen wo with her hands on his chest while saying all sort of dirty and flirty words ... and he was ramming into her like crazy .. I mean CRAZY .....and I was there watching them ... I didn't miss the smirk on Yunxi's face and it was Soo ugly ... Chen wo haven't noticed me yet...he is still groaning and sucking on Yunxi's nipple like his life depends on it and his fingers rubbing on her ass hole ..... it was like I was stuck there ... my voice was lost..... I was just like a lost puppy... looking at the love of my life and someone I know as my step sister for four years of my life ... then all of a sudden I heard
Wtf! .....
I knew I shouldn't have allowed her come to so called boyfriend's place today because of how weird I felt earlier but I never expected this .... never in my wildest dreams ... and for the second time I saw my best friend looking so broken ,lonely ,insecure ,scared and any other bad words you can use .. it hurts me
I was even too tired to turn my neck and look at her ... That was when the two people on the bed noticed us .. and what I expected was that they would be shocked or scared or at least feel remorse ... but I think I expected too much dis the ... because Chen wo just looked over and immediately withdraw his eyes and continued what he was busy with .. dis time ... faster and harder .. like he wanted me to hear it better ...and Yunxi wasn't helping with her stupid moans .... I didn't know when I took the first step back with tears in my eyes , the second,third ,fourth, fifth , sixth.. let's just say .. I don't know how I got out of Chen wo's house ....I just looked forward ...and my mind worked like a loop .. repeating everything that happened from the top to the bottom... the more I remember.. the more I felt like ending it all ... why exactly did I run?? .. all of a sudden I started laughing with tears running down my eyes ... it felt hard to breathe.. very hard .. like my heart was tight ... then I saw a huge truck coming from afar and the road was empty .. my first thought was how mum died and the second was that is she missing me ? ... My legs just kept on moving towards the road ....and I kept on walking fast ...already very close to the road .. just to hop in and the truck does the rest .. then I'll be free and won't have to be hurting this much again ... just when I saw the bright light shine straight into my eyes and I closed it to embrace the pain that comes immediately after it happens.. but instead I felt a force that pushed me out of the way and I hit my self on the floor ... that was painful but not really.. I was ready to give this person the beating of thier life .. I had to get up first and look around.. then I saw someone lying on the ground surrounded by a pool of thier own blood ... my heart started beating very fast ... this picture was already overlapping with mother's death ... I moved towards the person and the clothes were very familiar.. very very... I immediately bent towards the person and made the person face up ... Andi just heard a big bang In my mind,body,soul, spirit and everything... I was shivering... this is Song wan...
S s song wan.... Song wan... W why a aren't you answering me ?? .. tears were dropping freely as I saw my best friend in such a heart aching state for the first time .. her skin was pale as a sheet of paper... her lips wasn't any better.. her temperature was going down same for her heart beat ... everything was just replaying in my head ... first my mum's death .. the Chen wo and Yunxi... then Song wan accident... it was all on replay ....
This is all because of me again ... arrgghhh .... i I I killed her.. I killed mother ... I killed Song wan and mother.. murder murder murder ... I just kept muttering to my self ... until I felt a splitting pain in my head,at the same time my heart felt tight again .... every thing was against me .. even my own body .. I felt like laughing at my self right now ... I felt dizzy but I can't stop the pain and my mind I fought the feeling to just close my eyes for about 10mins .. and then
{Ambulance siren}
A big thank you to whoso ever called the ambulance.. that was the last thing I said before I blacked out ...
Song wan's POV
At the hospital...
I opened my eyes slowly.. I tried moving and I felt a dull pain in my left arm and on my head cus it hurts slightly.. and then I just kept on trying to open up my eyes ND when I did I saw white nd it was very bright that I had to close my eyes first and adjust to it ...slowly .... and then finally I was able to open my eyes in peace .. ND I saw that I wasn't in my room .. neither was it Jiang hee's place from the look of the colour ..pure white ....
