There was this girl that grew up in a small town. She was the fourth born of her mother. She didn't grow up with a father's figure but she had a stepfather on the age of 4. Growing up with her 2brothers and mother.
Her sister lived with an uncle so she was only visiting when she had vacations. They were not that close because they didn't get to see each other often.
This girl came from a homophobic family. At a very young age she knew she liked girls, but she liked boys too so she is bisexual. At that time she didn't even know it had a name all she knew is that she could not tell anyone. She always lived with the thoughts that she wanted a boyfriend that had 2 girlfriends so they could live together and do stuffs.
She had a crush on a older girl but she couldn't tell anyone because it was impossible. She just like her and imagining things that would definitely never happen but still she was thinking about anyway.
One day she wrote "I cannot stop thinking about her, can't wait to kiss her". Mind you she was only 11 years old. And one day her brother went into her notebook and saw it. He told their mother and they punished her, but they didn't take it serious.
They took it as a joke because they don't have that kind of thing or relationships in the family. Little if they knew how serious she was.