[Yoon Siyeon POV]
. I had a lot of fun every day, despite my concerns about the undefined direction of my sexual desires and my sympathy for Jihoon for not being able to participate in proper skinship between lovers.
Anyway, I finally started dating Jihoon and even asked his friends, 'Are you finally dating? Because I was blessed with a story like 'It took so long~'.
"Ta-da, who is it?"
"Looking at the thick fingers, I think it is a monkey's hand."
"Do you really want to die?"
It was a bit like a friendship, but it was still full of excitement.
We spent time on a date while holding hands, and I, who wanted to enjoy each day even more before the midterm exams that were coming soon, secretly urged Jihoon.
"Hey, the three of us and Seonha are going to have a meal, so try to make arrangements for me in volunteer work, okay?"
"Lee Seonha likes dogs. Just wait. He's so popular that it's not easy to make an appointment."
"They said you were his best friend in college."
"That's true, but he does volunteer work so much. I can't let you go for a meal. It's also a test."
"That's true, but... then what about after the exam? Let's have something to eat right after it's over."
"I'll just say it first. He's the kind of guy who usually accepts promises of food."
From the first time we met, I felt like I wanted to become his friend, and that feeling grew stronger as the days passed.
Thanks to my very active personality, I have always had many friends, but among them, there were very few people I really wanted to interact with on a deep level.
Meanwhile, Lee Seonha was someone I thought I would like to be friends with for a long time.
Anyway, while I was still enjoying platonic love without having sex or even kissing my boyfriend, the midterm exams were over.
I was finally able to have a drink.
"Hello! My name is Ryu Seol! I'm Sunha's Oppa's girlfriend!"
Including Lee Seonha's cute girlfriend.
The four of us together.
***
Needless to say, the drinking party was fun. An interesting boyfriend with whom I always get along well, Lee Seonha, whom I wanted to become close with, and his girlfriend Ryu Seol, who makes me want to be her younger sister.
I liked everything. How long has it been since we last had a drink where we chatted and had fun like this?
I was getting tired of gatherings of women who subtly kept each other in check, as well as gatherings of men who subtly flirted with me.
It was truly happiness, like sweet rain in a drought. It may have been more comfortable because both parties had lovers.
Then, when I wanted to have a quick girls-only chat, I followed Seol to the bathroom.
As my body started to get a little hot from the alcohol, I started having a secret sex talk without realizing it.
Actually, I didn't have anything to say; I just wanted to hear Seol's story, but fortunately, Seol didn't seem reluctant and happily talked about it.
"Oppa's dick is really big. So when it is inside my pussy, my womb is always full."
"Really? That bigger? Than other people?"
"Actually, I'm not sure because I've never seen another man's dick, but he was big on me!"
"After you do it? Does it really feel that good?"
"It hurt a little the first time, but every time after that, I felt like I was dying of pleasure. I loved it so much♡"
"…"
Seeing Seol talking about sex with her boyfriend with a happy face, I swallowed my saliva without realizing it.
I'm stupid and making ridiculous excuses, but this cute girl is already doing this because she finds sex fun.
Looking back, hearing this story from Seol at that time may have been the start of the problem.
A few hours later....
After the enjoyable drinking party, I put Jihoon in the taxi, and I was just about to get in next to him.
-Grin
My heart pounded when I saw Lee Seonha's face smiling at me.
And.
I started masturbating as soon as I got home.
From this day on,.
In the Korean dramas I usually enjoy, I started to focus more on the actions of a villainous woman who commits an affair without her husband knowing her.
-Squeak…
Watching that makes my crotch itch.
It's probably all because of Seol's story about her having sex with her boyfriend.
***
I went on a date with Jihoon over the weekend. The date itself was fun.
I was always filled with excitement and joy when I was next to Jihoon, and I couldn't feel more at ease when he held my hand, wrapped his arms around mine, or hugged me.
But still.
