They sometimes say follow your heart and just do whatever it demands but for Jaden he knew logic most of the times overpowers heart issues. He had never had issues with the heart and brain decision making problem. That was the first time he was experiencing that, should he follow his heart or his head. His heart for the first time was yearning for someone's touch and presence yet he knew he had to keep his virus and other issues to himself. How would he tell her that he can't do this and that because of this and that? He increased the grip strength in his arms without knowing.