After days of careful consideration and deep reflection, contemplating on prolonged thoughts of everything that happened, I had finally made up my mind. Although it wasn't what I wanted and what I wished to cross paths at, I wasn't given a chance to choose as he had already decided his course of action.
I never thought he would do what he did. I had never imagined that even in his condition, he would decide on such a thing that immensely devastated me. Lucy must have poisoned his mind. She must have corrupted his thoughts with lies for him to commit such a decision. I had no doubt about it.
When Black told me days ago what Gabriel ordered and wished to happen, I wouldn't lie that I almost begged him to reconsider. I almost ate my pride and beseech Gabriel not to throw me out of his premises. Good thing I didn't, because that would only lead me to further humiliation and completely lose the remaining thing I got left within me, which is my self-respect.