Ohh thank God that you are awake ...
that was the first thing I heard buh it sounded more hoarse, tired,weak than normal... if no one was here I might not be able to hear it ...I turned my neck to the left side ... and saw Jiang hee sitting beside me ... looking like she could be blown away by a very light breeze , dark circles under her eyes , pale skin and lips ,she looked sick ... much sick than me
Jiang hee what have you done to yourself?
I'm fine
I can't seem to see that you know?
Song wan?
Huh?
Thanks for staying alive .. I said while a tear drop ...
No no no ... don't cry .. I said while wiping the tear drop off her face ... it's okay...
Thanks Song wan.. thank you alot.. I said while trying to get on my feet and boom I fell and everything became black ...
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Diego in his library ...
Working on a plan for a new project ...Fred has gone home already so I'm alone in my library... I'll soon go to the club to fuck a bitch.. cus I really need it right now ..
hissss.. I felt a deep pain in my chest and I can't pinpoint what it was ... it lingered for at least 5 mins ... this isn't the first time this is happening to me .... it happened this afternoon but slightly earlier than now ... like 30 mins back ... maybe I'm just overthinking....
I'm so free right now so let's make Mr Dave company experience bankruptcy first ... before the total destruction... I thought to myself and it was a perfect plan .. hahahaha
Mr Dave mansion....
Mr Dave's voice could be heard in every cranny of the house ...
What the fuck is this????
Is Diego crazy? does he wants to give me heart attack?
w wh why would he send something like this as a package?
Right in front of me were the boys I sent to Diego this afternoon all dead in a box with a note left by thier sides .. I was even scared to open the note but I had to ...
*YOU ARE NEXT FOR TRYING TRICKS WITH ME *.... dat was all it said and I knew that I was finished ... totally finished.. I tried calling Mr X but his number wasn't available .. he abandoned me .. oh no I'm done for ....
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Jiang yunxi ...
I'm on my way to my new boyfriend's place right now .. hahaha .... guess who...it's Chen wo .. yes Chen wo.. I've liked him since four years ago when I saw him with that stupid Jiang hee and I knew I had to take him back ... Fortunately for me I overheard when Jiang hee told song wan that she would go to him today ... and I think it's time to use it to break them up .. hahaha ... it was too obvious that they don't have sex and even if they do it would be once in a year
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She fell right in front of me and I lost my voice for a while before getting it back...
Jiang hee! ... Doctor! Nurse! .... I kept on screaming as I press on the call button crazily.. I was damn scared ... till a doctor and two nurses ran in .. they immediately carried her on a stretcher and take her straight to the Emergency room .... I was too worried to keep on lying down... I got on my feet and followed ... if not that I can't follow them... I would have followed them in but here I am ... standing at the door ... waiting for someone.. anyone to tell me what is going on .....
After something that felt like a while life time .. The doctor came out ...
Doctor how is she ? is she okay? why did she faint like that? am I asking too many questions? ...
Ma'am pls come to my office
Okay sir ... I'm Song wan ,you can call me miss wan
Okay ... how are you related to the patient?
I'm like a sister from another mother ... I'm her bestie.. so feel free to tell me anything that is going on please ...
Miss wan do you know about your friend's complicated health issues?
Yes sir ... I shivered at the thought of her health issue .. because I know it is very bad .....
After staying up for close to 14 days without proper sleep,food or care ... her health has deteriorated.. and it seems like she's actually tired.. like she has been tired since the first day the both of you were rushed here .. but she just kept on ignoring herself and now that she is very relieved that you are fine ,she let herself go and she succumbed to the tiredness ... so as of now she is okay ... but her mental state needs help ...she keeps on repeating three word which her .. Mum, bestie, Murder... sometimes she even unconsciously she hits herself very hard or sometimes she just cries and keeps on calling herself a murder .. it's like a loop in her head that she can't stop .....
I just kept on looking at the doctor's mouth moving up and down ... and the only thing I took in was the fact that she stayed awake for close to 14 days and the hospital accepted it ?? but why ?
Why was she awake for 14 different nights? is it insomnia?
She stayed awake taking care of you for 14 days ....
No no no she shouldn't just be like that ... can I see her ? ...
