I gulped as the words left her mouth. "B-but mommy, you just put me in a diaper." I said, letting the paci fall from my mouth as my nervousness snapped me out of littlespace.
"Oop! I'm sorry, baby, mommy forgot! I can take it off if you like, but nobody will notice, and where we're going it won't matter. In fact I think when you see where we are you'll be happy you're wearing one." she said, making me curious.
"Where are we going?" I asked, tilting my head curiously.
"That's a surprise baby" she said, popping my paci back in my mouth. "Now what do you wanna do? Do you trust me enough to wear your diaper, or do you want to wear big boy undies?"
I look down, contemplating my response for a moment before looking up at her. This is the woman I've been dating for four years now. Who fought tooth and nail to get bullies off my back. No way would she ever suggest wearing a diaper out of the house unless she was one hundred percent sure it wasn't gonna embarrass me. "A-awl wight, mawmy. If you say it will be otay, den I's weaw it." I said, smiling as the pacifier made my words sound more babyish.
"Good boy! Now come on, let's go get you dressed." She said, as she walked over to my closet, pulling out a baby Yoda t-shirt and some jean shorts, bringing them over. She slid the shorts over my legs, making me lay back and lift my butt so she could slide them under and over my diaper. She then made me sit up and lift my arms, pulling the shirt over them and my head. After she went to my underwear drawer and pulled out a pair of short socks and grabbed my shoes, walking back over and slipping the socks on my feet, followed by the shoes, tying them tight.
"There we go, baby boy, all ready to go!" she exclaimed, before rummaging through the duffle bag, seemingly to make sure she wasn't forgetting anything, even putting my pacifier in there before zipping it up and throwing it over her shoulder. She proceeded to pick me up, carrying me out to her car as I blushed. I was thankful that my only neighbors were a good few miles out so no one could see her carrying me like a toddler as she sat me in her back seat, buckling me up and sitting the duffle bag in the passenger seat before getting in the driver's seat and starting to drive.
The two of us drove for what felt like forever but in truth was only a few minutes as I glanced at the clock on the dash as I fidgeted in my seat. Pulling up to a stop light Liz looked in the mirror, seeing how much I was moving uncomfortably before she reached into the duffle bag, pulling out my pacifier and reaching back to offer it to me.
"Here baby, this'll make you feel better," she said with a smile. I only looked at it and then looked down. "Baby, come on, open up before the light turns green."
"I-I don't.....I don't want anyone to see...." I said looking down at the floor of the car.
"Baby, no one's gonna see, I promise" she said, giving a cheerful smile to reassure me.
"Y-you promise, mommy?" I ask, looking up at her, hazel eyes comforting me.
"I promise, baby." She said, holding the pacifier to my lips as I parted them, letting her push the nub in my mouth before I started to suckle on it, calming my nerves.
"Don't worry baby, I'm sure you'll feel better when we get where we're going" she said, turning back around, starting to drive again. I looked out the window, conflicted on how to feel between my excitement for getting treated the way I always wanted and the fear of being seen by someone like this.
As I was looking out the window I thought to myself about how far out we were driving, wondering just where we were going, slowly feeling my eyes growing heavy as I started to drift off, before falling asleep. The next thing I knew I was waking up to Liz shaking my knee.
"Wake up baby boy, we're here" she said through a bright smile. I slowly stirred from my slumber, looking out the window through blurry eyes to see where she'd taken me, noticing we were parked in a rather solitary parking lot with not much else around it. I looked to my left, seeing a big store, with a big sign in the center of the building's front, each letter being a different color and size, some seemingly intentionally crooked, all in a bubbly font spelling out "Little Dayz". I blinked, starting to wake up more as I thought to myself how childish the sign looked, almost like it was the sign to a toy store. I was shaken from my daze as Liz appeared in front of me, opening the car door and unbuckling me, lifting me out of the car as I started to squirm.
"N-no, please.....I-I don't want anyone seeing you carrying me,'' I said, trying to break from Liz's grip.
"Baby, please calm down. Trust me, no one here's gonna judge you" she said as she started walking towards the store, carrying the duffle bag with her. The entire walk up to the store I was restless, however my restlessness ended as the two of us walked through the door and my eyes lit up as I looked around surprised. All around me I saw baby clothing, diapers, cribs, and all sorts of other baby stuff. As I looked closer I noticed though, all of the things I saw were bigger than normal. In fact, everything was adult sized. It took a moment for it to register in my head, this wasn't a baby store, this was an LITTLE store!
I looked at Liz, my eyes still wide as she giggled, knowing exactly what was going through my head. "That's right, sweetie. This is a store catered to littles like you" she said, booping me on the nose, making me blush.
"I-I....How?.... How have I never heard of this place?" I asked, there was a million questions running through my head.
Liz giggled at my question, thinking I was so cute when I was confused. "It's fairly new and pretty far out of the way, baby boy. It took us an hour to get here after you fell asleep."
I looked around wide-eyed, amazed by what I was seeing, unable to fully believe it yet. "Wh-what.....what are we here to get?"
Liz chuckled a little as if I just asked why the sky was blue. "Well to get you some baby stuff of course. I'd only bought a couple diaper samples and two outfits for you, just in case you turned down my offer, but if you're gonna be my baby from now on, you're gonna need a lot more than that!" she said, bouncing me in her arms a little.
"If you're good and help mommy pick out the stuff you need, then mommy will get you some toys too" she said with a bright smile and a wink.
"Toys?" I asked, feeling myself starting to slip again, feeling like a kid in a toy store, because I technically was. Mommy walked over to the cart corral, filled with carts that looked like the ones made for older kids and adults with special needs, sitting me in the seat and buckling me in.
