I hear something outside.

I'm inside?

Inside what?

It sounds nice and repetitive, I want to check what it is.

What's the reason to do so?

Why do I question against my own instincts?

Are instincts not enough?

Who am I?

Where am I?

What's going on and why am I here?

I can't seem to remember anything.

I'm scared, or maybe anxious about the self forcing tendency to expect myself to do something with a sense of purpose.

I have no purpose without context, so how can I begin to act in order to start developing that context?

Wait, why I do have tendencies when I lack any memory?

Perhaps I have a different type of memory still that possesses me, after all, I at least assume I wouldn't have self awareness if I were truly to have been born just a few moments ago.

Maybe self awareness itself is the issue?

Hmmm, I wonder what the pure approach to the situation would be in order for my existential dilemma to actually lead to action without the reliance on significant memories or personal relationships to guide me?

…

Relationships.

I don't know anything to call my own, I only know my 'self', and because of that I feel so alone and anxious.

What's happening to me right now? Perhaps there is a relationship to notice if I was just receptive to the present moment instead of caught up in my own head?

*drip*

It's that sound again.

That's my relationship right now!

Who are you? Can I even ask you questions that you could answer, or are you an inanimate object that I could intentionally perceive you as with autonomy for the sake of my own peace of mind?

I don't want to be alone, and making more of myself here as a substituted role to fulfill my yearning for the real deal isn't something I want to rely on, I don't want second best.

There is clearly something out there that exists outside of myself, something that is part of this present moment which I can choose to notice its presence.

I need to get out of here!!

*drip*

An echo is not enough to truly be with anything, I need to see.

And then God said, "Let there be light", and there was light.

"Hello, who's there?", God asks.