I didn't want to kiss Jihoon yet, and I didn't have any sexual desire either. Then, whenever I came home, I was so excited that I started masturbating.
And, funny enough, that masturbation wasn't something I did while thinking about my boyfriend. I just mechanically touched my breasts and pinched my clitoris to stimulate it.
Then the dawn changes from Sunday to Monday.
I had a dream.
In my dream, a man kissed me. He teased my body for a long time, kissing me, kneading my breasts, and teasing my pussy.
I was extremely excited by all those touches, and when I woke up, I checked my pants without realizing it, breathing heavily.
"Haa… Haa… ♡"
It was wet.
As if men were having a wet dream, I was having a dirty dream and was breathing hotly with my pussy and pants soaked.
My body was hot, and I couldn't resist my sexual desire, so I immediately ran to the bathroom and masturbated while fingerfucking my pussy..
-Squeak… ! Squeak! Squeak! Squeak! Squeak!
"Huh… Tsk♡ Haaaaan… ♡ Aahhhh… ♡"
Pushuuut…PSssssss.....
"Haaaaa… ♡"
I reached the climax in an instant. The excitement reached its peak, and my body went limp from the incredible pleasure I had never felt before, drenching the bathroom floor with my love juice.
It felt good, but I couldn't believe my foolish behavior.
"Are you crazy? Are you crazy, Yoon Siyeon?"
Recently, I only felt a vague sense of pleasure when masturbating, so before the excitement subsided, I masturbated while imagining the man in my dreams.
The big problem was that the man in the dream was someone I knew well.
"Why… "
I can't even masturbate imagining my boyfriend.
"How can you masturbate by imagining your boyfriend's friend?"
His friend....
When I thought of Lee Seonha, the man in my dreams, I became excited as if electricity went through my whole body.
Even now that he's already gone, the moment I think of his face 🥵🥵🥵.
-Finch, flinch… ♡
My pussy was fluttering. It was urging my body, as if asking for a little more touch.
"Really… I can't… "
-Jjigeeoeoeoook…
I know it shouldn't be done, but...
The climax occurred a little while ago.
Because I was so happy doing it that I briefly passed out and went insane.
-Jjigeeook… Squeak! Squeak!
My fingers began to stroke my tits and her pussy again.
"Hmm… ♡"
***
At first, masturbation was filled with regret and guilt, but after two days, I got used to it and adapted to it.
That's right, there was no way to beat the pleasure that tingled through my whole body, from the tips of my feet to the top of my head.
Of course, that didn't mean I wanted to date Lee Seonha or break up with Kim Jihoon.
Just that...
The sexual excitement was just directed in that direction.
"Hey, do you want cotton candy ? You really like this."
"Oh, Jihoon Kim! Do you remember that too?"
"I eat it every time I come to the zoo, so... let's just eat it."
"Thank you!"
My love for Jihoon has never changed.
Today, I felt my boyfriend's consideration to the fullest while the two of us were enjoying a date.
[Seonha: I have two days of volunteer work tomorrow and the day after tomorrow. Do you want to do it together?]
I received a call from Seonha. I flinched for a moment, but I was the one who asked him to contact me if there was anything he wanted to do.
Moreover, since he was a good friend in one way or another, I was full of desire to see his face again.
I never want to stay away from him because of my own stupid, embarrassing self-consolation.
"Hey, Jihoon Oppa. Can I do volunteer work with Seonha on Saturday and Sunday?"
"What are you getting permission for? Is there something you want to do?"
"Yes. I heard that we are providing fans to Daldongne and helping seniors clean their houses."
"It's crazy; it must be hard... I'm working a short-term part-time job this Saturday and Sunday anyway."
"Then, can you send a message to Seonha saying you're not going?"
"Oh, he sent it to me too. He said he would do some volunteer work with you. What else is this guy reporting on?"
I believe Jihoon was secretly pleased that she was requesting permission ahead of time, whether it was for me or something else, even though it sounded like she was asking for permission for something like that.
