I finally realized that Logan wasn't going to hold back any bit. He used his phallus and penetrated me with a lot of force. I screamed and groaned in pains but I could not defend myself because I was very vulnerable.
I could feel a lot of pain in my pelvic region. "Please you need to stop, I'll lose a lot of blood" I pleaded. He forced me to keep shit with a violent slap to my cheek. He kept going in and out of me like a monster, not minding that I was bleeding.
He had a terribly large phallus, and that was quite too much for a virgin to take in forcefully.
He was finally done, so he ejaculated on me. I was very weak, and I could feel that I was still losing a large amount of blood. But Logan cared less. He just dressed and exited the room.
My vision started getting blurry, and I collapsed afterwards. I woke up to find myself still lying in the pull on blood that had become of my bed.
Logan didn't even care to help me and didn't even care to return and check if I was still in good shape. I was too weak that I could barely lift myself up from the bed.
I heard a knock on the door, and then the door was pushed open gently. "Help me" I begged. I had no idea who was entering but sensed she could probably offer me help.
I turned to see Logan's servant entering. I was very startled that I reacted in fear. "I mean no harm, I'll call a maiden to take care of this" he said.
He quickly rushed out of my room. Five minutes later, a maid came bearing a first aid box. Actually, I had no idea how she was going to help me in this condition. "Don't be scared, I am a nurse" she said. She noticed the look on my face, and I guess that was the reason she had to clear my confusion.
She helped stop the bleeding completely and helped me stand from my bed, which was filled with blood, and made me sit on the chair in my room while she took care of the bed cover, which was really stained with blood. "Thank you very much" I appreciated.
She nodded in positive affirmation and was about to take her leave without uttering a word, but she stopped like she just remembered something. "I'm sorry you're going through all this" she said.
Before I could reply to her, she walked out of my room and shut the door behind her.
Though the bleeding had stopped, I couldn't support my weight on my legs, nor could I walk because of the pains I was feeling around my pelvic region down to my vulva. It felt like a burning sensation, which wasn't going to stop at all.
I could not believe I lost my dignity in this manner. I always hope to have a life of my own where I could detect what I wanted to do on my own, but here I am in a castle where I am treated like a piece of shit by the Alpha.
"You'll need this too" the maid who treated my wound said as she offered me a dress. It wasn't much of an occasional dress bit it could do to cover my body.
"Thank you so much....." I said.
"Jenna, you can call me Jenna" she replied.
"Jenna, thank you so much Jenna" I said. Luckily, the blood didn't affect the bed itself because it was waterproof, so she just cleaned off the blood on it and made it comfortable for me to lay on.
She had to go through the stress of helping me get to the bed and make sure I was comfortable. "You're really kind" I commended her.
"I am just doing my job" she replied. I noticed she was trying to possibly avoid getting the praises or engaging in any discussion, so I decided to lay off her.
"Thank you though" I said. I found it hard to stop appreciating her. She went on to get back to other important work in the castle.
"How did you end up in this situation?" my wolf asked. Laura hardly talks, so I was shocked to hear her speak now. It could only mean that she has had enough.
"I guess you saw the whole event" I replied.
"Transform to your wolf so that I can get you out of here" she suggested. That was a good idea, but I was still eager to win the heart of my mate.
"You really are in love with that beast?" she asked.
"I can just feel the mate bond between us" I replied. Laura scoffed and decided to quit talking.
"Good thing you didn't die" Logan said as he entered my room. This time, he came along with his servant. "Luca, help me clean that seat" he ordered.
So his servant's name is Luca. It's not a bad name, though. I could sense that the Alpha was a man of pride and loves to hold himself in high places. "Let's have a good conversation" he said as he adjusted properly to a comfortable position on his seat with Lucan standing solely behind him.
I was sitting here with my mate in front of me, so I had to go on and tell him everything I had in mind. "You shouldn't be treating your mate with so much cruelty," I said.
Somehow, I decided to overlook the way he molested and go on to make things right between us.
"My mate?" he chuckled. "You may see me as your mate, but I can't accept such infidel like you as my mate" he said.
Obviously, this should not be how it is turning out. Tears formed up in my eyes as I kept replaying what he had just said in my head. I can not be a rejected mate.