December 10, 2019
The moon was still high in the sky when I carefully untangled myself from Ai's arms. I didn't want to wake her, not when she looked so peaceful, her purple hair fanned out on the pillow like a halo. I tiptoed out of the bedroom, my mind on X-Factor's new album.
In the living room, I spread out my lyric sheets for the seven songs we'd been working on. Each one was like a snapshot of our journey, from the wild energy of "Drunk-Dazed" to the soul-baring honesty of "Devil by the Window."
I lost myself in the music, humming melodies and fiddling with chord progressions. It was like the rest of the world faded away, and all that existed was the songs and the story they told. I was so caught up in it all that I didn't even hear Ai come up behind me until I felt her arms wrap around my chest.
"Morning, superstar," she murmured, pressing a kiss to my cheek. Her voice was still rough, but it was the sweetest sound I'd ever heard.
I leaned back into her embrace, savoring the warmth of her body against mine. "Sorry, did I wake you?"
She shook her head, settling beside me on the couch. "Nah, I just missed you. And I like seeing you work."
I smiled and shook my head. "Not very exciting to watch someone strumming the same four chords over and over."
"No, it's nice," she said. "I can see how focused you are. How passionate. The way your brows draw together when you're trying to work something out." She nudged my shoulder playfully. "It's cute."
I laughed. "Well, don't get too comfortable. We've got a big day ahead of us." I nodded towards the sheets. "Only about a million more decisions to make before we finish."
Ai tucked her feet up under her on the couch. "I'm not going anywhere," she said. "We'll figure it out together."
After a few minutes Ai decided to speak up again. "So how's the album coming along?" she asked. "You've been working so hard on it, I can't wait to hear what you've created."
I rubbed the back of my neck. "It's getting there. Still have some things to finalize, but I think we're onto something really special."
Ai reached over and gave my hand a supportive squeeze. "I know it's going to be amazing. You have such a gift, Akira. There's a rawness and honesty in your voice that the world needs to hear."
Her words lifted my spirits, easing some of the self-doubt that had been swirling in my mind. Ai had a way of reminding me that my voice mattered, that it could make a difference. With her by my side, I felt like I could take on anything.
After a quick breakfast together, I headed out the door towards the studio. But first, I needed to fuel up. I swung by my favorite cafe, hoping the morning crowd would have thinned out by now. No such luck. Word had gotten out that this was my go-to spot, and now there was always a gaggle of fans hanging around. I pulled my cap low and tried to slip in unnoticed. A few squeals told me I hadn't succeeded.
I ordered my usual triple espresso. As the barista prepared it, I checked my phone. My social media feeds were flooded with messages of support from X-Factor fans. "You got this, Akira!" "Can't wait for the new album!" "We know you're gonna slay!" I smiled, touched by their enthusiasm. At the same time, it was a lot of pressure, knowing how much they were anticipating this album.
Coffee in hand, I headed to the studio, my nerves starting to resurface. I thought back to my early days, when I was just a kid dreaming of someday making music that could reach people. Back then, a real studio, a chance to record my songs, seemed as likely as going to the moon. Now here I was, about to step into the booth and bare my soul. It was terrifying. Exhilarating. A little unbelievable.
When I arrived, I was not surprised to see Kenji already there, hunched over a stack of sheet music. He glanced up, giving me a silent nod before returning to his task. Kenji wasn't much for small talk, but I knew having him here already hard at work would push me to bring my A-game too.
Soon Satoru burst in, all youthful energy and enthusiasm. "Yo, we gonna lay down some fire today!" he said, holding up his hand for a high-five. I obliged, unable to resist getting swept up in his hype. Meanwhile, Daisuke slipped in quietly behind him, nose buried in a notebook filled with potential lyrics.
Last to arrive was Hiroki, holding a box of doughnuts. "Thought we could use a sugar rush ride," he said, greeting us each warmly. He was like the dad of the group, always trying to take care of us.
I looked around at my bandmates, this little family we'd built together. It was time to step into that recording booth and share a piece of ourselves with the world. My nerves were still there, but so was the excitement. This was our moment, and I was ready.
As we filed into the studio, I could feel the anticipation hanging thick in the air. This was it - time to start laying down tracks for our debut album.
Kenji made a beeline for the soundboard, immediately peppering the producer with questions about mics and mixing. Meanwhile, Satoru was over in the corner, blasting beats through his headphones and bobbing his head.
I took a seat on one of the stools circling the microphone, watching as the others settled in. Daisuke had his notebook out, no doubt polishing lyrics right up until the last second. And Hiroki was making the rounds, clapping shoulders and cracking jokes to cut through the tension.
Once we were all gathered, the producer's voice came through the speaker.
"Alright, gentlemen. We're gonna start off easy with the opener, 'Sequence.' Let's take it nice and slow, get a feel for the rhythm."
