ANGELOU
After days of careful consideration and deep reflection, contemplating on prolonged thoughts of everything that happened, I had finally made up my mind. Although it wasn't what I wanted and what I wished to cross paths at, I wasn't given a chance to choose as he had already decided his course of action.
I never thought he would do what he did. I had never imagined that even in his condition, he would decide on such a thing that immensely devastated me. Lucy must have poisoned his mind. She must have corrupted his thoughts with lies for him to commit such a decision. I had no doubt about it.