I moved to the motel with Yuna Shin who followed me without saying a word.
Even as we walked, I couldn't understand.
'While accepting the sudden offer of sex, the thought inside me is that I want to change myself.'
Status messages are a form of showing superficial emotions and inner feelings that arise in real time.
In other words, you don't know what kind of resolution she came to her club unless she thinks about it.
'I should induce them while talking.'
Then Yuna Shin spoke to me.
"Hey, can I buy you a drink?"
"Yeah? Yes. I will live."
I went to a nearby convenience store. She went to her refrigerator and took out two bottles of soju.
"Can I get enough of this?"
"How much do you drink?"
"Ah… Let's have a drink for the first time."
Yuna Shin smiled shyly.
'Come to think of it, I don't even know how much I drink.'
"Shall I buy three bottles with plenty?"
"Like."
I bought alcohol and snacks and entered the motel.
I could see Shin Yuna feeling unfamiliar.
"Is this your first time at a motel?"
"Yes.. What about my brother? Oh, brother, right?"
"I am twenty-three."
"That's right, brother. May I have a drink before we start?"
"Yes, of course."
In fact, I was nervous at the thought of having my first experience in a little while.
He opened the snack bag wide and poured soju into a paper cup and handed it over.
"Shall we salt?"
"Yes, I like it. Braided."
Shin Yuna, who lightly bumped her paper cup, took a shot of her half-full soju.
"It's great.. It's written."
The slightly frowning expression is cute.
"Have you really tried it for the first time?"
"Yeah. Actually, I am a freshman. There's no way I've ever had a chance to drink."
"I see. Can I ask you one question?"
"Of course."
"Actually, I suggested it, but it was just a nonsense. It must have sounded very rude, but is there a reason you accepted it?"
Instead of answering her, she stared blankly at me.
I also looked at her in her.
Unmanaged, long bangs.
His half-hidden features were cute, but buried in his chubby cheeks.
The same goes for the body that follows. It is more appropriate to say that she is chubby rather than beautiful.
In a word, it was mediocre. As if it turned me into a woman.
She remembered her status message from the club.
A strong will to change myself.
"I thought about it, but I think the feeling of gratitude was the biggest."
"Thank you?"
"For me to offer you that. I've never… Never had a man's attention before."
She told her life in her own words.
"Actually, it is natural. Because I'm not in a good place. Even when I was in school, I was sitting in the back seat and reading a book by myself."
A life on the outskirts that doesn't pay attention.
A portrait of an ordinary person. Common characters everywhere.
"I thought it would change when I went to college. So I studied hard."
The more I listen to her story, the more I become immersed.
'I thought the CSAT was my only chance.'
"But I must have looked awkward. The girls in my class made me the target of bullying and teasing. Receiving people's negative emotions was harder than I thought. If it weren't for the boy who helped me, it would be bad I might have been thinking."
Be a boy it must be first love
However, instead of positive emotions, only a bitter smile appeared on her face.
"Thank you very much. Thanks to that, she got good grades too. Still, there was one reason why she chose luck. She wanted to go to the same school as the boy."
Hearing her words, I smiled bitterly. For some reason, the ending is predictable.
"By the way… I thought that boy was a milestone in my life, but I was dating… With the girl from the group that made me a target for bullying."
A nightmare from the past came to mind.
Kim Hyeon-seo, who ruined my three-year-old life.
She approached me kindly, but in fact she had a boyfriend.
[Brother. Did you think you were interested in him just because you ate a few meals?]
[You and I told you not to eat with men.]
[What should I do if I have no money? But are you annoyed with me now?]
Yuna Shin added her words.
"I understand. She's a pretty girl even to a girl like her."
A story I was all too familiar with. Even the ending of our story was similar.
Shin Yeon-a sighed and filled her paper cup with soju and took a shot.
"Don't drink alone, it'll be salty next time."
While talking, I also had a shot of soju.
There is no sound of glass crashing or cheerful cheers.
But it feels good as it is.
"After all, I was a fool. The man only gave me a moment of sympathy and kindness, but he was mistaken."
