October 22nd, 2019
I woke up with a start, the remnants of a melody fading from my mind. For a moment, I was disoriented, the walls of my new apartment seeming to close in on me. Then, the events of the previous day came rushing back.
X-Factor. My new group, my new challenge. The intense rehearsal, the clash of personalities, the weight of expectation. It had been a whirlwind, exhilarating and terrifying in equal measure.
I sat up, rubbing the sleep from my eyes. My body ached in places I didn't know could ache, a testament to the grueling dance practice. But beneath the physical exhaustion, there was a buzz of excitement. This was real. I was an idol now, a part of something bigger than myself.
I reached for my phone, scrolling through the messages. There was one from Takeshi, outlining our schedule for the coming week. Starting Monday, it would be non-stop - vocal training, dance rehearsals, styling sessions, media prep. The pace was daunting, but I couldn't deny the thrill of it.
Amidst the work messages, a name caught my eye. Ai. A smile tugged at my lips as I opened her text.
"Looking forward to hanging out tomorrow! Let's make it a day to remember."
Tomorrow. Saturday. Our planned outing. In the whirlwind of the past 24 hours, I had almost forgotten.
Shit. What did people even do with children for fun? My own childhood memories were a blur of the orphanage's bare walls and the rush of shoppers on busy streets. Amusement parks, zoos, carnivals… they were the stuff of TV shows and overheard conversations.
I feel a flicker of panic. I couldn't mess this up. I wanted to give them a perfect day, a happy memory.
Determined, I opened up a new search tab. "Fun family activities in Tokyo," I typed, hitting enter with a decisive click.
The results flooded in. Tokyo Disneyland, the obvious choice. Amusement parks, museums, playgrounds. But as I scrolled, a particular option caught my eye.
"Tokyo's Top Aquariums: A Guide to Underwater Wonder."
An aquarium. It was perfect. Educational, entertaining, and less overwhelming than a hectic theme park. I could picture it: the kids' faces lit up with wonder, Ai's smile soft in the blue glow of the tanks.
I opened up my messages again. "Hey Ai, what do you think about an aquarium trip tomorrow? I've heard great things about Sunshine Aquarium. Could be fun for the kids?"
I hit send before I could second-guess myself, my heart beating a little faster. This was new territory for me, making plans, thinking about others' enjoyment. But it felt right. It felt like a step towards something I had been missing.
My phone buzzed with Ai's reply. "That sounds perfect! The kids will love it. Let's do it!"
I flopped back onto my pillow, my mind already swirling with plans. What to pack, what to wear, how to make sure everyone had the best time.
With a contented sigh, I closed my eyes, letting the promise of tomorrow carry me into sleep's gentle embrace.
The next morning, I was outside Ai's apartment, a backpack slung over my shoulder and a nervous energy thrumming through my veins. I had woken up early, double and triple-checking my bag to make sure I had everything we might need. Snacks, water bottles, even a little first-aid kit – I wasn't taking any chances.
I knocked on the door and it swung open almost immediately, revealing a beaming Ruby.
"Akira! You're here!" she exclaimed, bouncing on her toes. "We're going to the aquarium!"
I couldn't help but grin at her enthusiasm. "We sure are, kiddo. Are you ready to see some cool fish?"
"Yes!" She pumped her fist in the air. "I want to see the sharks! And the jellyfish! And the…"
"Ruby, let him come inside first." Aqua's voice drifted from behind her, amused but firm.
I stepped into the apartment, my eyes adjusting to the light. And then I saw her.
Ai stood by the couch, but for a moment, I almost didn't recognize her. Her usually vibrant hair was tucked under a plain black cap, and she wore oversized sunglasses that obscured half her face. A loose sweatshirt and jeans completed the look – a far cry from her usual eye-catching style.
She caught my gaze and smiled, a little sheepishly. "Idol disguise," she explained, gesturing to her outfit. "Can't have the paparazzi tailing us to the aquarium."
I nodded, understanding dawning. Of course. Ai was a public figure, her every move scrutinized. A day out with her kids – and with me – would be tabloid fodder if spotted.
"Well, I think you look great," I said honestly. Because even dressed down, with her star power dimmed, Ai shone. Her smile, her warmth – that couldn't be disguised.
She ducked her head, a faint blush coloring her cheeks. "Thanks, Akira. And thanks for planning this. The kids have been buzzing about it all morning."
As if on cue, Ruby tugged at my hand. "Can we go now? Please?"
Aqua was already by the door, a backpack neatly slung over his shoulders. "I have our lunches," he announced proudly.
I bit back a smile at his seriousness. "Good job, Aqua. You're a great big brother."
He straightened a little at the praise, a shy smile on his face. My heart melted a bit. These kids… they had me wrapped around their little fingers already.
"Alright, troops!" Ai clapped her hands, slipping easily into 'mom mode'. "Let's move out! The aquarium awaits!"
Ruby cheered, already racing towards the door. Aqua followed at a more sedate pace, but I could see the excitement in his steps.
