Present time
I was the last out of all the werewolves to phrase. My wolf finally made her presence known at nineteen. Nico was the earliest and I know it was because of the anger he felt the night he realized that I gave my virginity to Tala. It wasn't the last time I had intercourse with Tala, I returned again and again. My heart belonged to Nico, and when we weren't together I should have apologized and begged for his forgiveness. Instead, my shame led me to Tala's bed.
I have to admit though his sex was addictive, and even thinking about it I find myself beginning to fantasize.
Despite this, I turned over a new leaf and vowed there would be no love triangles or drama in this pack. Being with somebody who isn't your markmate was strictly prohibited. I feel guilty because Tala and Nico still aren't on very good terms. Tala tries to have a relationship with him but he wants nothing to do with it.
I put my spell book in the storage chest in my tent. I was glad that we decided to have the trailer removed and everybody had their tent. I don't believe in that togetherness and bonding like Alpha Ajay did. I need separation, I need space.
I hear footsteps entering my tent. I turn to see Tala. His presents still make me nervous, but I have to hide it because I am Alpha and I have to always appear strong.
"Numbers?"
"There has to be about seven or eight spaceships."
I nod.
"They're multiplying each day, Rori."
"But they still haven't attacked or even reached out for communication."
" We can't give them time to." He crosses his arms over his chest.
"We don't know their Intentions."
"And you want to stick around and find out?"
"Enough." I hear Nico entering my room. His words were deep and demanded attention.
"And who made you Alpha Nico?" Tala, nearly hissed his name. Tala has told me many times that Nico needs to quit being a crybaby and get over the situation. Grudges can't be held against your partner in a relationship. His words replayed in my brain
I see Nico, biting his lip in frustration. I was technically Alpha but he took on the role of protecting me.
"Will you Excuse us, Tala?" I say the words with my eyes never leaving Nico's face.
I hear Tala leave.
"You know I told you I don't want you in the room alone with him."
"When are you seriously going to get over that?" I can hear the annoyance of my voice.
He walked over towards me and his body was so close to mine that a feather couldn't fit between us. I feel Nico's hand grab my chin. Lifting my face to face him.
"It's adorable you think you make the rules?" I see that twinkle in his eye. On the very soft side, Nico likes the dominant and submissive things. There is a lot of playfulness and not as much intensity. It's a completely different experience than what I had with Tala.
I feel my knees growing weak as my body wants to touch. I bring my lips to him and he pulls away. I know he wants to kiss me on his terms and it's going to be used as a reward. Or he was just going to downright tease me.
After the hours of sex with Nico and like always he didn't disappoint, I lay with my hands cuffed to the bed still.
"Please and undo the handcuffs. I want to touch you." I analyze him lying next to me. I feel the grips on my hand release as the handcuffs are undone. It excites me to be tied down to the bed. I love how sex with Nico, can be very kinky with paddles, chains, and punishments. Then he always gives me the cuddle time I need. Sometimes it is lovemaking and romance with Nico, it's a little bit of everything.
"I love you." I look into his eyes and then I lay my head on his chest. He gently rubs my back.
I noticed he didn't say it back which I know he's upset about earlier. I love having sex when he tells me that I'm his. I know he knows that I love him, our souls are embedded with each other. I know there are still some insecurities about Tala. I need him to know that's in the past.
I rub my nose against his nose.
"You don't love me?"
He smiles. "You know I do." He looks deep into my eyes.
I love the taste of his mouth as he kisses me.
"I'm sorry about earlier," I say once our lips pull apart
"I know I'm coming across as a pathetic jealous loser."
"You're not."
"I just can't imagine him having you again."
I nestled my head deeper into his chest and the scent was driving me crazy.
"He's never on my mind."
I feel my body being pulled on top of him, I love straddling him.
"Good because then I will have to kill him, and you'll have a mess on your hands Alpha."
I rolled my eyes and we began making love again.