I was like that too. I was blinded by loneliness and the attention given to me as an ordinary person.
"I relied on it like an idiot. He thought he could change, he could get better if he was with him."
In a similar situation, Yuna Shin's conclusion was different from mine.
"I was the only one who could change myself for the better, and I didn't know that. So I… I want to change. No, it will change. On their own."
There was determination in her eyes.
"Actually, it's been a while since I made up my mind… But it turns out that changing myself requires more courage and determination than I thought. I thought I needed a shock. So… I came to the club."
-The first time I tried to give to Junhyun.. I'm going to throw away the first time. That's the first step in the change I've decided to make.
I thought while looking at Shin Yeon-ah, who smiled shyly.
What a big decision a woman would have to make if she were to decide to 'throw away' the first one.
I don't know, but it's much bigger than that of a man, and the sense of loss is also deep.
Changing myself is a transformation equivalent to changing the world in a way.
In order for a bird's egg to hatch, it must break through the shell.
Yuna Shin chose Pegwa (破瓜) as a shock for her hatching.
Her face turns red from intoxication.
Shin Yeon-a, who poured out everything she wanted to say, gave a Betsy laugh.
"I'm stupid, am I?"
I told her with all my heart.
"Nope. I understand."
With her sincerity, I understand her more than anyone else.
I finally gave up. I gave up on taking the step of change.
I was preparing for the civil service exam, but that was a kind of inertia.
In a real sense, the first step towards change was now when I got the desire realization app.
So, because of my age,
I understand her who is not satisfied with her mediocre self.
I understand her for making her big decision to change herself.
'That's right. The first desire I had was…'
[The desire fulfillment app responds to the user's desire.]
[A new desire, 'the desire to change' is added.]
In an instant, I felt the mind and body separate. However, the sensation soon returned to normal.
'What was it?'
What matters now is not this.
"Anyway. I understand everything. I also wanted to change myself crazy."
Even after I finished talking, Shin continued to be shy, so I looked at her status window.
-Small emotion, crush
– I think you sincerely understand…
We drank all the alcohol we bought while talking about giving and receiving.
The last glass was finally emptied.
"You've finished drinking."
"Iknow, right."
"Then… Shall we?"
She said, blushing.
Instead of answering her, I approached her.
When I touched her, Yuna Shin trembled slightly and closed her eyes.
"I… This is my first time."
"It's my first time too."
"Really?"
"Yeah. I'm like that too. I came to the club for the first time today as the first step because I want to change."
"Ah…"
Instead of continuing her words, she stuck her head out and kissed me.
"Then it's an exchange of first experiences.. Something feels good.."
It's the first time for each other, so it's a clumsy move. But there is no awkwardness.
The heat between her and me was heating up.
'Is it because of alcohol or because I know Shin Yuna's heart?'
Her hair is hot Looking at her status message, Shin Yuna was thinking the same thing as me.
I kissed her and kissed her once more.
Chun. Chun. Chew.
He kissed her and took off her clothes and took off her clothes too.
A small chest, a waist line buried in the flesh. Arms and legs are chubby.
A body whose beautiful curves cannot be found even with empty words.
But it doesn't matter anymore. This sheath of her flesh is the shell of her egg that surrounds her.
Thinking about it made me excited.
He brought her hardened cock into her cunt.
My cock is smaller than the average Korean male.
I noticed Shin Yeon-ah, but she didn't care.
'Is size irrelevant, or do I not know the average size?'
Either way it doesn't matter.
"I'll go in now."
"Yeah. Gently… Please, oppa."
"Yeah."
I slowly pushed her back forward.
The resistance I felt for a moment disappeared with the feeling of something tearing.
[Titling. The tutorial quest has been partially completed.]
*The desire realization application collects Yuna Shin's desire – the desire to change myself.
*The update of WeLike, a photo taking and retouching application, is unlocked.
[We like +1]
– Appearance correction (self)
Appearance correction (self): You can apply the correction to reality after retouching your appearance photo.
*GP consumption changes depending on the degree of correction.
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