"What?"
"I shouldn't have left for that long Evy, Evy tell me what do you want I will do anything you want," Rohan said he looked at Fenix with his eyes he felt like those eyes would course him nothing more then trouble.
Fenix pulled away and he let out a laugh.
"I...I don't know what you are talking about my name is Millie please do not mistake me for my sister. Your highness I really don't know what you are-"
"Stop lying Evy, why do you keep having nail mark every time we meet?" Rohan asked Fenix he turn his palm and touched it.
"Why are you doing the same thing when you were younger?"
"When I was younger?"
Fenix felt his mind going to memory land. It was the first time he was locked up in the attic.
"Why are you doing this young master," Butler Nanny David asked Fenix. Fenix was in tears his hair was silver while he hugged his nails.
"Why doesn't mother allow me to be a boy I am boy why does she force me to be girl? I just want to play with the other boys I don't want to be in the house all day."
"Little Star, you can't cry like that it will hurt your eyes, look at me, you are the young maser as long as you remember that one day you will be able to live for yourself."
"I have to go the crown prince party tomorrow I don't want to go at all. Waaa waaa I have to dress up as a girl at a party that I don't want to go to and then everyone won't even know my real name Butler Nanny David," Fenix said with tears.
"Every time I come back my mother mood is so terrible. I always mistake in front of the crown prince, his older then me by six years anyway."
"ARE YOU STILL CRYING!?" Rosemary shouted at Fenix.
"If you keep making trouble like this there is nothing can do."
The maids rushed forward.
"Mother I was wrong I won't ever cry again! Mother please I was wrong!"
He was thrown in the attic.
"Mother please! Mother please I am sorry!"
"Mother I am scared it's cold."
Back then he realized no matter how much he cried nothing could be solved.
"Oh Young Master!" David shouted and hugged the young master.
"I won't shad a single tear anymore I won't cry anymore."
After that day he felt like an emotionless emotion.
"Today is an important day to talk about your marriage. If you make mistake you know what will happen."
Imperial Palace
"Oh my the young lady is so beautiful!"
"You are so mature I wish my daughter was this mature at only age five!"
Fenix smiled at the adults.
"Haha not at all. Evette go see the crown prince over there," Rosemary said to Fenix who looked at a tall eleven year old boy.
Fenix took a step forward and Rohan turn around, who smiled at Fenix he just looked at him.
"Come on Evette, do you want anything to eat."
"Yes, your highness," Replied emotionlessly.
"Do you want snacks, shell I give you candy?" Rohan asked him.
"I eat properly."
Rohan looked coldly at Fenix he then leaned over.
"Then why did you cry."
Fenix flinched and he looked around no he didn't cry if mother find out he will be locked up in the attic without food.
"I didn't cry!"
"You lying. Evette would you like to go out with me for a while?"
Outside.
"Evette."
"Yes."
"I told you can say huh, you are only five you don't need to be such a grown up."
"Huh."
"Tell me why cried?"
"I really didn't cry."
"Why are you clenching your fists like this it will hurt you," Rohan said and Fenix smacked his hand away and hide his hand behind his back and he gently smiled he was wearing gray blue dress with a bow in his hair.
"Why did you keep having nail marks every time we meet?"
"Don't cry, don't hurt your hands. If you cry how can I leave you like this?"
"Rohan where are you going?" Fenix asked worried.
"Yeah to a place where you don't know."
"Where!"
Back then Rohan spoke calmly.
"To the battlefield."
He was unable calm for a eleven year old boy.
"Battlefield?"
"But right now so don't show the expression. I will definitely come back. There for don't forget me."
"What if you don't come back and I forget you?"
"Don't say so, if you say so I might stay here. This part of mine would certainly blew up," Rohan said he pointed at his head.
~~~
That was the first time he lost the idea of crying. Rohan kept on staring at his hand for a long time that no one has ever notice.
Why did this memory appear in his mind so annoying. Why do you keep making him nervous would you hate him when you find his true gender when you find the secret he hides.
"Whenever I meant Evy, I will always ask you if you have eaten. You asked why I was always wondering. The reason why I always asked why you have eaten, was because I saw your dark face. But now I want to know. What should I ask you expression, what should I say instead of asking you if you have eaten? Tell me Evy," Rohan asked Fenix and held on his shoulder. Fenix trembled this guy is so powerful and has a frightening aura.
