I couldn't think properly. I couldn't think well. My mind was in a state of complete and utmost dilemma that I could literally feel the veins inside my head throbbing extremely due to waywardness and depression. Raphael had been long gone yet I am still here, rooted on my seat and seemed immobile to even stand and leave this place.
I couldn't hardly believe everything I heard from Raphael. My heart couldn't grasp, or should I say, didn't wish to conceive everything that Raphael revealed to me earlier. It was like I was inside a horrible nightmare and the thing I feared the most occurred.