As we stepped out of the apartment, Ruby's hand found mine, small fingers gripping tight. Aqua walked ahead with Ai, chattering about the marine biology book he'd been reading.
The journey to the aquarium was a short one, but it felt significant somehow. A step into a new chapter, a new role.
[Aqua POV]
As we walked towards the aquarium, I found myself studying Akira. He was tall, his strides confident as he led us through the bustling Tokyo streets. Ruby clung to his hand, chattering away, and he listened attentively, his smile warm and patient.
I couldn't help but wonder about him. This man who had come into our lives so suddenly, who made Ai smile in a way I hadn't seen before. He seemed so mature, so self-assured.
A question burned on my tongue. I quickened my pace, falling into step beside him. "Akira?" I asked, my voice sounding small even to my own ears.
He glanced down at me, "What's up, Aqua?"
I hesitated, suddenly feeling shy. But curiosity won out. "How old are you?"
Akira blinked, surprised. Then he laughed, the sound warm and rich. "Seventeen," he said simply.
I stopped walking, my eyes widening. Seventeen? But that was... that was so young.
Mom and Ruby had stopped too, their faces mirroring my shock. "Wait, really?" Mom asked, pushing her sunglasses up onto her head. "I thought..."
Akira shrugged, looking a little self-conscious. "Yeah, I guess I've always been a bit of an old soul."
Old soul. The words echoed in my mind as we started walking again. It made sense, in a way. The maturity, the steadiness... Akira carried himself like someone who had lived much longer.
And yet, he was only seventeen. Barely out of childhood himself. And here he was, navigating the cutthroat world of idol life, and still making time for us. For me.
I felt a sudden swell of emotion. Gratitude, yes. But also a deep, aching longing. For a figure like Akira in my life. A father figure.
In my old life, before Ai, before Ruby... I had never known my father. He was a blank space, a question mark. I had grown up too fast, taking on responsibilities far beyond my years.
But with Akira... I felt a glimmer of that childhood innocence. The safety of knowing there was someone older, someone wiser, looking out for me.
Even his praise, a simple "Good job, Aqua", made me feel warm inside. Validated. Seen.
I snuck a glance at him as we walked, marveling at this realization. Akira, at seventeen, was shouldering so much. His own dreams, his own responsibilities... and yet, he made room for us. For me.
It was a humbling thought. A thought that made me want to be better.
As the aquarium came into view, its glass dome glittering in the sunlight, I felt a newfound appreciation for the young man beside me.
Akira. Not just Ai's friend, not just a rising idol.
But a guiding light. A role model.
And maybe, just maybe... the closest thing I'd ever have to a dad.
Today was going to be a good day. I could feel it.
And I had Akira to thank for that.
[Ai POV]
Entering the aquarium, I was in awe. The vast, blue-tinted space seemed to stretch endlessly, the soft glow of the tanks casting an ethereal light. It was like stepping into another world, a world beneath the waves.
Ruby's gasp of wonder echoed my own. "Look at all the fishies!" she exclaimed, pressing her nose against the nearest tank. Her eyes were wide, reflecting the shimmering scales of the tropical fish darting past.
Aqua, too, seemed transfixed. He stood a little way back from the glass, his gaze intent as he studied the intricate corals and darting schools of fish. I could practically see the gears turning in his head, his mind cataloging each new species.
I glanced at Akira, a smile tugging at my lips. He looked just as entranced as the kids, his face softened with a childlike wonder. It was a side of him I hadn't seen before, a glimpse behind the mature facade.
As we moved through the exhibits, I found myself falling into step with Akira. We took turns reading the informational plaques, our voices low as we shared bits of aquatic trivia.
"Did you know that some jellyfish can regenerate their bodies?" Akira asked, pointing to a graceful moon jelly floating by. "If they get injured, they can just regrow the damaged parts."
"Like a real-life Phoenix," I murmured, watching the ethereal creature pulse gently in the water. "Rising from the ashes."
Akira nodded, his smile thoughtful. "A symbol of resilience. Of starting anew."
I was pulled from my musings by a shriek from Ruby. We rushed over to find her pointing at a touch tank, her face a mix of excitement and trepidation.
"Mama, look! You can touch the starfish!"
I peered into the shallow pool, seeing the brightly colored sea stars clinging to the rocky bottom. A sign encouraged gentle touches, explaining the creatures' tough exteriors.
But Ruby hung back, her earlier boldness gone. "I don't know..." she mumbled, eyeing the alien-looking animals warily.
Akira crouched down beside her, his voice gentle. "It's okay to be a little scared," he said. "New things can be scary. But sometimes, when we're brave and try something new, we find out it's actually pretty cool."
Ruby looked at him, her lower lip caught between her teeth. "Will you do it with me?"
Akira smiled, holding out his hand. "Together?"
A beat, then Ruby nodded, determination settling over her features. Hand in hand, they reached out, fingers skimming the rough surface of a sea star.