Little Song started to freak out but Fenix didn't shutter.
"Tell me what should I do for you. Just tell me I can do anything."
Don't be nervous Fenix don't forget your target. He just needs to disappear from this family shadow make a new life be his own life be his own gender and be free to do as he wishes. There isn't time for him to worry about Rohan feeling, him being the villain in this virtual world, and calming down his blackening value all he cares about is leaving this place.
Fenix sighed.
"Nothing, if it's for me, your highness please do nothing," Fenix muttered his voice kind but extremely ice cold as if warning him if he does anything he won't pull back.
"If that's what you wish."
Rohan grabbed Fenix hand he touched it he played with hand. Little Song stared at Fenix doesn't master know that the villain is possessive about him?
"Evy, if you change your mind tell me. You are every smart so you understand what I mean."
Don't be nervous. He has never expected anything from Rohan the person he loves is Evette not Fenix such a twisted fate huh?
~~~
From that day on Fenix never heard from Rohan he did much more training with Little Song along side him he was able to use transformation magic without exhausted his spiritual energy or mana. As time went by everyone was busy with their own work, he also buried everything about Rohan down in a deep hole.
Knock knock.
"I heard you called for me."
"So Golden Rose YFR Airship test run successfully?"
"Yes if that's it can I go?" Fenix asked he really didn't feel like dealing with her today. With Little Song he has been able to laugh he sometimes calls Little Song Silly because he always makes him laugh. Little Song knows everything about his past and Little Song was not the happiest it was cute to see someone else worry about him. Little Song who was on his shoulder let out a yawn.
'Damn this mother is a witch.'
"As Evette. Alright it's a little bit like Sally, isn't perfectly her role. Just do it."
It's so stupid he has to go ask permission to go out with his own name.
"Why are you standing there?" Rosemary snapped.
Really can you believe it? You still believe she can replace him.
What kind of confidence is that?
"I will go now mother."
~~~
At the airship factory.
"Darling!" A guy shouted he was messy while he rushed forward and he waved his hammer in the air.
"Kingston you are here to welcome me? Thank you for coming here." Fenix said him Kingston who has red hair leaned forward and he smiled brightly before he jumped forward.
"I am glad the test driving was successful! As expected of the genius!"
"Haha it's also thanks to you. It's you who helped me build it, it's you who put in the work to built the airship and help me come up with a name. I listen to you and I invested in you."
"So how can I be the best when you are the eyes of this it's not me it's you Kingston."
Kingston smiled goofy at Fenix and he pulled on his cheek.
"I am happy when the young prince says that to me! Your parents are so cruel forcing you to be something you aren't. I will work harder."
Golden Rose YFR Airship has already name among one of the airships will be handed over to him. Among the first airships, it would be a great honor for Winchester one of the ship is named Evette. However his mother engaged him to the crown prince as Sally. Instead of proceeding with a divorce in the future will be much harder. So what if the real Evette disappear Fenix will be awaken from the long awaited egg shell that is started to crack like a free dragon. The story will change not only will it change everyone will look into it and how there aren't two daughters but a young master. Rohan won't even marry him after that! Mother and father who don't have the guts to go against the imperial family, you have no choice but to marry Sally.
The Evette they long for will disappear from the face of planet. The moment the family name can raise he will ruin everything for them.
Since they ruined him he will do it the same.
'Master this is a genius idea of yours but still how can you cook that idea up and you fought by yourself for the past fifteen years!'
"Don't worry about it."
"Prince I want to show you something!" Kingston said he grabbed Fenix hand. Even though Kingston was slightly taller then Fenix when he is in his male form he dragged him away.
"Show me what is it?"
"Just follow me!" Kingston shouted Fenix was dragged out.
"I think you will be happy."
He doesn't know why Kingston is always so happy what is so beautiful about this cruel world? After he leaves this place can he smile like that?
That's right if everyone hits the ground, regrets, and feel my empty space he thinks he can laugh about it. Fenix sighed he hopes that day will come soon. Little Song felt so sad toward Fenix.