Gus Azzam is crazy and doesn't respect Azzahra as his wife at all. Sexual relations between husband and wife should be carried out with full tenderness, but not the relationship between Gus Azzam and Azzahra. The fire of anger and lust seemed to control the man, and Azzahra couldn't do anything. Only sobs, and the girl's body went limp in pain. With full power, Gus Azzam forced himself to enter his wife roughly. When the man was satisfied, Azzahra fell unconscious.
"Everything happened because of your attitude towards me, Zahra... You are the one who bears the consequences. Where a wife refuses her husband's invitation to have sex..." Seeing his wife slumped, Gus Azzam said with a smirk while speaking softly.
There was blood coming out of his wife's female organs, and this made the man smile with satisfaction. It was utterly invisible that the man was the son of a Kiyai and Nyai, because of the coercive actions he carried out.
"You are still a virgin Ning..., and that makes me satisfied. I'm grateful to have you, even though I enjoy the beauty of your body in a rough way." Gus Azzam seemed to be enjoying his wife's naked naked body.
"But you also know that a husband is free to treat his wife because you are like my field." To justify his actions, Gus Azzam spoke to himself.
Seeing his wife's eyes closed, the man stood up and corrected his wife's position. Even though he knew that his wife had fainted, there was no visible worry in the man's eyes. In fact, with arrogance, Gus Azzam got out of bed and then pulled the blanket to cover his body. The man hurriedly walked towards the bathroom. Not long after, the sound of water pouring from the shower was heard.
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At another place.
Zaidan stared at the cellphone screen with an indescribable feeling. The man had woken up a long time ago, and when he opened his cellphone he found a message sent by Azzahra. Because he knew that Azzahra already had a husband, the man did not chase the girl in her apartment.
„Zahra... I have to let go and let you go. You already have a husband, and I should not interfere in your household matters. Even though it's hard for Zahra... to forget you..." cigarette smoke billowed from the man's lips. His mind wandered everywhere, and remembered the sweet memories he had with Azzahra, the girl who had attracted his attention all this time.
"But... Zahra seems to be suffering from her husband. Both marriages occurred due to elements of arranged marriage and coercion. Should I be present in their lives, and keep trying to get that girl back..." Zaidan's inner voice was conflicting.
The man felt confused about what he should do. In his heart, Zaidan thought it was hard to let go of Azzahra. However, on the other side of his heart, Zaidan realized that Azzahra already had a husband.
"Oh my God..., give me the right guidance, what should I do. If I try to forget Azzahra right now, I can't, O God. Or should I stay away from that girl..?" Feeling confused about the decision he had to make, Zaidan thought about walking away.
Suddenly Zaidan remembered the application offer for a scholarship to further study abroad. The target university can convert courses taken at the previous university. Remembering this, the man opened the information carefully on his cell phone.
"It seems like I have to go this way, to forget Azzahra. Because if I still stay in this city, Azzahra's shadow will continue to haunt me. Staying away from that girl is the best way for me..." The man felt confident in his plan.
Without thinking, Zaidan immediately took the laptop that was on the table. Some time ago, fortunately, Zaidan had prepared the requirements he needed. It didn't take long for Zaidan to fill out the application and upload all the requirements. A few moments later...
"Thank God, everything has been uploaded. I'm just waiting for the selection results from the college team. "Hopefully, what I do has blessings, to forget Azzahra, who has become someone's wife." While sighing, Zaidan spoke to himself.
The man's eyes were misty; he was reminded of Azzahra's beautiful and innocent face. Even though the man had tried hard to forget the girl, Azzahra's gorgeous face and sincerity were not easy for him to forget.
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A few moments later...
Azzahra, who fainted and continued to sleep for a while, finally slowly opened her eyes. The girl felt her female organs feel sore. When she realized what had just happened and saw her still naked body, only tears could tell. The girl sobbed again...
"Oh my God... is this really my destiny? My husband, Gus Azzam, has demanded his rights. But does it have to be this way, Lord... Isn't a more subtle and polite way that respects me as a woman and a wife..." Azzahra said softly, feeling tragic about what happened to her.
"Since I was born in this world, I have never made a mistake that violates Your commands, O Allah. But the fate you outlined for me is ruthless..." sobbing retook control of Azzahra.
"I have accepted this arranged marriage and need time to adapt to my husband. When on my way, I saw the depravity my husband was committing. Wouldn't it be wrong if I tried to stay away from him? But instead, you gave this incident to me..." Azzahra continued to let out all the problems she had been having all this time.
Sobs continued to be heard coming from the girl's lips. The whereabouts of Gus Azzam, her husband, who had just had sex with her without asking the girl's permission, are no longer known. Only Azzahra, who feels disgusted with her current situation, is left.
"Or was this incident my punishment for leaving Zaidan? "That man was so kind and sincere in helping me, but I left his apartment without his permission." Suddenly, Azzahra remembered Zaidan.
Even though in her heart Azzahra concluded that Zaidan liked her, Azzahra had acted naturally towards this man all this time. And now, with her current situation, Azzahra feels embarrassed to meet that man.
"I don't have any face in front of everyone anymore. Gus Azzam..., Abi, Umi, Zizan's older brother, and Gus Azzam's parents. Especially towards you, Zaidan... Maybe I should calm down, stay away from everyone." Azzahra spoke to herself.
Moreover, Gus Azzam, who had asked for his rights as a husband, no longer cared about it. Who knows where the man is now because the girl can no longer see him in the apartment. The girl seemed to have new enthusiasm and immediately rushed to get up from the edge of her bed. Seeing blood stains on the bed sheet, Azzahra pulled and removed the sheet from the bed. Not long after, the girl limped towards the bathroom.
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