"Yes baby, mommy'll get you some toys, but you need help her pick out all your baby stuff first" she says as she lightly pinches my cheek.
I started to smile excitedly. "Otay!" I said, excitedly as I smiled up at her. Liz smiled down at me, starting to walk to what looked like the diaper aisle, pushing me along in the buggy.
"Good boy," she said, walking down the aisle. "Now baby, while we're here, mommy wants you to point at whatever you want. Don't worry about prices, just pick the diapers, clothes, and everything else you want."
"Okay mommy" I said with a giddy smile as she popped my pacifier in my mouth, I started to suck on it blissfully.
The two of us walked around the store for about an hour and a half, with me pointing at all the diapers and clothes I wanted and Liz picking out all the essentials herself, including a queen sized crib and a baby monitor. She let me pick out new, more babyish space themed bed clothes for my soon to be crib. As I finished walking around the store, filling my buggy full of everything I'll need for my new life.
"Alright baby, next stop the toy isle!" Liz said excitedly, making me bounce happily in my seat as she started walking to the toy aisle, stopping at the start of the aisle and unbuckling me from the buggy and lifting me up, setting me on the floor. "Okay, baby, now mommy wants you to look around and pick out some toys you want, okay?"
I simply nodded, still sucking my pacifier as I turned around and walked down the aisle. More waddled really, realizing now that I was actually walking in these diapers for the first time how much thicker they were than my old ones and how much harder it was to walk normal in them. I looked around for a few minutes, looking up and down the aisle and picking out a few toys at a time, taking them back to the cart and throwing them in, everything ranging from baby toys up to hot wheels.
"Is everything you want, baby boy?" she asked, walking up to me and smiling.
"Yes mommy!" I said, feeling content.
"Alright baby, then we just have one more stop before we leave" she said, picking me up and buckling me back in the buggy before walking out of the isle.
She walked to the back of the store as I felt my bladder starting to tell me I needed to go. I looked up at mommy, remembering how she seemed almost disappointed that I hadn't wet my diaper and at my surroundings, smiling and thinking how wonderful this all is as I decided to let go, filling my diaper as we approached the back of the store. Turning to look where we were headed my eyes went wide with excitement.
"Build-a-Bear!" I practically screamed with joy as the sign caught my eye, making me bounce up and down in the cart. "Wook mawmy! Build-a-Bear!"
"Yes I know sweetie! Aren't you excited? We're gonna get you a stuffie as one last toy for today." She said, making me squeal with joy as she pushed us into the store.
Mommy unbuckled me again and lifted me out of the cart and setting me on my feet, and within seconds I was darting around, looking at all the different stuffed animals. "Now baby, I want you to just pick one stuffie for today, okay sweetie?" She said as I looked back at her.
"Awww! Onwy one?" I asked, pouting a little.
"Yes little one, just one for today. We already have a lot of toys and other things to fit in the car for today, but I promise you, we'll be back, okay?" She said, kneeling down al little to meet my eyes.
"Otay mawmy..." I said a little sad as she leaned in and kissed my forehead, making me giggle a little.
"Good boy, now go pick out your stuffie."
I continued darting around for a good 15 minutes, looking at a raccoon, a red panda, an alien bear, and many others until my eyes landed on the perfect stuffie. I ran up to it with the biggest smile on my face, snatching it up and running over to mommy with it.
"Wook mawmy! A woof!" I said excitedly, holding up an empty grey wolf for her to see.
She gasped as she looked at it. "Baby that's perfect for you!" She said as she messed up my hair, making me giggle. "Alright baby, let's go stuff your new little friend.
Within a few minutes we had stuffed my new wolf and did the whole heart ceremony, mommy even letting me pick out some cute outfits for him after I begged her a little.
"Alright baby, it's time to go check out" she said, lifting me and my new friend I decided to name Gray up into the cart, buckling me in before making her way out of Build-a-Bear and towards the front of the store.
As we approached the register, the cashier lady looked over to me and smiled brightly as I held on to my new wolf toy. "Well hello there little boy, aren't you just the cutest? I haven't seen you here before. What's your name, sweetie?" she asked me as she started ringing up all my new stuff. I simply hid my face behind Gray in embarrassment.
"Now sweetie, don't be rude. Answer the nice lady" mommy said in a gentle yet stern tone, looking down at me.
"M-my name's J-Jay" I said shyly, lowering the Gray a little to look at her.
"Awww, what a cute name! How long has he been your little?" she asked, looking at mommy.
"Oh! Well we've been together for a few years now, but I only found out about him being a little recently. Today's actually his first full day being my little boy" Liz said with a happy smile.
"Really? Aww and you're already spoiling him rotten I see" she giggled, looking at all the things the two of us were buying.
"Guilty as charged" she laughed, rubbing the back of her neck, making me giggle.
"It's okay hun, I can tell by how tightly he's holding that little wolf that he's happy, and that's what's important. You're just being a good mommy" the lady said with a bright smile. She finished ringing up all of my purchases, asking me to hold out Gray so she could scan him, telling mommy the total as she paid without batting an eye. Being from a wealthy family had it's perks I suppose.
"Thank you for coming to Littleside, you two! I hope we get to see you again soon" the cashier said, waving at the two of us walking out of the store as I waved back at her, holding Gray tightly in my arms.
"Okay baby boy, we're gonna get something to eat on the way home. What sounds good to you, sweetie?" she asked after buckling me up in my new car seat and putting all of my purchases in the trunk.
"Um.....McDonalds!" I said happily, cuddling Gray.
"Alright sweetie" she said, driving home, picking up some food on the way as I slept in the back.