Christian Alidini - Wednesday, February 5th
I'm sitting, waiting for him to come out and explain everything to me. That everything is fine and that I will be able to take him to our hotel where we will eat grilled fish with other expensive food and then go for a walk on the beach where I will convince him to stay for one more day.
After that we will spend the night together, take a bath with candles. Maybe, if he lets me, I will give him a massage. In the morning, I will bring him breakfast in bed, we will stay until noon in the bedroom then go to the museum that I wanted to visit with him.
Yes, we will do all of that once Frederic tells me that everything is fine.
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He finally comes out and tells me to come sit down inside.
"This is the picture of the ecography I took on you Mr. Jackson," He gives him the picture, "As you can see here, there is a small white ball." It instantly hits me, I turn to look at Mr. Jackson.
"What is it? Do I have a tumor, or maybe cancer?! What is this?!!" He screams.
"Hum... You are pregnant, sir." He finally tells him. Mr. Jackson doesn't say anything at first, then he begins to laugh. I look at him confused.
"Is this a joke? Cuz' it's very funny, Mr. Alidini you didn't tell me your friend was such a joker!" He laughs hard, "No but seriously, what is the small white thing on the ecography?"He says.
" Mr. Jackson, I'm serious, it's your and Mr. Alidini baby. "Frederic repeats.
" Stop fucking with me, now!! The fuck!? Come on, man! WHAT'S ON THE FUCKING PICTURE!!? "he stands up and takes the doctor by his shirt. I get up and take him away from the doctor, the receptionist barges in the room.
"Doctor, do I need to call the security? "She asks.
" No, it's ok Ms. Thompson, you can go. "He dismisses her. I take Mr. Jackson back to his chair and he calms himself down.
" Mr. Jackson, I'm sorry to break it to you but you are indeed pregnant, a month pregnant to be exact and next week you will be able to hear your baby's heartbeat. "Frederic tells him calmly, Mr. Jackson looks up at him, a single tear sliding down on his beautiful face. I try to take his hand but he pushes it.
"Alright, what do I need to do? "He asks, his voice barely audible.
"It would be nice if you could come tomorrow for Le to do a complete check up and then we will see for the rest. For now you need to rest and I will prescribe some vitamins along with irons." He says as he writes down things. Mr. Jackson seems lifeless.
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I took him to the car and went to buy the pills he needed, then we went to the hotel I reserved.
When I open the door he rushes to the bathroom and locks himself inside. I proceed to lay down on the bed and after a few minutes he comes out and lays on my chest. I don't dare touch him as I am scared of his reaction.
"How the hell did you manage to get me pregnant, aside from the fact that you obviously came to me which is wild because I swear I thought that we were protected, just how? Are you some kind of superhero that can impregnate everyone??" He questions me. I take a breath and try to think of an explanation that won't seem too crazy for him.
" What? ", he jerks his head up and looks at me," Do you have super sperm? Hey earth to you Mr. Alidini! "He snaps his fingers in front of my face.
" No... But yes from where I come from some men can, in fact get pregnant and you are part of those men. It's a bit complicated but I swear that I will explain everything to you, why don't you take a nap before?" I put my arm around his waist and he puts his head right under my chin.
" Yeah, I will take a little nap but don't you dare escape. You are stuck with me now. " I slowly drift into deep slumber.
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" Father.... Father, wake up.... Father.... "A child's voice seems to reach for me and get my attention,"It's my father, your little pea....". I am submerged by the darkness but the voice comes closer to me, the child voice rings loudly.
"Who are you? What do you want from me?" The moment I posed my question, I could feel something moving inside of me, weird.
"Father, it's me inside of you, your little pea!!" The voice screams from my belly.
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I wake up in sweat, panting. Everything that happened, it was all a dream. I am at home right now, taking a nap after watching too many episodes of season two of squid game, that must be it right?
Still, I find myself alone in a strange hotel room. I get up from the bed, I notice that the window that leads to the balcony is opened. I walk to the balcony to watch the view and damn it, I'm still at the beach. It's the afternoon, it must be. I return to the bed to check the time, it is two pm.
Everything that happened right before my pap came back to me.
That means that I am pregnant for real, for real!?
Hell,ahhhh ! What the fuck, I can't be pregnant, I'm a man, with a very big dick a balls with no uterus. A biological male since birth, how?!
I feel dizzy, this nonsense is making me sick. I sit on the bed, take my shirt off and lie on the bed. I hesitantly caress my abdomen, a real baby is inside of me. I am going to be a father but I am also going to give birth to this baby.
Then realize that Mr. Aldini is not in the room.
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