Somewhere on a rainy day, inside a car:
Zaid: "Uncle, Am I a monster now?"
Butler: "How can you say that, young master? You are still so little. You should just enjoy your life right now and stop worrying about what your parents say, okay? And now, please rest. I will wake you up when we reach our mansion, alright?"
Zaid's POV: Sometimes I wonder why Mom left me... Am I not her son? Is it my fault? (Sigh…)
My father... not a father but a real monster... used to beat my mom, used to rape her whenever he wanted. Whenever I tried to help Mom, he also beat me mercilessly... After some time, I got used to it for saving my mom... I sacrificed my childhood... But what I got... is something more hurtful than those beatings...
My mom left me in my so-called father's hand because...
I was not her son. (That hurts, right?) Now I know why my father used to beat her, because she snatched his lover. About raping her, I don't even know if it is true or not; my mom just filled me with hate...
And about my father... he hates me to the core... But what was my fault? I
didn't even know anything... After some time, he started to bring a lot of women to our house, started to have with sex them...
You want to know how I know all about these things at such a young age? Because... my father used to fuck every woman in front of me... He just wanted to show me his hatred... towards me by making that woman slap me, grab my hair when he fucks her. But what was my fault...
Suddenly, an idea popped up into my so-called father's mind...
One Day
"He brings in a giant man with tattoos, his hands full of cigarettes and liquor bottles... I was just standing there without any emotions, looking at them, when I heard my father's voice...
Zaid's father: 'You can do anything to him, as much as you want, and then just
kill this fucker...'
Tears started to gather in my eyes as he looked at me, smiling creepily... Now, the last hope I had for my life started to disappear... I ran towards the kitchen, and at that moment, Butler Uncle was there... I knew he knew everything and would follow every command I gave because of my grandpa's last wish...
I looked towards him and said, without any emotions, 'Bring me a knife and get ready...' As I said it, he followed my command... I was so little to handle those giant bodies, but I wasn't scared of them... I knew I was going to become a monster...
Butler Uncle started to fight with them, and as I expected, they were fully drunk, so it became easier for Uncle to capture them... Then I said, 'Uncle, can you take them to our basement?' Butler Uncle followed the command... I ran towards my mom's room and started to scream...
'You succeeded, Mom... You just made me an orphan, a monster... I'm not going to leave you either after dealing with this creepy little so-called father... I hate my family, I hate you...'
He cried that day, and he knew it was going to be the last time... After refreshing himself, he started going towards the basement, where all five people (including his father) were tied together and had so many wounds from the belt on their skin... I knew Uncle had beaten them... I glared at him..."
"And I took the belt from him... and said, 'First, beat yourself... Did I say you can beat them without me? No, right. How dare you.' He didn't say anything and started to beat himself mercilessly. You and I know what? I was enjoying it the blood made me feel euphoric... After some time, he started to bleed too much. Then I stopped him and said, 'Now step aside and don't forget to apply medicine on it. You can go from here.'
I knew how to use a knife because my so-called father used to make me kill innocent people just for his pleasure... I grabbed a knife from the table and
started to walk towards him. He started to shiver... (I laughed) (I love it so much). (He was trying to say something, but because of the tape on his
mouth, he couldn't, so I harshly removed the tape from his mouth which grabbed his moustache with it.... (Haha) (He is in pain, oh my god, I love this feeling). Then he said something...
Zaid's father: 'You son of a bitch, you are just like your mother... a slut....'
I laughed and said... 'Yeah, that's true... My mother was a bitch. My mother was a slut... But you made a mistake...' (My eyes started to darken) ... (I grabbed the knife tightly... pulled his tongue with my fingers... and snap! I cut it... like it was nothing, blood was flowing... I was liking this feeling) ...
Zaid: You are saying the truth, but you just shouldn't have included me...." (he said while laughing creepily), he then started to stab the knife into his father's heart. All the men who were watching these scenes started to shiver badly.
Zaid's pov
"I stabbed into his heart," one time. "I was not satisfied."
"Two times," (still not satisfied).
"Three times," (still not satisfied). I started to stab him continuously until I felt satisfied. I didn't even remember the counting.
Then I started going towards the men who were going to kill me, (ha-ha). I was bored with the knife, so I took a hammer from the table and started to hit them until I started to feel satisfied.
After some time, Butler Uncle came to me. He was not scared of me. I was fully covered in blood, splattered blood stains clearly visible on my face.
Then he said, "Should I warm water?" I said yes wanting to get clean from this dirty blood.
I slowly asked, "Are you not afraid of me? Now I have become a monster." Uncle smiled softly and said, "I am proud of you." (I was confused).
he asked, "Should we start training to become strong?" I knew it, even if I am not a monster right now, he will make me one, but I accepted his offer after
all I was blood of a monster too. I wanted to become like this. Yes, it was my choice. I held his hand, and then, he took me with him.