When was the last time I ate?
When was the last time I bathe?
When was the last time I smiled?
When was the last time I was happy?
I remember now.
It was before my family abandoned me on the streets of Raz City.
Who would abandon their child like that.
I hate my so called parents.
They were complete idiots.
Who decides to have another child if they couldn't afford to take care of them?
Was I an accident?
Use protection god damn it.
Why was I dumbest and weakest of my three siblings.
Besides not having enough money to take care of me, I was also the dumbest and weakest of my three other siblings.
I don't consider myself stupid but my parents sure thought so.
Compared to their oldest child, my sister who is 16 years old and got everything she ever wanted.
Probably because she was their only daughter.
I think my two older brothers, Haines and Gale, were more stupid than me, Yuki. Also since they were older, I being only 7 years old and and them being 15 and 14 years old, they were obviously much stronger than me.
They always bullied me and beat me up.
My parents never cared.
Only my favorite sibling cared. My sister Carmen.
She looked out for me and practically raised me all on her own.
I love her so much.
I miss her comforting hugs.
I miss her beautiful smile and laughter.
I want to see her again.
Does she miss me?
Does she think about me?
Is she crying right now?
Is she looking for me?
I would go out and look for her but I don't know how to get back to my home located in Geneva City.
I don't even know where and how far Raz city is from Geneva City.
Enough of this.
I have to go find food soon.
I feel my body shutting down.
I don't know if I have enough energy though.
I guess I'll just continue to rest in this dark, cold alley I call home.
I'm getting tired.
I'll just get a little sleep then try to look for food later.
As I my eyes start slowly closing, I began seeing a white bright light.
It was warm and inviting.
I'll sleep well today.