My pulse quickened. This was my song, my lyrics. Time to see if they held up under the microscope of the studio.
We ran through the first verse and chorus. So far, so good. But then we got to the bridge, and that's when the sparks started to fly.
I heard Kenji's sharp intake of breath halfway through. "Wait, wait," he said, holding up his hand. "Satoru, that run needs to be scaled back. You're overwhelming the vocals."
Satoru looked offended. "What? It's fine how it is, just following the demo track."
"Well, the demo was wrong," Kenji fired back. "We keep it stripped down here. Akira's voice should be front and center."
I jumped in, trying to keep the peace. "Hey, we knew going in that we'd make changes. Why don't we try it a couple different ways?"
Neither of them looked satisfied, but we managed to stumble through another take. This time it was Satoru who stopped us.
"Nah, it's too boring like this! We gotta amp it up, get people moving!"
Kenji's jaw tightened. "We're not going for flash over substance here. The composition requires restraint."
The two of them went back and forth, their comments growing increasingly heated. This wasn't just a simple disagreement - it was a fundamental clash of artistic styles.
Finally, the producer intervened. "Let's take five, fellas. Get some water, clear your heads."
I didn't bother trying to mediate again in the break room. I knew this ran deeper than just differing opinions. So I pulled Kenji aside first, hoping to get to the root of his resistance.
"Hey man, what's up? You seem really on edge."
He let out a long breath, dragging his hand down his face. "I just don't want us to lose our musicality, you know? All these bells and whistles, that's not what we're about."
I nodded. "You're right, it's not. But maybe there's a middle ground here? We don't have to choose between substance and style."
Kenji shook his head. "You don't get it. You're still young, still cool. But me?" He huffed a mirthless laugh. "I'm already irrelevant. Just the old geezer trying to hang on."
My heart sank. So that was it - Kenji felt threatened. Like we were leaving him behind.
"Kenji, that's crazy. Your experience is the backbone of this group. Without you keeping us in line, we'd just be a mess of noise and ego."
I put my hand on his shoulder. "We need you, man. For the musicality, the discipline... all of it. Don't forget that."
He gave me a grudging smile. "Yeah, yeah. You always know just what to say, oh wise leader."
I laughed. "Hey, even I get it right sometimes."
Next was Satoru. I found him sulking in the lounge, still simmering.
"Come on, Satoru. Talk to me. What's going on?"
He crossed his arms, glaring at the floor. "It's just... why's it always gotta be what Kenji wants? I have good ideas too, you know. But he never listens."
I settled on the couch beside him. "You're right, that's not fair. Your ideas deserve to be heard."
Satoru looked up, surprised. "For real? You don't think I'm just being difficult?"
"Of course not," I said. "You bring so much energy and creativity to the group. We need that."
He nodded slowly. "Yeah, well someone has to balance out Mr. Roboto over there."
I laughed under my breath. "Look, Kenji's just protective of the music. But you both want the same thing - for us to make the best album we can. If we keep that in mind, we'll figure this out."
Satoru bumped his shoulder against mine. "Since when did you get so wise, oh great leader?"
"I have my moments," I said with a grin.
When we reconvened in the studio, the mood felt lighter. Kenji and Satoru were still eyeing each other warily, but the daggers in their glares had dulled. We ran through the bridge again, this time finding a compromise between Kenji's restraint and Satoru's verve.
The take still wasn't perfect, but it was progress. This album wouldn't be created in a day - it would take patience, teamwork, and plenty more disagreements along the way. But if we kept listening, kept communicating, I knew we could build something incredible together.
I slouched in the chair, my ears ringing from hours of listening to the same tracks over and over. The studio was quiet now, everyone else had gone home hours ago. But I couldn't tear myself away, not when we were so close to nailing it.
I hit play on "Opening Sequence" again, closing my eyes and letting the music wash over me. The driving beat, Kenji's melodic voice cutting through, Satoru's vocals soaring on the chorus - it all came together in a way that made my chest tight with pride.
Sure, it took hours of back and forth, tweaking levels and re-recording parts, but we'd finally found a middle ground. The result was better than either of their original ideas.
Now, as the last notes faded out, I could picture it all so clearly. Thousands of fans packed into an arena, screaming the lyrics back at us. It was why we did this, why all the long nights and arguments were worth it.
I saved the files one last time, double and triple-checking to make sure everything was backed up. My eyes felt like sandpaper, and my back cracked as I stood up. But man, was it worth it.
As I locked up the studio, my phone buzzed. A text from Ai: "Don't forget to eat something. There's leftovers in the fridge. Love you."
I smiled, feeling a warmth spread through my chest that had nothing to do with the music. It was time to go home, to my family. To the life I never thought I'd have.