Jiang yunxi POV
hahahaha... but it would be for my own good ... cus Chen wo has caught me sucking out a guy's dick in a club before when he came for a business proposal with someone and I'm damn sure he was aroused that night .... so now it's time to find out ... I'm there already .. wish me luck ...
Ding ding ding ding ..
Who's there ?
It's me ... Yunxi
click .. the door opens up ... and immediately I started because I knew that he can't resist only if I give him a chance of course... which I'm not giving him ... I wrapped my hands on his neck and started kissing him on his lips .. he wanted to push me away and he was aroused.. so I just placed my palm on his dick through his trousers and started moving up and down with my palm ... he groans but stopped pushing and I knew that I was winning already so I just increased my pace while I pushed him inside and purposely left the door opened ... he wanted to lock it up but then I dipped my hands straight into his pants and he totally lost it ..
Chen wo's POV
I knew what I was doing was wrong but damn ... I'm aroused and I can't stop my self ... she is stroking my dick Soo good that I can't even find the words to stop her .... I had to take charge ... so I grabbed her waist tightly and lifted her and she wrapped her hands on my neck while we were still kissing ... she was grinding her pussy on my little guy and damn she was good at it .. I released her lips and saw that she was also breathing fast .. so I wasn't the only one enjoying this .. I had to carry her from the parlour to my room....
Jiang yunxi POV
He was pretty fast ... before I knew it I was naked on his bed and he was kissing my neck, chest, tummy .. everywhere and the he got to my baby down there and I felt the warmth from his mouth envelope me .... ohhh baby... yes yes yes .... ahhhhhh.... fuck me yes ...holy shit ... he was digging his tongue into me harshly.... and I was enjoying it ... I heard him groan ...then I felt a finger penetrating straight into me .. and it felt like I was in another world ... ahhhhhh .. yes yes yes yes .. and then another finger ... ahhh... I think you know what happens next ....
Few moments later after he has penetrated into me.. which was after I gave him what he called the best blow job of his life ... I pushed him on the bed and got on top him .. I really need to feel him inside me .... he wasn't really big down there but it was okay.. I sat on it and then.... it all started ... I was moaning like crazy and he was too .... then I saw Jiang hee looking at us like a fool ... looking so lost ,so pale and I moaned louder so she could hear me ..... then her bestie showed up and shouted WTF .. I think Chen wo noticed them just now.... he looked at them an I was ready for him to pull out of me and go to jiang hee but what shocked me was that he looked away and banged me faster than ever ... ahhhhhh hhhhh ...
Chen wo's POV
Yes I saw Jiang hee ... but I can't stop this because of her.. I dated her in the beginning just to get in between her legs and since she didn't want it .. her sister did and boom here we are ... then she was moving away step by step... I felt hurt for doing this so I just increased my pace while sucking on yunxi's nipple and she was moaning like the slut she is ...
Doctor's office..
Doctor please can I go and see her ?
Yes,but don't stimulate her
Do I fuckin look like I'm going to do that!?
Miss wan watch your tone
I'm sorry ... I was just frustrated.. I'm sorry
It's okay
Thanks... and I walked out... on getting to jiang hee's room ... it was eerie .. too silent,no movement just beep beep beep from the machine she was attached to.. I was heartbroken.. she looked Soo fragile right now , eyes closed just lying flat on the bed ... Her posture screamed insecurity ... very different from the Jiang hee I know .... and she was murmuring some words that I had to get super close to hear her....ND I wish I didn't because it hurts to hear her and she is saying it ... how much would it hurt?
M m murder...big murder ,I'm a big murder ... Mom and Song wan ... I murdered they died ,I caused it ... the more she spoke the more she feels agitated and the more tears spills out of her eyes .....and now she was shaking
Doctor! doctor!....
I murdered them .. Mom and Song wan... I'm sorry .. I'll follow you ... murder ... Mom and Song wan .... she kept on saying while shaking like crazy on the bed .... untill she was given a sleeping injection before she calmed down ... and all this was while she was asleep...I wonder what's going on in her head right now.....
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