I see you can't help the corner of your mouth twitching.
'My boyfriend is secretly cute~'
She chuckled and sent a reply to Sunha.
Let's go together.
And again, while sending that message,.
-Squeak…Flinch
She felt her panties getting slightly wet, but she tried to ignore it.
***
"You'll probably just be cleaning with that guy over there, and I'll be going around changing fans with other people."
"I'm confident in cleaning! I'll do my best."
"Don't try too hard. From what I remember, it's a neighborhood where there aren't particularly strange people, so there won't be any problems."
Saturday.
I thought I would be moving my body a lot, so I joined Lee Seonha wearing only comfortable jeans and a round top.
As I had masturbated last night, my body was in perfect condition thanks to it.
Burning with enthusiasm, I met Sunha and heard what he had to do today, but somehow I realized that Sunha's gaze was strange.
When the four of us met before, his gaze was aimed straight at my eyes.
'Hey now… Are you looking at my breasts?'
He was looking toward my chest. Overtly. It's so blatant that I wonder if he is not paying attention on purpose.
There was no way I had seen it wrong. Throughout my life, I have received as many compliments for my body as for my face, so I have lived my life receiving and ignoring the stares of many men.
That's why I was confident.
Lee Seonha is looking at my breasts right now.
Of course, it was normal for me to feel uncomfortable when my boyfriend's friend gave me an overt look, but strangely, I didn't feel that way at all.
-Painting, pounding…
My heart was pounding. At his gaze at me, a strange excitement began to rise from within my body.
"See you later then."
"Uh, yeah… See you later."
Only after he turned around and walked away did the pounding subside a little.
However, with my head still complicated, I somehow made a smile and cleaned all kinds of shabby houses.
'What, what, is he really crazy? What's wrong with him all of a sudden today?!'
I already didn't feel comfortable masturbating while thinking about his face every night, but seeing him like that made me even more excited.
I couldn't figure out why I was doing this. My body felt much hotter at this moment than when I imagined sex with Jihoon before.
In the midst of the chaos, I cleaned up in a trance, and after about three hours, the day's volunteer work ended with the news that a food truck was coming.
"Come by 4 o'clock tomorrow. Before then, another team will come and take care of the interior, and we will be in charge of cleaning up after it. You can clean it like you did today."
"Uh, okay. See you tomorrow then~"
"Thank you for your hard work. See you tomorrow."
And even until the last moment of parting, Lee Seonha's eyes scanned my beasts and ass.
As if running away from those strange gazes, I hurried back home. And as soon as I arrived, I sat down and lost myself in thought.
-Jjigeuk…
I know.
The inside of your panty is already a mess.
But for today, she held back her sexual desires and continued thinking.
Rather than the reason for Lee Seonha's actions right now, it's about what on earth I'm excited about.
Do I like Lee Seonha? No. I could definitely say that wasn't the case. I loved Jihoon.
It's true that she had good feelings for Lee Seonha, but she never said those were bigger than her feelings for Jihoon.
Then, she slowly looked back at herself to see why her body became hot when she looked at Lee Seonha and thought of her.
Then, an assumption suddenly occurred to me.
'Wait a minute, I can't believe it...?'
In the Korean dramas I used to watch, I was recently watching a character I was more immersed in than anyone else.
The villain committed an affair with her friend without her husband's knowledge and enjoyed the prospect of being caught. There is at least one female character in every drama.
Korean dramas are meant to be watched that way, so of course I was enjoying them, thinking that was the case.
-Squeak… Squeak… ♡
The moment I remembered that, my body became so hot that I couldn't hold it in any longer.
I imagined it without even realizing it.
I am secretly meeting Seonha.
Meeting Jihoon's close friend.
Meet…
-Jjigeeook…Aahhhhhh
"Huh… ♡"
Yoon SiYeon, you're such a crazy bitch!