"It's bumpy!" Ruby giggled, her fear forgotten. "Like a spiky pillow!"
Akira laughed, the sound warm and rich. "It kind of is, isn't it? You're a brave girl, Ruby."
Ruby beamed, her chest puffing out with pride. I felt my heart swell, a rush of affection and gratitude washing over me.
Watching Akira with my children, seeing the patience, the care, the easy way he related to them... it stirred something deep within me. A longing, a yearning for this kind of partnership.
Akira caught my eye over Ruby's head, his smile soft. At that moment, I felt seen. Understood.
And I knew, with a certainty that took my breath away, that I fell for him fully. This young man with an old soul, who brought music to life and laughter to my children's eyes.
It was a terrifying realization. A thrilling one.
One that I tucked away in my heart, a secret treasure, as we continued our journey through the aquarium's wonders.
The future was uncertain, a vast ocean of possibilities.
But with Akira by my side, I felt ready to dive in.
To explore the depths and discover the beauty that lay beneath the surface.
[Akira POV]
As we rounded the corner, I felt my breath catch in my throat. Before us stretched the aquarium's centerpiece - a massive tank, its glass walls soaring up to the high ceiling. The blue water shimmered, a living tapestry woven from the light filtering down from above.
"Whoa..." Ruby's voice was hushed, her eyes wide as saucers. Even Aqua seemed struck dumb, his mouth slightly agape as he took in the sight.
I couldn't blame them. It was like standing on the precipice of another world - a world of swaying kelp forests, of darting schools of silver fish, of sleek sharks gliding through the depths.
We approached the tank slowly, as if in a dream. Ruby and Aqua pressed up against the glass, their noses nearly touching it, lost in the wonder of the scene before them.
Ai and I hung back a little, watching the kids, watching the dance of life in the tank. In the soft blue glow, her face was serene, her eyes reflecting the rippling patterns of the water.
"It's beautiful, isn't it?" she murmured, her voice barely above a whisper. "Makes you feel small, in a way. But also part of something bigger."
I nodded, my gaze tracing the graceful arc of a manta ray's wing. "It's a reminder," I said softly. "That there's so much wonder in the world. So much life, so much beauty, just beneath the surface."
Ai turned to me, her eyes searching mine. "Do you ever feel like that?" she asked. "Like you're just scratching the surface of what's possible?"
I met her gaze, saw the flicker of understanding there. "All the time," I admitted. "With my music, with X-Factor, with..." I swallowed, suddenly nervous. "With you and the kids."
Ai's hand found mine, her fingers intertwining with my own. "I feel it too," she whispered. "This... potential. This sense that we're on the cusp of something wonderful."
In that moment, standing there in the shimmering blue light, the rest of the world seemed to fall away. It was just us - Ai and I, our hearts beating in sync, our souls touching in the space between words.
I wanted to kiss her. I wanted to pull her close, to lose myself in the softness of her lips, the warmth of her embrace. But I knew it wasn't the time. Not yet.
So instead, I squeezed her hand, trying to pour all my unspoken feelings into that simple gesture. "One day at a time," I said. "We'll figure it out."
Ai's smile was like the sun breaking through clouds. "Together," she echoed, the word a promise.
"Akira, look! Shark toys!" Ruby's excited voice cut through my reverie, pulling me back to the present.
We had entered the aquarium's gift shop, a charming little space filled with plush sea creatures, colorful books, and shimmery trinkets.
On impulse, I pulled out my wallet. "Hey, why don't you each pick out a souvenir?" I suggested, smiling at their surprised faces. "My treat."
"Really?" Aqua asked, his voice hopeful yet hesitant.
"Really," I confirmed. "A little something to remember this day by."
In the end, Ruby chose a plush starfish and Aqua opted for a book about shark biology, its pages filled with stunning photographs and fascinating facts.
As we entered the apartment building, it was time to say goodbye. Ruby hugged me tight, her little arms wrapping around my leg. "Thank you for the best day ever, Akira," she mumbled into my shirt.
I hugged her back. "Anytime, kiddo. Anytime."
Aqua's hug was more reserved, but no less heartfelt. "Thanks, Akira," he said quietly. "For everything."
I ruffled his hair. "You're welcome, bud. I'll see you soon, okay?"
A final round of waves, a last glimpse of Ai's smile, and they were gone, entering into their apartment.
But as I walked into my apartment, their laughter still echoing in my ears, I knew that they were a part of me now.
Looking ahead to the coming week - to the rehearsals and the recordings and the endless whirlwind of idol life - I found a new sense of purpose. I wasn't just chasing fame anymore. I was building a life - a life that had room for music, yes, but also for love. For family.
They are my guiding stars. And with them lighting my way, I knew I could face anything.
Even the uncertain waters of the future, the challenges and the changes yet to come.
Because I wasn't diving in alone. Not anymore.
I had them. And they had me.
And together, we could swim through any storm, discover any wonder, brave any depth.
One day at a time. One precious moment at a time.