It was cold, my whole body felt like it thrown to a boiling water, my throat in pain, I want something....something...I smell the delicious aroma of blood.
Blood?!
I opened my eyes and saw my father holding the body of a dead person, I didn't know who it is because its face was covered by its hair, but I definitely want something from it, my throat was burning as I stared at it obsessively, I want to drink?!!.
"Come on dear, gently, bite." My father urged me, and I want to, my whole being screamed me to take a bite, but I know.
I know if I did then I will be something I wish I were not, a monster, an abomination to nature, something I deeply don't want to be.
Why?! Why must my father and mother do this to me?! To us?! Why must they cursed us in this kind of life?!.
But my desire took control of me and I sink my self to its forbidden taste, the blood energized me and I can't help but drink, and drink, and I forget how I was against in drinking just a moment ago, it was intoxicating.
"Shhhh, its okay, don't cry my little moon, don't cry." My father voice soothe me as I manage to control myself, I buried my head in his shoulder as I cried myself my senses heightened and I could here my sister's confuse exclamation.
I watched as my father roughly handled my siblings forcing them to drink and fall to abyss with me, I want to hate my father, by my for him wins against my hatred.
I closed my eyes and fell into my memories, the origin of everything I am today.
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In a small home, two children were playing, one with golden locks and other with honey blond hair, both of them held a wooden toy carved like a girl, and a sword, behind them was their brother.
"Freya, Thalia!" Their mother's voice called them out.
Freya smiled at her sister and drag her, while Thalia held little Finns hand and they arrived infront of their house, where their mother was talking, no crying almost begging a stranger who have black hair.
Thalia hid behind Freya's back and held little Finn's hand tightly, while Freya grip her hands.
Thalia felt like something was wrong when the stranger glance at their direction and seemingly walked towards them while their mother was crying desperately.
"You must be little Freya." The stranger said, her voice deep and seemingly happy, but Thalia felt something bad is about to happen.
And indeed it did, one moment, they were playing happily and with each other's company, and the next second, her older sister was gone, and her mother proclaimed her dead, Thalia cried while holding her brother who cried with her.
Upon their father's arrival, she could hear her father's desperate plea, and his heartbreaking cries for her sister, but her sister was not dead, little thalia want to say.
They then left their home and travel far away, this time her mother gave birth, a brother, Elijah, his father had grown cold and distant, but he always held a smile when facing her.
And strangely Thalia wanted to say something when her mother become close to a wolf just close to their land, her father was out joinning the war, but Thalia felt like her mother would be mad if she says something so she just shut her mouth and took care of her brothers while constantly thinking of her older sister and practicing magic.
And her mother become pregnant once again, this time when the child was born, she could feel her father's expectation, as he held the just, her father rejoice and said that the baby have the eyes of a warrior.
Thalia was happy, because her father once again become warm, with Niklause arrival, her other siblings came one by one, Kol, Rebekah, and sweet little Henrik.
But when Father learned of Klause weak body he become Increasingly violent as the years past, sometimes Thalia would intervene and shield Klause from her father's beating, when her father accidently hit her, He could see regret dancing in his eyes,and the whole month he ignored Niklause and proceeded to teach her various way to fight.
Thalia was overjoyed because Kol like her loves magic, they bond together with magic, playing various games to irritate their siblings, while her sweet darling Rebekah was the sweetest girl she had ever met, well she might be biased.
Rebekah idolised the idea of marriage and family, to give birth and have a child of her own, Thalia's favourite thing is when she braid Rebekah's hair, they talks about their dreams and their woes.
Out of her siblings, she's most protective of her Rebekah and ofcourse, her little Henrik.
Their family was happy, albeit sometimes chaotic because of her father, there were time where they have peace and just be a normal family.
But it all change when full moon's comes.
At that time Thalia feel the dread all over her body when she saw her sweet Henrick covered in blood in Niklause arms.
Thalia weep loudly, her heart felt like someone poke it a hundred time and broke it to pieces, her sweet Henrick gone.
And maybe that's the final blow that made her father considered the madness his doing to them now.
Subjecting them to this cursed life, a life of constantly craving blood, and of the life of hiding in the shadow all their life.
But that's not the worse thing that happened, not only they were cursed into this life but its the start of their family's bond being challenged.
Niklause become the thing whom took the life of her dearest Henrick, a wolf, it means one thing, he become the proof of my mother's infidelity.
And because of that, my father's rage drown him, and his hatred towards my brother blinded his decision, she tried to let her brother escape before her mother sealer his wolf side but for some reason her father knows her plan and they were ambush before they can fled.
Her father for the first time in her life, truly raised his hand against her, his eyes, oh his eyes, is what Thalia will never forget, gone the love and care, replace by those hatred and filled with rage, gone the father she lived dearly.
And Thalia could do is watch her brother screamed in pain as he called her name for help, she could nothing...nothing....
And that's the start of her sweet brother's change, Niklause was gentle, he loved painting as much as he want to fight, but gone that Niklause but replace by a man of hatred and fear.
Thalia knows of her mother's death, after all she was there the day her brother's killed her mother, she took care of her mother's body and erased the evidence of her brother's crime, maybe it caused by guilt that's why she let her brother lie to their family.
They fled.
Fled, away from their father's wrath, from their oppressors arm, together.
The start of their journey to life full of betrayal and hatred, will this emotion consumed their family, or will love wins in the end?.