'It's been three months since my last diary entry. During this time, I've had a wonderful time with Zhirou, and our family has been full of joy, so I haven't been writing in my diary.
But... I can't explain it, I feel so conflicted. Am I being too petty, or am I too sensitive? Why do I always feel that Zhirou isn't truly sincere with me? We share a few mutual friends, including some I introduced to her. But gradually, they all started to distance themselves from me and got closer to Zhirou instead. It seems like the only one left close to me is Qiao Kexin, but I always feel that Qiao Kexin's intentions aren't pure in her approach to me. Let's not talk about Qiao Kexin for now.
