Aimee's POV
This feeling of pressure is much harder to deal with than the bullying that I have always received so far.
It's one in the morning and I'm still awake, whereas I have to get up at six in the morning to serve the whole pack.
What a sitty life!
"Kiss me harder!"
Someone hit the door of my hut, I could hear sensual words coming out of the woman's mouth. Obviously, they were madly in love and took it out on a deserted place where they thought there were no residents.
Actually, I'm too lazy to find out who they are but the kissing and moaning sounds are getting crazier. My curiosity forced me to peek at a small hole in the door.
The woman had curly red hair, from her hand which had a black mark on the middle finger, I could tell it was Laura. Of course Laura is a beautiful woman who also looks at me cynically, I hate her.
Now, I just need to know who the man who was licking her lips. I know this is definitely not her mate. Her mate is one of the Gammas in this pack who happens to be out of town.
"AKH! WHO THE FUCK IS THAT?!"
I flinched when Laura screamed and broke the kiss while pointing at me. Yes, she knows I'm peeking at her from this little hole. No!
One other bad thing, the man Laura was with was none other than Alpha James. This is really crazy, I'm sure he will be angry with me.
"Go to my room, wait there. I'm going to finish off someone spying on us."
Oh yes, finish me at any cost so I can't see you guys anymore, Alpha James. Laura still with a panicked face walked away from the hut area. As for Alpha James, he started knocking on my door.
"Open it or I'll bust your place, Aimee."
There's no other way, I'm stuck.
The hairs on my neck prickle when the door opens, Alpha James's eyes turn into those of a wolf which suggests he wants to attack someone. I'm still afraid of death. I don't want to be torn apart by the great wolf that's inside of him, that's too tragic.
"What are you thinking, Aimee? Are you spying on me?"
"I'm sorry, Alpha James. I didn't mean to do that at all. I just heard a sound and I thought something was at the door. Really, I'm really sorry."
Alpha James turned his body to face me, our distance is now very close. He's moving his head closer to my face, what is he doing?
"You've ruined my night, Aimee. So you have to replace it."
"What... what do you mean, Alph--."
I can't finish my sentence perfectly, he crushed my lips tightly. Am I dreaming? How could he do this to me?!
"I never thought, it turns out your lips are sweet enough and delicious for me to lick. Tonight is going to be a wild night, Aimee."
Alpha James kicks the door of the hut so it closes tightly again. Without mercy, he came back to me and suck my lips brutally. This time, he didn't stop there, his hands started to touch my chest which made me push his body away.
"What? What happened? This is the first time for you? Then enjoy it, you have to take responsibility for bothering me and Laura. Remember, Aimee, we have a pact."
I swallowed my saliva, I don't know… I'm just not ready to give my virginity to him. I want my mate to take this virginity, isn't this really costing me?
"I'm sorry, Alpha James, But, I think it can't work, I want to take care of everything for my mate..."
He chuckled, maybe this is the first time he smiled a big enough smile in front of me. To be honest, his charms have grown even more now, but I still don't want to give away my virginity.
"Then, why did you mess with me?! What's the point of peeking at something you shouldn't have to?! Now, you want to oppose me?!"
Alpha James's voice rises, honestly I'm very scared. He gripped my shoulder tightly, it hurt so much.
"I don't need your pitiful face, Aimee! It's useless, like it or not, you have to settle this with me. Don't talk about virginity in front of me, are you sure you really have a mate? You're past 18, you still haven't found it, have you? Realize, your mate will never come to you, Aimee."
This sentence is far more painful than any abuse I have received in my entire life. I don't know, I feel like my life is really unfair and broken. He was right, I might never find my mate.
My tears flowed unintentionally, but that didn't stop Alpha James from bringing his face closer to mine. This time, he pushed me onto the bed. His cold face was exposed to the moonlight, even though I was filled with fear, I didn't deny that my heart was beating really fast.
"One thing you have to remember, Aimee. You and I are married even I'm not giving you a sign, since you're not my luna. I can do whatever I want with you. You're ready to go along with all of this, so accept what's coming. And remember one thing, everything I do--."
"Won't make me special…."
Yes, courage pushed me to cut the sentence. I've given up now, maybe my destiny is to become a slave for perfect werewolves like Alpha James.
"Great, you're much smarter now, Aimee."
Alpha James again crushed my lips, this time I no longer rebelled when his hands started touching my whole body. He did it perfectly, all the anxiety and fear that had been residing in me disappeared.
I can say, this is the best thing I've ever had. Alpha James's moans of pleasure just made everything better, especially when he said my name passionately.
The game unfortunately had to end quickly, if I had more courage, maybe I would have kept him by my side until the sun came up.